Santra Rucker Sentenced to 390 Years!***messymandella*** Santra Ruckers

 We prayed, and We Prayed and we read and told her story! NOW FOR THE DOCUMENTARY anf you guys will be a part of it for life. YOU ALL MADE THIS HAPPEN! TEARS FROM STRANGERS, AND TEARS FROM YOU ALL. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH! FEDS MAGAZINE ran the story. I read it and made it my mission,and you also took your time to tell people her story. is not in vain.



Register Number: 34932-083
Age: 45
Race: Black
Sex: Female
Located at: Aliceville FCI
Release Date: 10/24/2024

  Santra Rucker was a cute around the way girl. She had the hottest labels and freshest hairstyles. She  did not have to worry about money,she dated a baller. Santra dated a drug dealer,Darryl Glen Riley.She herself, did not sell drugs. She however, was in love with a man who gave  her the best of everything. Riley,  was a well know street hustler.However, people did come to his house for business deals. She is in prison because of her love for a drug dealer.

Santra Rucker is in prison for 390 years because of her association with her boyfriend. The sentence was so extreme that Santra did not believe it herself. She has tried everything and nothing has worked.She is still in Club Fed.

Convicted and left to rot behind prison walls. Why would she face time? The truth is,you don’t have to sell drugs. Yes, If your man is a pusher and he cohabitates with you, you selling drugs to in the eyes of the law. The sad thing is that babies are also innocent victims in a drug raid. DSS will make you work like hell to get those babies, back. I know women in my neighborhood, that are going through this struggle today. The man has been in prison for years and DSS still does follow ups to check on their parenting skills.  A girl that works at DSS told me she had no sympathy for a woman who chooses a man over her kids. I told her, if she has been in that life, you wouldn’t see it that way. I told her that you can be in love with the money and become Ray Charles to the shit. Santra loved the money.Let’s be honest, drug dealers are treated like reverends, in communities by some.However, she was not a dealer, unfortunately that is not how it’s works.You know whats happening in that house.If the police come, during a drug bust,everyone goes down. Santra found this out the hard way.

People have protested and shown support. I know Alicia Keys and others have sent Santra Rucker letters. Alicia’s Grammy Award winning video for “Fallen” video was inspired by Santra Rucker’s case.

Serial Killers  don’t get 300 years for murder. Santra  was railroaded and forgotten. The government made her example. She fell in love, with the game. The game does not love you back. The hustle is real, but greed is the motivation.

If she could do it all over again, I am sure things would be different.I am sure she would have stayed away from this life. It’s gifts,and money and power. None of this lasts forever. Santra will never see freedom, and she was in the wrong place at the wrong time. The court gave her 12 Life Sentences. She has spoken to 150 politicians. This woman should be home.This is simply ridiculous. I believe if you do  the crime;Do the time! However, she fell in love with the wrong man. What would happen if everyone that dated a drug dealer was given 390 years in prison? Would you  be reading this now?

We have to get this woman out of prison…real talk. messymandella

November 13th, 2012

We have to get Santra Rucker out of prison.

It has to happen.

We could start a petition, or rant and rave, but we need action.

The system is hard to crack.

There are non-profit organizations that will help provide legal support for those in need.

I am going to send some letters to different organizations.

I am hoping that we can come together and release her from “The Belly Of The Beast.”

390 Years is mental and physical Slavery.

  This woman is on my mind every day…



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Republicans VS. Democrats(Crips vs. Bloods)***messymandella***

Can’t wait until this election is over.

I keep getting asked, “Who I’m voting for in this election?”

The proper question should be “What set you claiming?”

When did voters actually start getting gangsta.

How can you have HATRED for an opposing view?

Some of these gang members wear suits, and others wear Suspenders.

Either way these gang bangers are still apart of the gang violence.

This violence divides people at work, hair salons, and even at the local whore houses.



Are we suppose to wear a red or blue bandana in our back pocket?

Is there a secret hand shake?

Can we also wear the opposing sets colors when we vote? I am not trying to get shot…


Yeah, its’ pretty stupid to HATE any group for their ideologies. 

Of course, it is ok to HATE “FOX News”, or the “KKK” (same affiliation)!


People have argued, lost friendships and angered innocent people because of this gang violence.



Democrats and Republicans must stop the violence and we must come together as strong men and women to “Make America Great Again” and women unification is key!

 We must strive to be strong black women  like Melania Trump… 









Most Read Today- Rapper Doe B (GlenThomas) Knew He Was In Danger…***messymandella***Pastor Troy

           While  listening  to “Pray for me” it  is easy to recognize the discernment in Doe B’s voice and even though his career was brief, it’s  very disturbing to understand Doe B predicted his death.

 Watch his mannerism and his look of acceptance that one day soon, he would die. Doe B is rapping from his inner defeat and asking for help, I wish we could have saved him. He is wearing his heart on his sleeve and those are his genuine feelings.”Pray For Me” is an example of a haunted man after his intuition soared into high gear, and from that he predicted, but witnessed the jealousy around him and  his own demise.

After he was shot in the eye and he survived that…

Doe B  was supposed to be a victim that lived and an inspiration for those to learn from his cautionary tale.


He discussed this shooting in interviews. Doe B fell into the trap of a ‘hood friendship‘ and that is the cause of many deaths in the Urban Jungle while we fight an invisible war created by outside forces but we adapt and accept these conditions to survive. 

Just because someone goes to  the strip club with you, smokes with you, or fronts you a package that does not make them your friend.     In this case  Doe B’s  killer appeared in his music video. This iims proof that at the end of the day when those guns come out it’s always “Every man for himself.”  

            In the video treatment  for the video “Pray For Me” notice his body language of surrendering and being at terms with his situation. He predicted his future impending death but he still wanted prayer. HE was coming to terms with it, like Tupac Shakur in his video for his song “Mad At Cha” when he is singing from heaven, but makes it clear that he was going to accept death and did not want anyone to feel responsible for what happened to him. Now that Doe B’s head is down he is begging for forgiveness. He walked through the funeral setting with a look of realization of his own potential home,soon. He sensed his own demise and came to terms with the fact that  God had a date for him. Doe B had that feeling that some inherit that can intuitively foreshadow his expiration date was near. He didn’t want to murder anyone. All Doe B wanted to accomplish was success in the industry. Death was waiting on him and he couldn’t shake that feeling or his demise. I pray for his family and for T.I. and the rest of Grand Hustle. T.I. survived and I love you men and want you to survive. 

Why is Doe B sleeping in a casket?


We in the United States  of America have created a war where children that can’t afford lunch or bicycles can find machine guns at every other corner. They are dropped off in these communities for a reason, notice they don’t drop off books. 

 Our families were not this destroyed  until the “Crack Epidemic.”

Now we have programmed ourselves to shoot before we get shot.

Why are we shooting? We have guns dropped off so we won’t make it out the hood,  go to college or uplift our communities. It’s working…

We believe in our lives that we can’t go to the store without a gun because fools have to shoot to keep it “real” but we can stop to keep us alive. 

   Our communities are destroyed with violence  and we lose talented men, like Doe B.

R.I.P. Doe B with love for your talent and you determination.

You died for no damn reason! You deserved better, but it was part of the plan! I hope that if you are reading this story, you save a life because I’m not making any money for writing this, but your lives are worth more than any amount of money I could ever accumulate. I love you and want you to know that you don’t have to kill each other. You should be marching with each other, not shooting each other.

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He Became A Murderer With A Life Sentence?***messymandella***

hard      MESSAGE! This is the little boy is the second pic on the right. Growing  up in our little southern neighborhood everyone would watch everyone’s back, and protect each other at all costs. The little boy I would watch play outside and even hold his hand as he crossed the street is now behind bars with a LIFE sentence.

           He grew up with a Single Mother all year, but he would beg and cry to be with his grandmother and his dad‘s sides of the family. His father would barely be around to watch him sleep or wake up, because the Hustle was his first love. This little boy was raised with  an image of what a man was suppose to be, and he himself wanted to also become a “businessman.” The little boy ‘s dad had beautiful women, clothes, and plenty of guns. His son, that once sweet little boy immortalized his father. As he became older and would still come around us in the Summer, we would still make sure he had food to eat, and would stay out of trouble when he was in our presence. He was very respectful, and a nice little boy that would do anything you asked. So why did he end up in prison for life? He wanted to be a business man but he couldn’t do that working at Subway making sandwiches. He quit and went wild as the wind, so wild that we would ask where is he and no one would know?

              The last time I saw him as as a free man he was in the gas station. He walked up to me with a smile and respect, ALWAYS respectful of me! He saw me smiled and  gave a big hug and a kiss on the cheek and said, “Hey, beautiful little lady.”  I looked right in his eyes and said, “You had me worried about your tall ass, where the hell you been?” I was worried for a while. He said to me “Doing my thang, big things happening and he pulled out a roll of money and paid for my stuff too.”

       I laughed and said “Stay out of trouble!” and I hugged him tight and he said “love you” and I said “Love you too, always.” He to this day confuses  me to this day. Was he a Sociopath the entire time? Did the drugs and influence make him lose empathy?  Why was he so shy as a  baby and bold as an adult?  His  life had taken a turn that he himself did not want any of us to know about, he wanted to be in gang. He had to prove his allegiance to the gang by getting a body, killing someone. All gang members don’t have to murder someone. Some get jumped in and raped in, but this little boy wanted to climb the Gang Ladder to the top. He was proud of joining a gang.

          No one knew that he had the capacity to kill someone. He decided to kill my friends husband, and it was planned without the knowledge of the other three burglars. I will show parts of the story, but I will without privacy out of respect. When the little boy told some of our neighborhood kids that he ran the streets with he wanted to rob this  terminally ill man it was suppose to be a 10 minute scheme, in and out.  He  knew  that the victim would not suspect a thing because they were always over there on the porch and smiling in his face. He incorporated 3 other people  in this massacre (the boy in the top left) planned to leave and go to the army the next week, the mans niece(was the niece of my friend and had free rein at the house and even would spend the night. The lighter skin boy was here to visit his family for a week and was roped in to the caper. He was not from the neighborhood. He  was just visiting his relatives,  in the wrong place at the wrong time.  

          Two of the children went to the back of the house, and he and the other boy went up the front of the stairs in front of the house with the gun and he says, “F8cK that we gonna kill this cracker!” As soon as the victim  opened the door and saw the gun he was shot in the chest and his last words were “No, Oh Shit,Why?” He was shot three times and that little boy that held MY hand kicked him in the head and said, “mu*&afuc**er dead.” The initial plan was for the  other three to hold him why the other two robbed him. Then it became a murder and they were crying and arguing, but they were already accessories to the crime. Everyone realized that he planned to kill him from the beginning. In that little moment it went from a robbery and in to a murder.

           When my friend arrives at her home she finds him dead, she calls his mom to inform her of the death and the mom frantically cries and screams and jumps into her car an hour later she was dead too.   The mom was in a hurry to see her dead son’s aid to find out details. She was so upset that she had a wreck, and died before she got to see her son’s body.  Here is the link!

             This one gang initiation destroyed a family,that  had to plan two funerals the same week. That little boy finds out that the victim’s mom died too and kisses his gun and gloats “Now I have two bodies for the price of one.”  When all four were arrested they were separated but all confessed the exact story details, except the little boy. They all received 8-15 years but he received life because he pulled the trigger,and lied. They other three were ONLY in that mess to get the victims pain pills and money, not his life.

         Once they went to trial the little boy used the “I wasn’t there” defense, and  still pretended not to know my friend, and had this cocky demeanor  accompanied with this”I am going to be free” mentality. The prosecution used his Facebook post to convict him. He basically snitched on himself. People use social media to understand your character, when you apply for job and for murders. They had him in pictures in his bandanna  and throwing up gang signs. Those images and his demeanor poisoned the jury, and that was part of the reason he wasnt even given 24 years like some  murderers. They also mentioned the mom dying on the way to the murder scene. So he was blamed for Victims’ murder and the Mom’s car accident. By law, he did not murder the mom, but most people thought she would have never left, if that death of her son wouldn’t have taken place. Some wonder did she have a heart attack at the wheel , or was just speeding too fast because of the little boys actions?

            WHY? I can’t only  blame on the fact that his father ignored him at times to hustle. Gangs target unloved individuals that need respect. Now it is a mess, and I want to know what happened to change him into this person, or was he a master of manipulation? He also had a girl   impregnated. He has life, she can’t be with him, and he saw his son  the first and last time when he was sentenced to prison.

          Where the hell is that gang now? They aren’t paying his bills or breaking bread with his chick and child. They used him, and now he finally realizes that now, but he is gone forever ineligible for parole. His grandmother put a lien on her home an also turned in family vehicles to find a winning lawyer to free that little boy. If he was in a gang you would assume they would also donate some money, but of course they didn’t!

        We wanted him to go to college or find a job and settle down, but that street life was his addiction and  that gang life was his downfall.

He tasted a piece of the “Devils Pie” and now he sleeps in the “Belly Of The Beast.”


TuPac Shakur’s Premonition: Life Goes On… ***messymandella***

If I only we knew you were sending us a message with your untimely death?

“How many brothas fell victim to tha streetz
Rest in peace young ni**a, there’s a Heaven for a ‘G’
be a lie, If I told ya that I never thought of death
my ni**as, we tha last ones left
but life goes on…..”


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Cynthoia Brown: The 16 Year Old Killer***messymandella***

For Kyam Livingston *For The Livingston Family! ***messymandella***

This is a letter I received from the family of Kyam. They had a march on 21st and I was not able to come but I wanted them to know they were in my thoughts and prayers with LOVE!
     Thank you for telling the story of my relative, Kyam Livingston. Our family understands that medical neglect as a form of punishment in our city’s holding pens is nothing new.

That’s why, in addition to demanding justice for Kyam we are asking for changes in the arraignment process and in the inhumane and filthy conditions in central booking holding cells.

To that end, we are having a Community Speakout on Tuesday, January 21, 2014 at 6 p.m. at the Flatbush Reformed Church, 890 Flatbush Avenue (at Church Avenue), in Brooklyn, NY.

If you are an organizer and you are concerned about how citizens (mainly citizens of color) in NY are treated as they wait to see if they will even be charged with any crime, please join us.

If you have been through the arraignment process and have a story to tell us about your experience or an experience you witnessed while in central bookings, we urge you to come before your elected officials and tell your story.

For more information about this event, email us at restraining order only said that Kyam couldn’t be drinking or arguing loudly with her grandmother in the home the two women shared.

Kyam had been out at a birthday party for her boyfriend on that Saturday night and had a few drinks. She came into the apartment to shower and go back out again.

When she came into the apartment there was a VERBAL DISAGREEMENT between her and her grandmother over a remote control she was accused of breaking.

The argument ENDED and Kyam went in to take her shower.

When she got out of the shower there were two officers from the local precinct there to arrest her for allegedly having violated the restraining order.

The allegations that she went buck wild and destroyed property are hearsay.

The allegations that Kyam was alcoholic are also hearsay.

Kyam never had a chance to tell her side of the story in court because she was executed by the police prior to coming before a judge.

However, her mom, Ms. Anita Neal, was on the phone with Kyam during the entire incident (and can prove it) and has explained the other side of the story.


A Few Reasons We Should Free Max B!***messymandella***

Here is The first story get familiar with Injustice:

Max B (Charly Wingate) won’t regain freedom, unless justice served and new evidence released to provide proof to the Supreme Court that his Conspiracy charges were fabricated.

Charly Wingate is serving a 75 Year Bid for dealing with Gina Conway and Kevin Leerdham.

The charges that have given him a lifetime of confinement are bias and bogus charges without any substance, and no clear scenario on the events that took place the day of the Robbery and murder.

Max B DID NOT enter the Holiday Inn hotel at 2339 Route 4 East, Fort Lee New Jersey, but his associates did for $30,000.

Max B would not risk his lively hood for a shitty amateurish robbery that occurred and THEN shoot someone in the head? No, he wouldn’t because he knows the game, that is a messy detrimental plan that obviously wasn’t planned because how sloppy it was anyway!

He had beef with Dip-Set and never once pulled out a gun and risked his freedom for that and that beef was business related and also on a personal level. Why would he lose his freedom for two strangers?

When Allan Plowden reported a shooting in the hotel he never said, “I think Max B did it!”

He never met Max B, or had any idea of his existence.

When someone is set up, they are NEVER set up by a complete stranger.

If he never had any altercations with Max B, then why is he in prison for Conspiracy?

Max never had any dealings or beef with Allan Plowden or David R. Taylor.

Max B didn’t pull a trigger,and there is no proof that he called the hotel that night, or even conspired to commit murder.The indictment  of course carried 11 charges and Max B was found guilty on 9.

It is no different from someone being fired from that same Holiday Inn, that the robbery took place because Max B was their cousin, or lived on their street.

Max B is in prison because of his association with the actual murderers, and unwillingness to leave treacherous people out of his life.

Even if he planned the robbery (which there is no proof he did), he didn’t organize a hit! You don’t murder someone you don’t know for $30,000 in a hotel!

If Max B wanted to commit a robbery why wouldn’t he rob the front desk, or other people on that floor?

If Max B wanted to pull the perfect heist why didn’t he rob other guest in the parking lot?

Where was the master plan to get more money? Max B would have wanted more than $30000.

Why didn’t anyone else get robbed except the people around Gina Conway, and Kevin Leedham?

This is a Crack-Head orchestrated plan, that two groups of prostitutes were involved with the caper and the Prosecution needed a fall guy, and now we have the life stolen from Max-B!

Where are the others that were on the scene?

Are they doing 75 years?

Max B. is living behind bars because he was dealing with treacherous and calculating rats.

Life Is That simple! Rats don’t have honor or truth. They only want to vindicate themselves. The credibility of a snitch is always in question.

No honor exist among rats, If they had love for Max B his name would have NEVER been added to this botched Robbery.

Where was the exact and undoubted truth that could be used against Max B, and the time stamp on the camera to provide him as an inside connect? Did they have directions drawn out by Max-B?

Is there a picture of them looking at directions, from their supposed leader, Max B?

No, because Gina Conway and Kevin Leedham were orchestrators and murders, not Charly Wingate. These two criminals planned it alone.

They were going to keep the money to supplement their addictions, and lack of money.

When have you ever seen Mr. Wavy NOT showing ALL the money in his pocket?

Did he really need people who were leaching off him to make him richer?

So, don’t you think it’s time we Pardon The Wave?

Criminal Conspiracy is a dangerous, but also liability that can be used in a proclamation of defense and of innocence. There is no limit on the number participating in the conspiracy and basically you can name everyone in your rival neighborhood, just for shits and giggles! In most countries, no requirement is demanded to explain each step during the occurrence.

Yes, Gina Conway is playing the helpless victim.
Kevin Leerdam lacks an inch of loyalty and Max B is the one that suffers in the end.
You know at ***messymandella*** I say what I mean and I mean what I say!
The only reason Max B is behind bars for 75 years is because Gina ran out of pills!

Born Evil?Lionel Tate***messymandella***

Lionel Tate being tried as an adult. However, now I feel duped. America was so worried about Lionel that we forget about Tiffany.When he said that Tiffany was rolling around like a baby and had peed on herself, my outlook completely changed.

Who could watch TV while a little 6-year-old girl was on the floor in agony? Was that evil? I asked myself could I?

Of course I couldn’t do that! Not many people could do this!

This means that we let this little girl die, and had more remorse for her killer, than her. His tears made us forgive him. Too bad , we couldn’t see Tiffany’s tears.

6 Year Old Tiffany Eunick

This boy knew that Tiffany was dying. He knew she was in agony and did not care. Well he was evil,and maybe now Tiffany’s story can be told. We were focused on Lionel and saving him.

Now its time to admit that we were wrong. Lionel was not the chubby little boy who made an innocent mistake.

 He was a cold, calculating killer and we let him go free. Lionel was given a second chance.Lionel Tate was caught with a  knife in 2004. He violated his parole. That charge added to his probation 15 years. He was charged with Robbery with a gun. Now, he will serve 10 years plus 30 with his concurrent sentence. He was Evil? Was he born this way?Did he Snap?

Lionel Tate After Returning To Prison

Paul Walker R.I.P.***messymandella***Final Good Bye


It was my destiny to die, and no matter how much you try,

it is everyones destiny to die,

no matter old or young,

death will break the needle on which you’re life is strung,

death cares not that you’re in love,

death will push you death will shove, 

till you’re life is on the edge,

then death the sealer of you’re destiny,

will steal you’re soul, and let you be,

for it truly is our destiny,

no matter how hard it is to see,

to live to die to simply be.

Author: annabell callest