Don’t Let Fear Destroy Your Destiny!***messymandella***

 I started this site to express myself.

I have so many parts of me including love art, music, and laughter. I thought about what my friends and family would say about ***messymandella.com.*** I know that when I told people I had this site,  it would be confusion. I have only been doing this for a year. I don’t know what will happen in the future? I just know that national sites link my articles.

 

 I just knew that at first I wanted to prove to myself that I could do anything.

After I realized I could, I decided to connect with other artist and free thinkers.

MY people know  that I purposely change punctuation and verbiage because ART HAS NO RULES.

Some people laughed, or dismissed it as being crazy, or dumb.

Every writer, actor, or artist will tell you that the last people who support you are your own people.

I knew it was a joke to some people then  you get recognition. You look around and your life has completely changed, and you did it your way.

Don’t be afraid, a wise but crazy man stated, “Danger is Real, fear is in your mind.”

You will never know if you don’t embark  on that journey to find you. 

 

 I knew that there were stories that would never get told.

I also had to set so much time aside to get started, but with love and dedication hood heros, ill begotten and victims will have their say.

I know also that when I thought people had my back  some just left me stranded.

 I think the hurt is the motivation to keep going.

Don’t let anyone make you think that the problem is you, or question your artistic style.

 You can’t be free, until you are comfortable with yourself. 

There is nothing wrong with you if you spend your day listening to Wu-TangKate BushNas, and  Ray Lamontagne.

Don’t worry about close minded people.

You just have to live, and a leave a positive legacy.

If you lay under your covers, scared of the world that is your fault!

Nothing comes from just dreaming, and hoping. Actions  and positive energy have to combine.

Be You!

Keep Going!

Thank You for linking and loving me.

I love y’all for advice, respect and truth.

It means so much to me, that you except me, for being me!

I say “love” because “You are beloved” by me and every moment on this Earth is a blessing.

Enjoy your time here and think about your growth, and follow the golden rule and you will live a better way. Never compromise your artistic freedom out of fear of backlash. Just tell them to kiss your ass. Here is some inspiration from the late great FRANK. 

Shyheim-On And On ***messymandella***

The drug epidemic broke us completely down, and even if everyone stopped slinging crack now the damage has caused prisons to be flooded, and caskets to be lowered.

Dreams were deterred and the families lost daddy, and the family structure to the game.

Now, we can attempt to bring our communities back, but the force and the poison tested on us will not go away, and once again it was not administered by us,but we suffer.

Who wanted to ruin our society? 

In 1984 Government officials could not segregate us legally.

They used the crack epidemic to  segregate us chemically and mentally,and their mission was a success.

Can the black families comprehend that it is not weak to be home with their  babies.

I guess it us easier said than done. In our culture people can be together for 8 years with no wedding in site. Meaning they are unconsiously not committed to their loved one.

When it is so easy to walk away, our children receive less. Don’t stay JUST BECAUSE OF THE CHILDREN. However,If you look into our history after the Crack Epidemic moms and dad’s were pitted against each other.

In some instances the boyfriend supplied the girlfriend or wife with the crack.

Our sons took note and realized that any reason to leave, is better than any reason to stay.

The fathers that sacrificed for their seeds, are raising grateful children that admire their effort and unconditional love.

Check out the statistics on our men,and how many are currently incarcerated that never had fathers in their life.

Some are currently in prison with their fathers.I understand that some of these men want better when they are released, their felony records will not get them a salary  and a 401 K. The Crack Epidemic instrumented in the death of the black families.

That is another generation of boys watching and learning from the downfall of the 80’s and they are being borned 5 years later.  We marched in the 60’s and 70’s and our  people had a sense of pride.

We must bring unity and respect back to our  culture.

It is embarrassing when men and women with no means of support have 13 children that they can not take care of, and the babies are loosing in the progress.

Dad and mom need to stand together and motivate our children to  be better. This video is from 1994, and look around and tell me how far we have truly come?

 

 

wu-tangs o.d.b.’s psa for safe sex ***messymandella***

When I spent the night with friends, and we all lied and went to The O.D.B. concert.

That  will always be one of my favorite moments, with Mark and David.

Yes, I am prissy and girly, but I get along better with men. Most women want to gut me like a fish…

Yes, Old Dirty Bastard was 23 different kinds of crazy that night.

He even stole the microphone, and told everyone to get in his van.

You can’t deny his unique flow on the beat.

O.D.B. didn’t have to ride the beat, he just complimented it.

Now, when you think about O.D.B. You  think of hin having an EBT Card, as after selling millions of Records, and  his drug overdose.

O.D.B. was always high!

At the concert, he said, “I don’t want to talk to the prettiest girls in here, I want the ugliest.”

 One of my favorite lines from O.D.B,  “I don’t want to go back to the Police Station,  they trying to send Dirt on a long vacation!”

RIP Russell Jones

SMACK/ URL RAP BATTLE: JOHN JOHN DA DON defeats PREP AND THAT IS ALL…***messymandella***

 

 

 

Method Man – Bring The Pain (1994)***messymandella***B-I-G


 

 

 

Ignore The Hate!***messymandella***

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Demand loyalty, I always take that  chance. When someone watches you struggle and refuses to  help, it makes you stronger. believe some people are born manipulators and negative influences. They will judge you for being social acceptable, but not themselves for needed flea spray. I started this site to express myself. I have so many parts of me. I love art, music, and laughter. You readers know I am random as hell. I  don’t know what will happen in the future?

 I just knew that at first I wanted to prove to myself that I could make a difference. I learned that when a person has multiple personas they will take you through  a billion changes to pacify their ego and  selfishness, and then have the audacity to blame you for defending your truth. Don’t be brainwashed by anyone that encourages the worst behavior, and no emotions what so ever.After I realized I could  not let negativity destroy what I have built, it was easier to look in the mirror. If I lived in the background and bit my lip in silence, to improve and image, I would hate myself.

Every writer,actor, or artist will tell you that the last people who support you are your own people.

 I knew that there were stories that would never get told.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I  had to set so much time aside to get started. I know also that when I thought people had my back  some just left me stranded. I think the hurt is the motivation to keep going. Don’t let anyone make you think that the problem is you. You are an artist. You can’t be free, until you are comfortable with yourself.  There is nothing wrong with you if you spend your day listening to Wu-Tang, Kate Bush, Nas, and  Ray Lamontagne.

Find yourself, be yourself. Don’t worry about close minded people.You just have to live.

If you lay under your covers, scared of the world; that is your fault. Nothing comes from just dreaming.

Be You!

Keep Going!

Thank You for linking and loving me.

It means so much to me, that you except me …for me!

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