For Real***messymandella*** #SoulfulSunday

If you are willing to jump, can you jump into the unknown?

Can you step outside of your element,  and give it a chance?

I have always been a very stubborn person, that is probably why God gave me such strong intuition.

 I can feel emotions for someone,  that the public would assume is emotionless.

I  view people not by their title, or what other people think they are…

NO, I almost made that mistake , but that feeling is deep and if you are intrigued follow that feeling. Ask for respect and privacy,because they would expect that.

Some things you just can’t explain, and maybe you can’t because it is too powerful.

It is not about a kiss, or any sexual act.

The mental and spiritual connection is magnetic and so powerful, that you can’t just let it go!

Journeys and discovery take bravery and that spiritual connection.

You will never be able to explain it, unless you are chosen to feel it!

Then, You will know it is real…

 

Fashion Flash Back: 1980’s For All Dem’ Babies***messymandella***Whitney Houston (1985)

Age doesn’t matter!

Your size doesn’t matter!

The Color of your Skin Doesn’t Matter!
Your hair can be long, short, natural,weave, even a 1980’s mullet and Doc Martins with Crush Velvet (I don’t even know…child…)  but wear it with confidence.

You have to feel that love and admiration, even from a hater. If you prefer the 1980’s but are a little afraid,maybe have a retro party with close friends who appreciate big bangs, hairspray and layers of sock. Maybe,you are not ready for the Patti Labelle hair hat, just as of yet.

They may be  envious of you because YOU can pull it off, and you took that fashion risk.

3 women can wear the same dress, but if you don’t have that confidence, and beauty that embodies grace, you have wasted your time.

Take pride in yourself.

You are amazing, and adventurous. Those clothes, are an accessory for your unique swagger, and gorgeous face. These women are gorgeous, and all of different races an and different hair styles. You keep being confident, you with your bad ass!


All of these looks work, because the confidence is more important than the clothes.
You will stand in the light, and will have fashion mishaps too.

Don’t worry,but again if you are confident you won’t give a damn.

If you are not ready to go out with your hair stacked up to Jesus, or don’t invest in Aqua net Hair Spray have an 1980’s theme party. Don’t let someone tell you to play fashion, safe. That is not for you, if you have confidence.

Don’t worry about other’s opinions.

I don’t!

 

 

 

wu-tangs o.d.b.’s psa for safe sex ***messymandella***

When I spent the night with friends, and we all lied and went to The O.D.B. concert.

That  will always be one of my favorite moments, with Mark and David.

Yes, I am prissy and girly, but I get along better with men. Most women want to gut me like a fish…

Yes, Old Dirty Bastard was 23 different kinds of crazy that night.

He even stole the microphone, and told everyone to get in his van.

You can’t deny his unique flow on the beat.

O.D.B. didn’t have to ride the beat, he just complimented it.

Now, when you think about O.D.B. You  think of hin having an EBT Card, as after selling millions of Records, and  his drug overdose.

O.D.B. was always high!

At the concert, he said, “I don’t want to talk to the prettiest girls in here, I want the ugliest.”

 One of my favorite lines from O.D.B,  “I don’t want to go back to the Police Station,  they trying to send Dirt on a long vacation!”

RIP Russell Jones

this can’t be life: man saves ribs, then children from fire***messymandella***


 

 

 

NEW: FEEL IT IN THE aiR…GUNPlay Vs Beanie Sigel ***messymandella***


 

 

 

 
 

Rapper Charly Wingate Is Innocent! 6 Years Later And We Still Can’t ‘Free Max B’***messymandella***


 
In our lifetime we can succumb to  the villainous spirit of our enemies and deception  and
 
disappointment in this system of things,we are living in a complicated era, we thought racism had died down, and with a biracial president,that would increase more unification,but it hasn’t.
 
Why do we always say Free MAX B, instead of Charly Wingate?
 
Is it the end for Charly, according to the Justice Department? YES

 
If someone in Harlem or anywhere in general would speak up, he would have a chance….
 
       Even if you are not guilty, after you enter those prison doors, they only give you a few appeals, and if  your attorney can prove conclusively that you are innocent, those doors are closed forever.
 
As, I thought about this particular case, imagine if  I personally had a history with  the prisoner it would be  hardheartedly  and devastating to know  they were innocent,but couldn’t do a damn thing about it?
 
I would go above and beyond to find people to speak in his behalf. He was not star status like Jay Z or Meek Mill, but innocence is innocence.
 
He was more than just a rapper.
 
He was and still is a man, an innocent man behind bars.

 
       I would of course gather my supporters and open up dozens of petitions.
 
I looked for those “FREE MAX B” petitions and they have been all closed.
 
You are no longer able to participate in insuring that justice is served.
 
His life can be forgotten, in the eyes of the law.
 
January 25, 2015 , they are not bringing Charly Wingate  home unless their is divine intervention, and truth from the crew that set Max B up in the beginning.
 
With Love,
 
***messymandella***
 
I wrote this story a hot minute ago,thousands have read it.
 
Salute to all MAX B’s fans and family and The Harlem Matriarch.

 
I don’t believe he should be in the BOX that long!
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

There is something that bugs me about the Max B case.
I know he bragged about crimes, and served time for robbery.
I know all of this, but Max did not deserve this mess.
I just don’t understand why he doesn’t have a chance for freedom until 2042?
We’ll I am a prissy nerd.
I  read all the time. I retain knowledge and I wonder about truth. Some criminals do make it a life long goal to visit the penitentiary repeatedly. I don’t know why I think this case is different? I have read about and listened to interviews. My heart hurts for strangers, if I feel they suffered injustice. I hope Santra Rucker and others get their chance to rejoin freedom.

 
I don’t understand the Criminal Background of Conspiracy. I just hope NO ONE tells me they might commit a crime.
So just because someone called me and joked about it I can get 75 years in prison? I  made  jokes about him being stupid enough to  be in prison, for running his mouth. His freedom, and lively hood are not a joking matter. He has been thrown away to rot.It is frightening that talking can get you 75 years.

 

Where the hell is the proof he was the mastermind?
 
Was there a taped confession?
 
 His on again, off again girlfriend told on him. He’s gone, but again how do we know he masterminded this plan? Career over! Gina could have easily did that to get a lighter  sentence and no one could discredit her story?    There is no proof he orchestrated this robbery.   Let’s began the love story from Hell. Dipset was on tour. However, Cam’ron,and Santana were a “no show.” Max B   met  a groupie,Gina Conroy, in Myrtle Beach South Carolina at a concert.

 

 

   Gina Conway was already living with a man for 10 years.
 
      Gina Conway,  left and wanted to “live the life.” Max B used her and threw her away, horrible but truthfully that was the final result.

    While he was flashing money,she was stripping to pay for her drug addiction.

    He would then turn around and take her back,that was his mistake.

Charly Wingate is an arrogant, little man who brags about pimping, and always flashes his money. Does that mean he’s guilty?

I do think that  rappers  can convict themselves with their own lyrics. Reputation and  music  videos perceive a lifestyle that can glorify crime.

He might be wrongfully accused,this time. I just don’t understand how he wasn’t at the scene, but is doing this time?

Shouldn’t the person or people on the scene and firing the gun, be the only people punished?
 
Once again, if he did it, no sympathy. What if he didn’t do it?

We won’t know until 2042.

Some women and men become scorned. They hate you for not wanting them so they plot revenge,even divorces get violently damaging. Love turns to hate, and friends become rats. Max B was already living with other women and had eyes on a new strand of dummies to sell ass, she was damaged goods.
 
Wouldn’t you be mad if you moved from the South and left your life, to be with someone? He kicked her out,and she was financially struggling, while his pockets were wavy.You can’t blame her for wanting revenge. Maybe she didn’t want him with anyone? Sh

 We have the temptation of forgetting the ones we feel are no longer able to be free we get high enough or drunk enough too numb the pain, but Charly is still behind bars…
 
We  stand paralyzed by this system and corruption but forget about the tragic state of Max B. It is devastating to be in prison for 75 years if you are innocent, such as the case with Charly Wingate.

 

No one deserves prison, if they are not guilty.

 

 
 

NEW: Gucci Mane – Brick Factory (Full Mixtape)***messymandella***

Gucci needs a straight jacket and a court ordered prescription to a years supply of Thorazine, but take his dosage about 5 times a day.

This man is not a criminal mastermind; the voices tell him to react…

The signs of his mental illness have overshadowed every fiber in his being, but the Ice Cream Cone Tatoo was the moment all hope was gone.

I know “Free Gucci Mane”, but only when he gets mental treatment and help from “The Reading Rainbow.”

He requires assistance from The LEGAL Drug Administration.

Gucci Mane’s Hood Pharmacist is the reason Gucci Mane, is bat shit crazy and his dealer has not aided his psychosis thus far.

Free Gucci Mane, but Free that baby first. Gucci Mane been pregnant since 2012!

When Gucci Mane finally delivers that baby he is carrying in his stomach, maybe that will change his life, you think?
 

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You Are Only Here, Because Of Your Heart! ***messymandella***

          You were born with this inner strength.Older people will tell you that a newborn baby is the closet replication of an Angel.The heart is the machine that controls all are functions, so why did we stop listening to it? We get so caught up in characterization and status, that we have learned to ignore our heart. The heart is the single most important element in this universe.
      Why did characterization, become more important than the heart? Image replaces love as a survival tactic. The toughest Drug Lords lead out of fear and reputation. Of course, they still have heart. They have families, and friends they would die for at any given moment! If they listened to their heart and showed weakness, they wouldn’t be rich off of bloodshed. Some of us, have conditioned ourselves worry free, without a moral and spiritual code. I don’t believe you should live through a characterization! To be authentic, you have to live through your heart. It is what brought you here, and in the end the single most important factor that keeps your here.

     Are you living from your heart? Are you caught up in an game of deception, and corruption that you can’t seem to turn your back on, at this time? You forgot that when you were born, you were the real you. You came in this world with your heart beating. Over the years, we take our heart beat for granted. Now, we assume that we can live anyway we want, hurt who we want, and still feel that spark between our chest!

         You somehow miscalculated your time on this earth, or think it is your choice . We have all wasted valuable time that we have lost forever. We selfishly utilized materialistic things to define our character, and build our ego. Some of the most amazing people have been overlooked, or misjudged by the character they portray. They are living through someone else dreams and aspirations, and sadly leaving themselves behind.
           I have so much love in and compassion. I will cry over a stranger and give the free time that I have,to a charity or event. I am, who I am! I am compassionate! I live with a conscious and a back bone, and I know my faults. We are not perfect, but we are here, and you can always remember the moment you stopped listening to your heart.

          You can have money falling out your pockets, 3 mansions, and 15 mistresses. All of that is a distraction, and it doesn’t even compare to your lasting legacy, and your soul.
Self Evaluation is the only reason, that I made it through what some can’t get past, or use as excuses.
     I didn’t let any factor forbear my arrival,and ultimately, I became me! When I ignored my heart, I regretted it! Now, ignoring my heart is not an option, with the gifts that I have been given. When you are tired of being who everyone expects you to be, it would be a blessing and an honor, to envision the real you! We are born with pride, love, and dignity that can bring to this crazy world.You can’t accomplish anything, when you don’t listen to your intuition!
     You are a blessing, and you are not a mistake! Every moment from now on, could be a new you! I keep a tight circle, because “Bad Association spoils useful habits.” Say, what you mean and speak your heart, becomes time is fleeting.

You can’t relive yesterday, but you can learn from it!

 

 

 

If God was to ask you to prove why you deserve to enter those “Pearly Gates”,what would you tell him?

Wu-Tang -El Michels Affair ***messymandella***