Happy Birthday! I Wish Whitney Houston Would Have Known Her Own Strength.***messymandella***

         Whitney Houston lived a life that humbled most, and destroyed her in the end.

Today is her birthday.

We must tell the truth about Whitney Houston. I cried, because I was in her situation,not drugs but with someone who would play the part of a different person to the public…

 

When she lost part of her heavenly voice, and her self-respect through addiction, we were confused and disappointed.

We laughed, and comedians made multiple jokes about Whitney Houston’s addiction.

No one thought it would end like this.

I want to say that Whitney Houston has always inspired me to hold your head up high and walk with pride.

Even when she wasn’t the Whitney we fell in love with, she still tried.

In fact, she was that unselfish, when she was going through her demons, she didn’t want anyone to know she was still on drugs and suffered alone.

          She dealt with her own pain, the worst way, but what sadly she assumed was the best thing for her life.

When you take the time to look inside  yourself use Whitney as your example.

 

People who love you and care, will not hurt you or destroy your creativity with stupidity or insist you make decisions that could destroy your ability to showcase your talent, or diminish your inner strength.

It is sad, that her personal life overshadowed everything she did professionally.

Her life can be our lesson in self-evaluation. You can never carry people that WILL NEVER carry you.

She looked like a fool in the public eye and she suffered in pain and maybe that is why she turned to drugs?

She didn’t tell the world she still needed Help.

I wish she knew her  worth, there will never be a voice to rival hers.

You  can’t be around someone who does not want anything in life,or just will cause you pain because they can.

You must know your self-worth and believe in your talent! Never associate with someone who doesn’t have your best interest at heart.

If that person cares they will help you career, not sidetrack it to cause pain or drama or interfere with your fan base and family perception.

I hope other women realize that even with beauty, determination, and talent the person you love the most could be the worst thing that ever happened to you.

Too bad, when you realize it, you can see what all you passed up, and lost of your own talent, time, and well-being.

Love yourself,

Thank you Whitney.

Thank you for your beauty and voice. We love you, still.  I just wish you would have known your own strength.

 

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Big Hawk

 

Screwed Up Click!

 

 

Rest In Peace, Big Hawk.

 

 

 

 

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They remade one of my favorite songs!

 

I missed it!

 

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Bobbi Kristina yearned for her mother and her privacy during the media scandal that followed her mom’s demise. grieving for her mom, her privacy and her peace were compromised, sadly and undoubtedly now she will have all three. Her mom and her will be reunited, but she never left her side.Bobbi Kristina,will die in vain because the little woman never came into her own. She escaped the limelight but never was able to demonstrate to the world what she was capable of accomplishing in the music industry or any other career, thanks to so called friends, controversy and her handler, Nick Gordon.
Allegedly, her so-called boyfriend Nick Gordon, took advantage of her and ultimately is responsible for her demise, according to the authorities Nick is “of great interest” and he should not leave country and must alert police of his whereabouts during this time. I have always wondered why we are saddened by celebrities children’s deaths,even when we have children dying in our own neighborhoods?

      Maybe It resonates with us because when we preach or beg for someone to leave a manipulative and abusive situation every day and this proves that abuse can happen to anyone, and the manipulator will destroy the family and even friendships to master his plan of control.
Abuse does not have a tax bracket, or even a criminal composite.

       Women and men of abuse will protect the abuser, and put on a brave face. Understanding how in the end, any of us could be in the situation Bobbi is in at this moment.

        She pretended to be fine and to be taking it one day at a time, and she was in a private hell that was just creepy. One minute she referred to Nick as her brother, then he was her husband, and but with the resources of the Brown and Houston family have kept her own those machines when heaven couldn’t wait..
          Bobbi Kristina will soon be facing that sunset that we all dread, but will eventually consume us all, but her legacy is just a terrible predicament because Bobbi witnessed the Houston and Brown families fight and her mom and father deal with domestic abuse cases in regards to her parents.           Now she allegedly met her demise due to a calculating and manipulative opportunist . Children that witness abuse will end up in that situation themselves. because they have developed a distorted view of love.
Nick, may have fooled most, but after the Dr.Phil interview, something wasn’t quite right and that was damaging and his interview was no more than a staged pity party that he manipulated to gain social acceptance and sympathy.
Nick Gordon, also referred to her as already dead, she was still alive…
If Nick Gordon is reading articles regarding the tragedy of Bobbi’s life, I hope he stumbles upon this article.
     If you do, Nick I have questions,
You have to answer for the public, because the drug dealer who allegedly supplied you with Heroine died over a drug overdose.
Nick, you are technically the only spokesperson for what happened that day, everyone else is unable to speak for themselves.
       In the world of drug use, addicts will steal from their mother and children just to pop those pills or snort that drug.
Nick, Why were you also allegedly linked to Whitney Houston’s addiction and possible knowingly her Mrs. Houston’s connection to enable her drug consumption?
Why are you also in the same predicament with her daughter?
Why was Bobbi in these automobile accidents that she tried to conceal from her family?
Why would she leave the scene of an accident, she is a millionaire and I believe she could afford a insurance premium?
      People only leave the scenes of accidents if staying there is more of risk,due to the circumstances of the driver and what may or may not be criminal evidence .
Nick, AGAIN you were on the Dr. Phil show and said,”Whitney Houston is dead and Bobby Kristina dead…” but Bobbi wasn’t dead.
When you mentioned those two names together and with that crime scene, were you attempting to dramatize her impending death to convince the world her death was a suicide, or cause speculation?
Why was Bobbi missing teeth at such an early age, and so many allegations of witness accounts of you beating her up?
          Do you understand that Bobbi was a naturally a curvy woman and was thicker in weight until you and her became an item? She looked like she was starving and high on drugs, on all of her latest pictures?
        Seems that you entered her life and her appearance and her potential to become her own person and live out of the private eye diminished.
Her chance of survival decreased and so did her bank account! WHY would you go into your “soul mates” bank account while she is comatose, in her death-bed?
Why couldn’t you provide for yourself, and not assume Bobbi Brown and Whitney Houston’s money was owed to you because you were manipulating their daughter?
         If you could answer all of those questions,you should remain a free man. However, I doubt you will be able to answer any of these questions, due to the fact that she is only dying because she was drugged and manipulated by an opportunist.

 

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         Charity Begins with you and I deciding to make a difference in this world.

Here are some options when time are just as important as a financial contribution.

The Simple things…

  • Establish  Learning Centers 
  • Sports Camps / Summer Camps
  • Equality Task Force Teams
  • Relief Containers / Goodwill
  • Construction Teams / Rebuilding Foundations
  • Leadership Seminars
  • Socialization Programs To Curb Violence
  • Youth Programs
  • School Feeding Sponsorship
  • Bible School Sponsorship
  • Establish Leadership Libraries
  • Safe Sex Seminars / Respect Counseling (Young girls)
  • Community Based  Secondary Schools

 

 
 
 

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