NSFW: This Crack “Game” …***messymandella***

In 1984 at the beginning of “The Crack Epidemic” we were told that we had to “Just Say No To Drugs.”

Who the hell said, “Yes!” it wasn’t the community,so who created the game?

I am not aware of any hustler in the hood that has his own jet to fly crack through the friendly skies.

Can Tyrone standing on the corner crank up his jet,fly over and bring back product or powder to flood the streets?

Does Latorya have a compass and a Passport to Nicaragua?

You know the answer to both of those questions.

If it is damn near  impossible for us to flood the country and we would laughed if someone asked, don’t you think it was a fairytale back then to make all that money?

Don’t you think we were set up in 1984, when the fantasy became a financial and ethical nightmare?

We were systematically drugged and controlled by the Crack Epidemic and the families our still struggling from it.

If daddy is doing a bid, and mom has to raise 3 little girls and a son or older brother wants to be “the man of the house” that sparks the flame…

If you create those prison boxes and caskets to put men in, that community loses a builder, teacher, and protection.

It is that simple to chip away at the family structure.

You can tell when a crack head became addicted.

Look at the way they are dressed.

Most crack addicts dress in the era that they were sober.

It is a dead give away that they were cracked out in the 1980’s, if they have a side pony tail , patent leather shoes and a hot pink Wind Breaker Jacket. 

The drug epidemic broke us completely down, and even if everyone stopped slinging crack now the damage has caused prisons to be flooded, and caskets to be lowered.

Dreams were deterred and the families lost daddy, and the family structure to the game.

Now, we can attempt to bring our communities back, but the force and the poison tested on us will not go away, and once again it was not administered by us,but we suffer.

Who wanted to ruin our society? 

In 1984 Government officials could not segregate us legally.

They used the crack epidemic to  segregate us chemically and mentally,and their mission was a success.

 

 

San Jose Mercury News journalist Gary Webb sparked national controversy with his 1996 Dark Alliance series which alleged that the influx of Nicaraguan cocaine started and significantly fueled the 1980s crack epidemic. Investigating the lives and connections of Los Angeles crack dealers Ricky Ross, Oscar Danilo Blandon, and Norwin Meneses, Webb alleged that profits from these crack sales were funneled to the CIA-supported Contras.[8] Although Webb never claimed that the CIA directly aided drug dealers, it echoed the Kerry Committee conclusion that the CIA was aware of large shipments of cocaine into the U.S. by Contra personnel.[8]-Wikipedia

Gary Webb is not lying to you.

We did not have the capacity and the financial backing to flood the streets, but the friendly skies were open to those who could afford it, and no one would think to check our Central Intelligence…

The men who possessed our  Central Intelligence used cracked up pieces of soap to control our minds and spirits.

The government and used our community and livelihood to destroy our dignity and culture.

We have Crack Addicted babies that become hustlers and sell it to the new breed of addicts.

No one in America hates their own, we were controlled, abandoned in a jungle full of addiction and ghost of former ancestors, that now have disease, poverty, and violence.
  “We let others steal our royalty and confused money with loyalty.” ***messymandella***       We still will if we don’t wake up…                                

love * hurt * destruction * amy jade winehouse ***messymandella***

         When Amy Winehouse graced the world with her “Blue Eyed Soul” she had the world captivated.  Amy had her own style and a distinct voice that could easily rival any of our jazz greats. She was loved by millions and had  the world at her feet. She came into  the Music business with a sense of purpose, and an innovative way to reinvent soul, and transform it into her unique adaptation that no one could duplicate. She changed perception of music in terms of infusing reggae, soul, and jazz in her recordings. Amy Winehouse was compared to Dusty Springfield and even Billie Holiday. Why did we lose her?

        Amy Jade, left all her talent and life behind after only  walking the Earth for   27 years. Now she is  a member of infamous 27 Club she will be one of those “what if they would have lived?” conversations for years to come.

       When Amy married Blake Felder -Civil her appearance and behavior became a circus in itself. The couple would fight and walk around the street with bruises and would even cause disruption on prison visits,and they had to search her Signature Beehive for contraband.

http://www.popcrunch.com/amy-winehouse-blake-fielder-civil-fight/

        As her popularity grew her financial and professional life took a back seat and she began  to concentrate on her social life instead of  talent. Later rapid rumors of drug and alcohol abuse were later confirmed. Amy was seen on drugs and alcohol on various forms of   video  and pictures. The reporters of the publication “Sun”  printed a damaging video of Amy smoking Crack Cocaine on film. Sadly one of her own peers sold the footage to the tabloid.

         Amy  Winehouse was an attractive girl who later lost teeth,weight,and her own voice began to diminish, due to her lifestyle. Her legal problems and show performances suffered because of her addiction, and she wasn’t allowed in the United States to attend a performance, because of her reputation and legal problems. Some of her live performances were down right embarrassing, but Amy wanted to prove to the world she was still a singer.  Her fans kept waiting for her to make the ultimate comeback and silence all the negativity in her personal life.    

          Amy Winehouse made her comeback, or so we thought during this time. Sadly, her physical and personal life still controlled every fiber in her being. Of course it effected her voice, and  her comeback  was ridiculed and she went into a deeper alcoholic and drug related self medicated process. Amy  looked confused and intoxicated at every performance in her last days. We  kept waiting for her to come back, but she never was able to shake off those demons. What could have happened? Who would  Amy Winehouse be today, if she  could have been sober and demon free?

          Now the world will have to wonder what could have been for the  Deceased Lioness, known as Amy Jade Winehouse?

Here is the documentary.

 

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Most Read Today- Rapper Doe B (GlenThomas) Knew He Was In Danger…***messymandella***Pastor Troy

           While  listening  to “Pray for me” it  is easy to recognize the discernment in Doe B’s voice and even though his career was brief, it’s  very disturbing to understand Doe B predicted his death.

 Watch his mannerism and his look of acceptance that one day soon, he would die. Doe B is rapping from his inner defeat and asking for help, I wish we could have saved him. He is wearing his heart on his sleeve and those are his genuine feelings.”Pray For Me” is an example of a haunted man after his intuition soared into high gear, and from that he predicted, but witnessed the jealousy around him and  his own demise.

After he was shot in the eye and he survived that…

Doe B  was supposed to be a victim that lived and an inspiration for those to learn from his cautionary tale.

 

He discussed this shooting in interviews. Doe B fell into the trap of a ‘hood friendship‘ and that is the cause of many deaths in the Urban Jungle while we fight an invisible war created by outside forces but we adapt and accept these conditions to survive. 

Just because someone goes to  the strip club with you, smokes with you, or fronts you a package that does not make them your friend.     In this case  Doe B’s  killer appeared in his music video. This iims proof that at the end of the day when those guns come out it’s always “Every man for himself.”  

            In the video treatment  for the video “Pray For Me” notice his body language of surrendering and being at terms with his situation. He predicted his future impending death but he still wanted prayer. HE was coming to terms with it, like Tupac Shakur in his video for his song “Mad At Cha” when he is singing from heaven, but makes it clear that he was going to accept death and did not want anyone to feel responsible for what happened to him. Now that Doe B’s head is down he is begging for forgiveness. He walked through the funeral setting with a look of realization of his own potential home,soon. He sensed his own demise and came to terms with the fact that  God had a date for him. Doe B had that feeling that some inherit that can intuitively foreshadow his expiration date was near. He didn’t want to murder anyone. All Doe B wanted to accomplish was success in the industry. Death was waiting on him and he couldn’t shake that feeling or his demise. I pray for his family and for T.I. and the rest of Grand Hustle. T.I. survived and I love you men and want you to survive. 

Why is Doe B sleeping in a casket?

 

We in the United States  of America have created a war where children that can’t afford lunch or bicycles can find machine guns at every other corner. They are dropped off in these communities for a reason, notice they don’t drop off books. 

 Our families were not this destroyed  until the “Crack Epidemic.”

Now we have programmed ourselves to shoot before we get shot.

Why are we shooting? We have guns dropped off so we won’t make it out the hood,  go to college or uplift our communities. It’s working…

We believe in our lives that we can’t go to the store without a gun because fools have to shoot to keep it “real” but we can stop to keep us alive. 

   Our communities are destroyed with violence  and we lose talented men, like Doe B.

R.I.P. Doe B with love for your talent and you determination.

You died for no damn reason! You deserved better, but it was part of the plan! I hope that if you are reading this story, you save a life because I’m not making any money for writing this, but your lives are worth more than any amount of money I could ever accumulate. I love you and want you to know that you don’t have to kill each other. You should be marching with each other, not shooting each other.

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Lost Boyz -Renee***messymandella***Freaky Tah


 

 

 
Freaky Tah AKA Raymond Rogers (May 14, 1971 – March 28, 1999)
 
 

Lamar Odom’s Decline- I Was Khloe Kardashian***messymandella***

Polski: Lamar Odom w 2007 roku

Polski: Lamar Odom w 2007 roku (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Lamar Odom without rehabilitation will end up the next Len Bias.
Addiction of any measure is a heart wrenching but manipulative crutch that will always keep khloe Kardashian by his side. Yes, she kicked him out, but that pivotal move kept her up  nights wondering is he alive or dead, why want he call me and just let me know he’s OK? 

The Intervention by far is not a simple as a 1 hour episode on A&E.
I was Khloe!

My ex wasn’t  on crack, but alcohol destroyed our relationship. It was a demon, that had taken over our relationship. Then his cousin, a child hood friend of mine committed suicide, and killed his girlfriend. That really destroyed him, and the drinking became even worse. He used that as more of a reason, to drink. My ex would lie and tell people I didn’t like them, and keep confusion. They of course believed him. He saw tears in my eyes, as I said in a crowd, “Tell the truth.” He laughed and put the beer to his mouth. That night I was mortified! I stopped going to events because he would embarrass me. One day he was drunk,and I was riding in the car, talking to my friend. We heard him mumble. I asked him, “What did you say baby?” He said to me, “Shut the Fu*k Up.” My girlfriend and I went off on him, and told him how disrespectful he was, to talk to me that way. Her daughter was in the back seat with him. I looked at her teary eyed and said, “Promise me, you will never let any man talk to you that way.” She said,”I WON’T.”

Why did I suffer this mental and spiritual abuse? The 9 minutes a day he was sober, he was an amazing person. I let him blame it on the alcohol, and he used that to act a damn fool anytime he felt like it. He told his best friend I hated him. I NEVER said that! Who the hell do you think he would believe?
I could not enjoy my life, everything focused on his health, where he was and is he still alive? At times he would pass out, and people would cry, and assume he was dead. He fell through a glass table drunk, and punctured his lung. He damaged other organs, and pneumonia surfaced. He was going to die. He gets out of the hospital and still kept drinking. Loved ones spent countless nights wondering where he was going pass out next? Hoping that he didn’t spend his money on his weekend binge, and would have enough to help with the bills. Alcohol came before bills were paid. He even lied, and said I wasn’t paying bills with the money! An addict that knows he is about to get dumped, and kicked out will turn you into the Protagonist. They will manipulate anyone’s love anything to divert the attention from themselves. Khloe doesn’t want her husband on crack, but until he decided he wants to quit, death or injury are the only thing that will maybe change his mind. Don’t let him stay on Crack, just because he says,”My wife is always holding me down!” Crack Addicts and alcoholics will guilt you into staying and make you suffer with them. It is not your fault if something happens to Lamar. You gave him life, and love, and time. You have to keep a portion of yourself. He will bring you into the gutter with him. No more ultimatums for shock value,they don’t work.

If he has a strong family bond that will blame his addiction on you, you are in fact trapped. He even said, I was driving him to drink! We’ll I tried to save his life. When his casket does drop, I will know that I tried, and that even though he lied on me and manipulated me. So many people I assumed were going to be neutral started taking his side. He painted this horrible picture, of me. He knows he lied and that when he looks in the mirror, that he turned everyone against me. Money, time, and holding him down didn’t equal to shit.
Khloe, you can’t imagine the pain and time you will loose. Can anyone put up with disappearing acts and uneasiness for 30 more years?
Now, that he is missing for days, she will never kick him out again.
I know from my personal experience with an alcoholic.
I wanted him to go to rehab!
I told him to leave, and his family and friends began to hate me.
I felt obligated to stay, even though I was unhappy.
I felt trapped, and alone.
They will disapear from the house any time she brings up the addiction, and disapper   to make you feel guilty for bringing up his crack addiction. Love is not manipulation, but when you decide to ignore your loved ones addiction it will consume you too. At times, my ex would even try to get me drunk. Khloe attempted to hide her husbands addiction. Hiding someones addiction is something they convince you to do! You also put on a brave face, when it is killing you inside. You are too embarrassed to admit you are still with someone who has such a horrible problem.
You stop living.
Thank God, I got my life back.If someone you know is full of pain and addiction help them,but don’t accept any abuse, because the “I was drunk. I didn’t mean to say that.” Will tear you down. If that person wanted to better themselves, and save relationship they would not keep buying bottles, and crack, meth and destoying you. They would seek help, if they want it. Now I am happy and the crazy guy in my life is amazing.

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If you create those prison boxes and caskets to put men in, that community loses a builder, teacher, and protection.

It is that simple to chip away at the family structure.

You can tell when a crack head became addicted.

Look at the way they are dressed.

Most crack addicts dress in the era that they were sober.

It is a dead give away that they were cracked out in the 1980′s, if they have a side pony tail , patent leather shoes and a hot pink Wind Breaker Jacket. 

The drug epidemic broke us completely down, and even if everyone stopped slinging crack now the damage has caused prisons to be flooded, and caskets to be lowered.

Dreams were deterred and  families lost daddy, and  the family structure to the game.

Now, we can attempt to bring our communities back, but the force and the poison was not administered by us, but we suffer.

Who wanted to ruin our society?

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Crack Clouds In Hell’s Kitchen(1988-DOC)***messymandella***