RIP Lionel Pickens AKA Chinx Drugz (December 3, 1983 – May 17, 2015) ***messymandella***

If the music industry and the streets were never intertwined before, after 2001 we have noticed a pattern of talented men being murdered or incarcerated on a weekly basis.

                The fact remains that the “Slime” is not what you are meant to be, you are meant to be a “King” but we can’t be kings by killing yOUR own. Chinx is gone after working years to provide for his family and his jealous enemies were waiting for him.

Someone taunted him and the comment is deleted off a social media which told Chinx to “rest in piss” which was blatantly disrespectful to his family and fans. Let this man’s senseless death guide you to the right side, and  navigate your path to a life of accomplishment. Chinx took advantage of an opportunity to better himself and someone used street mess and probably social media to track him down, and end his life.

           Once again, this message is for the babies that still have time, to leave their neighborhoods and flourish in life. I want you to live and anyone telling you to join a gang and to put in work is using you to fatten their pockets. Surround yourself with people who understand that you are trying to feed your family, and they will never understand that Black Lives Matter. We say it, but is time to mean it,I am tired of this happening. THIS was never suppose to be part of the Hip Hop Culture!
  

       The killers of Chinx, made their decision to join in the urban genocide.

You are not stuck in this mess! Whoever did this to a rapper and  family provider, will now have to face their own Karma, but  it won’t bring a dad back home, to play with his son.

STOP KILLING EACH OTHER! BLACK LIVES MATTER, EVEN WHEN WE PULL THE TRIGGER.

 

 

I was here! ***messymandella*** beyonce and nicki minaj

I love the fact that it is “supposedly” a mans world.

When a woman steps in the spotlight, it intimidates some weak-minded individuals.

Are you that strong force to be reckoned with,do you catch a glare in your hater’s eyes?

 Can you stay in the background and “bite your tongue? ”

You must not know about me…
 

 
I know that I am here to help people, and be strong!

Sometimes its hard to stay strong during adversity, but that pain and betrayal will make you free.

I don’t think any man or woman should be quiet just to please the masses.

 Sometimes it takes that small little voice to make the forest shake! 

Are you going to let anyone bring you down?

 They will make you second guess your destiny, but is that their fault you let them win?

 I want freedom from liars, racism, and homophobia!

I want Santra Rucker home!

Santra Rucker will get her freedom, or at least another chance at life, we worked hard enough!

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I refuse to stop teaching young women and men about emotional and physical abuse.

 I refuse to sleep with someone who has a girlfriend or partner or be anyone’s secret.

 Lying and withholding information are the same damn thing.

Don’t fall into the trap of being simple or afraid of making your dreams your proud legacy and never let someone bully you!

 I am going to make sure that I leave my mark in this world like it or not, I am here.

I strive to give love and patience to everyone I meet.

 I can’t be like everyone else, because I am different and I stand up for myself and my beliefs.

I never look back at my mistakes, just the people who made them…

Mistakes are free and experience is a gift.

Mistakes are nothing but pain and reflection that guides you to your blessings. 

I will not be submissive, and let people defame my character.

I have a damn voice, and you are going to respect it! 

Even if you know how your heart feels on certain issues, your self-respect means more.

 We Are all Responsible to let our light shine.

I feel freedom, when I leave a manipulative situation!

I feel free!

 I don’t care when they are mad, if they deserve the anger!

I will never give in to self-serving people.

I will never bow down just to be loved.

Do you let the world see you?

I am not going to live to be 80 years old, I just know it! 

 I want my remaining time to be spent with true friends and loved ones that had my back no matter what happened.

Respect my outside life, because in my personal life I am a very private person… 

My inspiration and dedication will guide me through it all.

 I am sure that through your emotional turmoil,  you learned a lesson.

 I refuse to settle for someone who does not deserve me.

You shouldn’t either, be free and live your life!

I want to show the world that I was here…

 

 

 
 
 
 

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wu-tangs o.d.b.’s psa for safe sex ***messymandella***

When I spent the night with friends, and we all lied and went to The O.D.B. concert.

That  will always be one of my favorite moments, with Mark and David.

Yes, I am prissy and girly, but I get along better with men. Most women want to gut me like a fish…

Yes, Old Dirty Bastard was 23 different kinds of crazy that night.

He even stole the microphone, and told everyone to get in his van.

You can’t deny his unique flow on the beat.

O.D.B. didn’t have to ride the beat, he just complimented it.

Now, when you think about O.D.B. You  think of hin having an EBT Card, as after selling millions of Records, and  his drug overdose.

O.D.B. was always high!

At the concert, he said, “I don’t want to talk to the prettiest girls in here, I want the ugliest.”

 One of my favorite lines from O.D.B,  “I don’t want to go back to the Police Station,  they trying to send Dirt on a long vacation!”

RIP Russell Jones

eva marcille is a banger! ***messymandella***


 

 
 

 

 
 
 
 

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Drake buys the bottles…

 

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