Happy Birthday! I Wish Whitney Houston Would Have Known Her Own Strength.***messymandella***

         Whitney Houston lived a life that humbled most, and destroyed her in the end.

Today is her birthday.

We must tell the truth about Whitney Houston. I cried, because I was in her situation,not drugs but with someone who would play the part of a different person to the public…

 

When she lost part of her heavenly voice, and her self-respect through addiction, we were confused and disappointed.

We laughed, and comedians made multiple jokes about Whitney Houston’s addiction.

No one thought it would end like this.

I want to say that Whitney Houston has always inspired me to hold your head up high and walk with pride.

Even when she wasn’t the Whitney we fell in love with, she still tried.

In fact, she was that unselfish, when she was going through her demons, she didn’t want anyone to know she was still on drugs and suffered alone.

          She dealt with her own pain, the worst way, but what sadly she assumed was the best thing for her life.

When you take the time to look inside  yourself use Whitney as your example.

 

People who love you and care, will not hurt you or destroy your creativity with stupidity or insist you make decisions that could destroy your ability to showcase your talent, or diminish your inner strength.

It is sad, that her personal life overshadowed everything she did professionally.

Her life can be our lesson in self-evaluation. You can never carry people that WILL NEVER carry you.

She looked like a fool in the public eye and she suffered in pain and maybe that is why she turned to drugs?

She didn’t tell the world she still needed Help.

I wish she knew her  worth, there will never be a voice to rival hers.

You  can’t be around someone who does not want anything in life,or just will cause you pain because they can.

You must know your self-worth and believe in your talent! Never associate with someone who doesn’t have your best interest at heart.

If that person cares they will help you career, not sidetrack it to cause pain or drama or interfere with your fan base and family perception.

I hope other women realize that even with beauty, determination, and talent the person you love the most could be the worst thing that ever happened to you.

Too bad, when you realize it, you can see what all you passed up, and lost of your own talent, time, and well-being.

Love yourself,

Thank you Whitney.

Thank you for your beauty and voice. We love you, still.  I just wish you would have known your own strength.

 

Long Live The Screwed Up Crew! Trae Tha Truth + Big Hawk + Fat Pat ***messymandella***

Big Hawk

 

Screwed Up Click!

 

 

Rest In Peace, Big Hawk.

 

 

 

 

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Mix Media Patterns From The Knowles’ Sista’s, Chloe S., Lil Kim ,Eva M. And More!***messymandella***

 

Bobby Brown Every Little Step with Mike Tyson & Wayne Brady ***messymandella***

 

They remade one of my favorite songs!

 

I missed it!

 

nick gordon’s hidden truth***messymandella***


Bobbi Kristina yearned for her mother and her privacy during the media scandal that followed her mom’s demise. grieving for her mom, her privacy and her peace were compromised, sadly and undoubtedly now she will have all three. Her mom and her will be reunited, but she never left her side.Bobbi Kristina,will die in vain because the little woman never came into her own. She escaped the limelight but never was able to demonstrate to the world what she was capable of accomplishing in the music industry or any other career, thanks to so called friends, controversy and her handler, Nick Gordon.
Allegedly, her so-called boyfriend Nick Gordon, took advantage of her and ultimately is responsible for her demise, according to the authorities Nick is “of great interest” and he should not leave country and must alert police of his whereabouts during this time. I have always wondered why we are saddened by celebrities children’s deaths,even when we have children dying in our own neighborhoods?

      Maybe It resonates with us because when we preach or beg for someone to leave a manipulative and abusive situation every day and this proves that abuse can happen to anyone, and the manipulator will destroy the family and even friendships to master his plan of control.
Abuse does not have a tax bracket, or even a criminal composite.

       Women and men of abuse will protect the abuser, and put on a brave face. Understanding how in the end, any of us could be in the situation Bobbi is in at this moment.

        She pretended to be fine and to be taking it one day at a time, and she was in a private hell that was just creepy. One minute she referred to Nick as her brother, then he was her husband, and but with the resources of the Brown and Houston family have kept her own those machines when heaven couldn’t wait..
          Bobbi Kristina will soon be facing that sunset that we all dread, but will eventually consume us all, but her legacy is just a terrible predicament because Bobbi witnessed the Houston and Brown families fight and her mom and father deal with domestic abuse cases in regards to her parents.           Now she allegedly met her demise due to a calculating and manipulative opportunist . Children that witness abuse will end up in that situation themselves. because they have developed a distorted view of love.
Nick, may have fooled most, but after the Dr.Phil interview, something wasn’t quite right and that was damaging and his interview was no more than a staged pity party that he manipulated to gain social acceptance and sympathy.
Nick Gordon, also referred to her as already dead, she was still alive…
If Nick Gordon is reading articles regarding the tragedy of Bobbi’s life, I hope he stumbles upon this article.
     If you do, Nick I have questions,
You have to answer for the public, because the drug dealer who allegedly supplied you with Heroine died over a drug overdose.
Nick, you are technically the only spokesperson for what happened that day, everyone else is unable to speak for themselves.
       In the world of drug use, addicts will steal from their mother and children just to pop those pills or snort that drug.
Nick, Why were you also allegedly linked to Whitney Houston’s addiction and possible knowingly her Mrs. Houston’s connection to enable her drug consumption?
Why are you also in the same predicament with her daughter?
Why was Bobbi in these automobile accidents that she tried to conceal from her family?
Why would she leave the scene of an accident, she is a millionaire and I believe she could afford a insurance premium?
      People only leave the scenes of accidents if staying there is more of risk,due to the circumstances of the driver and what may or may not be criminal evidence .
Nick, AGAIN you were on the Dr. Phil show and said,”Whitney Houston is dead and Bobby Kristina dead…” but Bobbi wasn’t dead.
When you mentioned those two names together and with that crime scene, were you attempting to dramatize her impending death to convince the world her death was a suicide, or cause speculation?
Why was Bobbi missing teeth at such an early age, and so many allegations of witness accounts of you beating her up?
          Do you understand that Bobbi was a naturally a curvy woman and was thicker in weight until you and her became an item? She looked like she was starving and high on drugs, on all of her latest pictures?
        Seems that you entered her life and her appearance and her potential to become her own person and live out of the private eye diminished.
Her chance of survival decreased and so did her bank account! WHY would you go into your “soul mates” bank account while she is comatose, in her death-bed?
Why couldn’t you provide for yourself, and not assume Bobbi Brown and Whitney Houston’s money was owed to you because you were manipulating their daughter?
         If you could answer all of those questions,you should remain a free man. However, I doubt you will be able to answer any of these questions, due to the fact that she is only dying because she was drugged and manipulated by an opportunist.

 

beyonce***messymandella*** bey good haiti


         Charity Begins with you and I deciding to make a difference in this world.

Here are some options when time are just as important as a financial contribution.

The Simple things…

  • Establish  Learning Centers 
  • Sports Camps / Summer Camps
  • Equality Task Force Teams
  • Relief Containers / Goodwill
  • Construction Teams / Rebuilding Foundations
  • Leadership Seminars
  • Socialization Programs To Curb Violence
  • Youth Programs
  • School Feeding Sponsorship
  • Bible School Sponsorship
  • Establish Leadership Libraries
  • Safe Sex Seminars / Respect Counseling (Young girls)
  • Community Based  Secondary Schools

 

 
 
 

A$AP Rocky – Multiply (feat. Juicy J) ***messymandella***Lord Pretty Flacko Jodye


 

 

 

 
 
 

Get Familiar With South Carolina’s Under Ground Rapper, Julz Jones!***messymandella***

 
AGE: 23
 
BIRTHPLACE: BROOKLYN, NY
 
RAISED: CHARLESTON, SC
 
SOUNDS LIKE: JAY Z MEETS GUCCI MANE
 
PREVIOUS PROJECTS:
 
THE BEST 16S AT 16: (2007) UNRELEASED
 
SPACESHIP MUSIC: (2009) RELEASED LOCALLY IN THE LOW COUNTRY AREA, SC
 
GRAVITY KILLED SLIMEZO: (2012) UNRELEASED
 
COUP DE ETAT (2013) VIA SOUNDCLOUD
 
HOWMYTREEMANGOTRICH VIA SOUNDCLOUD
 
GODJIZZLE PRESENTS GODJIZZLE VIA SOUNDCLOUD
 
         I am thoroughly impressed with the mind of Julz Jones because his music gives him a leadership voice inside a generation that is usually more concentrated on self-worth and irresponsibility. The Julz Jones you hear in songs like “long way from home” contain messages of apprehension and distrust in relationships, something young adults complain about a lot but still grasp the the concept of. Then we have songs such as “nobody’s favorite rapper (Coup De Etat)” where Julz chooses to display his ability to match rhymes with ideas in a instructional manner as if to say “i heard you Rakim”. Lines like “ its funny how all of a sudden they into Julz, and Murphy’s Law the only reason that you been confused” captures the intelligence of the artist and mixes it with the bravado of a confident writer.
 
        You believe him when he raps. I spend a long time wondering if Julz is a southern rapper that has up north influences or a southern-influenced rapper with a northern accent. He seems to embody an entire coast of music.
 
          He does appear to speak compassionately about topics such as materialism and love which may be a direct result of his upbringing in impoverished neighborhoods in a single family household. If only his sound quality and production matched his talent.
 
As far as looking for this generation’s leader: the evidence is apparent. It’s Julz Jones. The kid who got kicked out of class for winning the debate against the teacher.
 
        The substance abuser who tells you why he prefers natural herbs over pharmaceutical-distributed drugs. The young man who got his college degree but never forgot to think outside of the box. The student who did other students work for studio time money. The artist who writes an opinion piece on himself.
 
          The rapper who never uses the same flow twice. The rapper who names his album “Coupe De Etat” in order to foreshadow his impact on today’s rap culture. The artist who appreciates all genres of music.
 
The rapper who lives life as an individual with interesting viewpoints on good energy and powerful results, has a natural talent and ability to captivate an audience.
 
Yes, I have found him and so should you!
 
 

 
 

 
 

Allegedly, Bobbi Kristina Brown’s Family Admits ‘Reality Is Sinking In’***messymandella***

           After news broke earlier this week that the 22-year-old had been moved from Emroy University hospital to a rehabilitation facility in Atlanta, sources reveal to PEOPLE that the family had actually wanted to move Bobbi Kristina out of the hospital earlier, but her grief-stricken father Bobby Brown had delayed the decision.

 

“This hasn’t gotten any easier for him,” the source says of Bobby. “It has gotten harder. He really thought she’d be better by now, that there would be some change.

There hasn’t been any sign of improvement since this happened.”

Sources had previously revealed to PEOPLE that the 46-year-old singer was trying to keep “as positive as possible” about the condition of his only daughter with the late Whitney Houston. “He’s going to give her every chance to fight for her life.”

Indeed, Bobbi Kristina’s family has tried to remain positive, but now “reality is really sinking in,” the source reveals.

“We spent the first month in shock, you know? Like, ‘Oh my God, I can’t believe that this happened.’ But now we’ve had a lot of time to get used to it.”

The source also admits that while the “family doesn’t always see eye-to-eye,” it’s clear that Bobby is in charge of what happens to his daughter.” quote from Maria Mercedes Lara

I wish and pray Bobbi Kristina will finally have her story told through her eyes, without the tabloid scandal.She deserves people in her life, that have her best interest,and not only want her inheritance.

Whitney Houston lived a life that humbled most, and destroyed her in the end. Her daughter couldn’t seem to find her place in this world. Now she won’t have to, the families ALLEGEDLY will let Bobbi Kristina Brown pass away.

Now,it is a what if situation,but we are too hurt inside. This little girl had two troubled parents with addictions, but they loved her so much. No one could ever dispute the admiration of their little girl, Bobbi Kristina Brown.

 

We must tell the truth about Whitney Houston. I cried, because I was in her situation,not drugs but with someone who would play the part of a different person to the public.

      Love is standing by, and this will be a process to bury all of the family drama, but  you can not win if the spirit wants to be free.
 
No amount of medicine or electrical device will ever be stronger than the will to live. She fought, and no matter what a machine reads, that soul may just want to be reunited with her mama.
 
Some actions are too obvious to overlook, and sympathy and inner guilt and failed moments are not will not be easy, when the Houston and Brown family are still divided. What if’s are not going to bring her out of this.

 
 
No matter what was said on camera we must look in the eyes of the truth.
 
Her  anguish and  privacy to mourn is not based on a calender or when we think she should be finished within her personal bereavement process.
 
Putting on a brave face can take a toll on anyone, that lost their momma and best friend, she still could not listen to her mother’s music at times.

 
The family will spend eternity reading a machine to , but if the machine is the only thing that is keeping her here, she is already gone.
 
We must give this family privacy, and not overlook the life of Bobbi Kristina Brown to give weigh to tabloid speculation, but now that speculation may be facts!

Some are already putting light on an addiction and scene of the crim, just for high viewership.

Imagine, if it was your daughter, let her family deal in peace and they are surely inconsolable, leave that speculation behind, for now.


Give Bobbi respect, and the Houston and Brown family  deserve your prayers and love.

No doubt they need it, but they will feel the love. I wish she knew we all wanted her to pull through this  tragedy and we  loved her then.

We want to send flowers and love when it is too late, when that may be all the victim wanted the entire time.

 

 

UPDATE: Bobbi Kristina Brown’s “Boyfriend” Speaks About His Guilt!***messymandella***

       Bobbi Kristina Brown, you  are still in our prayers, up high. This article of course  not any means a smear campaign against Nick Gordon, but he spoke of Bobbi Kristina as she  was already  dead.

          “I miss them both, and I lost them both!”

What in this world happen to that baby on that day and who and what could even cause her to be in this situation? This boy feels guilt, but he doesn’t appear to have attempted to murder her. He appears to be guilty that he couldn’t revive her that day. Nick blames himself, and now the family rallying for her survival should never be sidetracked by Nick’s antics, but something is  missing. Why does he feel so guilty, and threatening himself? 

Is  this a  calculated diversion?

Watch for yourself!



Brain dead, physical death and whatever terminology  is being used to describe Bobbi are not technically important at this moment.

What is important is how and when the families coming together, burying the hatchet and setting aside their  own differences to make things right for Bobbi in the near future.

     I am sure Whitney is sending her daughter love  and is torn between wanting her there with her, or letting her stay here with us a little longer, to carry out her dreams.

When you take the time to look inside  yourself use Whitney as your example.

        Whitney taught me never to have anyone in your life that will publicly destroy or diminish your brand or cause scandal.

        I wish and pray  Bobbi Kristina will finally have her story told through her eyes, without the tabloid scandal.She deserves people in her life, that have her best intrest,and not only want her inheritance.

Whitney Houston lived a life that humbled most, and destroyed her in the end. Her daughter couldn’t seem to find her place in this world. Now she won’t have to, the families ALLEGEDLY will let Bobbi Kristina Brown pass away. Now,it is a what if situation,but we are too hurt inside. This little girl had two troubled parents with addictions, but they loved her so much. No one could ever dispute the admiration of their little girl, Bobbi Kristina Brown.

     Today is her last physical day,according to reports from the family spokesperson. I felt in my heart she left us before this week. She wanted to be with her mom. Now she will be removed from the breathing machine on the anniversary of her mother’s death.

We must tell the truth about Whitney Houston. I cried, because I was in her situation,not drugs but with someone who would play the part of a different person to the public.

 

When she lost part of her heavenly voice, and her self-respect through addiction, we were confused and disappointed and with Bobbi, we refuse to accept her fate.