#WorldCancerDay: Remembering Taylon!***messymandella*** classic story

 

       I wrote this story in 2014 about Taylon! If you notice, I am no Oprah, but I always revisit stories that are  unfinished and still search on a weekly basis for  results on the status of their life, and vindication. I am her for people who are injured , assaulted, molested, murdered or fighting a battle of illness, that it is only matter of time…
 
I  never stop searching and checking up on the people that have for some reason are a permanent part of my life and the connection is stronger than the majority of the world would even imagine. I am saddened in this case to bring a tearful follow up for a brave little girl, that no longer is crying and suffering.
 
Taylon passed away, a few months back but here she is before the end to remind us that every day is a fight that we take for granted. Here is Taylon’s story and the reason I continue to follow up  on past stories, is because everyone’s life means something, and they are here for a reason. I  am a tough and feisty little woman, that has the heart of a giant and the determination  of  100 men. I will not be content  t0  I make a difference in this  crazy and sometimes deceitful world. Even if I write thirty stories a day and to community work every hour,  I still will never be as strong, humble  and  courageous as you were, Taylon!
 
I Love You!

 
***messymandella***

 

 

          A courageous little girl named Taylon wanted ONE wish! She has an inoperable tumor, and now is living the rest of her life just appreciating each day. She has a powerful and captivating presence. Taylon, We Love you more than you can ever will imagine.
 
            You are one of the stars that even when we can’t see you; your spirit will still shine. You embody everything a soldier would embody to fight a war.
 
          You will always have a place in everyone’s heart.This baby doesn’t have long to live but she is and will be an Angel, and a remarkable light in everyone’s eyes that meets her. I can’t fathom someone so young preparing to die, but as of now she has accepted her fate…
 

This little lioness will leave stains on your cheeks. I am sobbing right now for this phenomenal little princess.

 

 
 

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bob bowers- one tough pirate is still fighting ***messymandella***

Bob Bowers is an AIDS Survivor and determined man!
He has abandoned the victim role and became a fighter who believes with diligence and self awareness you can live your life, but take your meds. Bob is a part of my selective Twitter Fam, and I love him for his courage and bravery.
Here is a glimpse of A mortal that will remain unchanged by his diagnosis, but will vow to give reassurance to those men and women that have contracted the disease. Even The HIV negative family must  support the HIV Positive family. No one should fight alone.

ACT UP_FIGHT AIDS

Determing Your Own Karma!***messymandella***


 
Once the mask is removed you wish that person was the person you assumed to be, and you would do anything for them could be someone else.

It is a nightmare and a dishonesty that shatters your entire perception.

Everyone has to guide themselves through the mess but running, it is  mean, and it  is hard to believe it is true.

When you are obsessed with materialistic items over spiritual elements your selfishness is

Revealed in an excruciating and dramatic curtain call.

 

Does that make you an evil person?

No, but you are aware of your actions…

Do

What

Is

right!

If you feel horrible about  manipulating someone and being greedy, admit it but don’t just run away from anyone in general that trusted you.

 

Some will never have enough money, but little boys and girls run and hide from  the devastating truth.

 

Your karma is no match for any piece of jewelry or amount of financial existence.

 

You don’t put that Karma out there and once again run and hide while she suffers in

 

Silence.

 

It takes more self-respect to make a statement and admit you were wrong. The woman in this story is not me, but I know he was wrong, and it hurts to watch someone you know enjoying  gaining monetary satisfaction by conniving his way into someone’s pockets, but never face the consequences or even apologize for hurting her.

 

I was heartbroken recently to notice someone who I assumed was an amazing, but sarcastic person played with someone’s heart and used them, with no recourse or emotions.

Until, I had to face the facts that some people just don’t have that guilty feeling no matter what happens, money can fix it,or so they think.

He did not have to be with her, but he could have paid her back.

 

As an adult, you have to ask yourself, why would anyone assume that they could hurt and destroy people with no recourse?

I wanted to believe it couldn’t be true…

Now, he can’t run from her anymore, he needs to do what any Grown man would do, own up to his mistake and apologize for his

Behavior.

As long as you have that evil Karma  out there, you continue to  push your self to the brink of destruction.

Make it right, I laugh to keep from getting upset…MUSIC

 

He will always be arrested, fighting or living that Savage life, but you can be too damn old for games,and it is time to look at the “Man In The Mirror” and stop running.

 

 

 

Most Read In 2014: The Murder Of A Paraplegic – Terry Neely***messymandella***GRAPHIC

        A paraplegic person, of course suffers from a Neurological Disorder that causes a human the lost of movement of lower body and their extremities, Day to day activities becomes a challenge that happen because of the lack of communicate signals to the body that are utilized in day-to-day operations. The person has a disability this handicap usually has damaged their Spinal Cord or Spina Bifida or injury. This handicap will limit activities in most.
        Terry Neely, a 46-year-old paraplegic, died in a grim sadistic manner that would be terrifying to most people even in their nightmares. His death plot began when Terry Neely was approached by a woman named Angela Simpson with the promise of sex. That promise was only a lie to gain access to the labeled “Snitch.”
Was Terry Neely a snitch that knew dirt on Angela, she was facing a Robber charge?
I guess we will never know because the promise of a sexual encounter with Angela Simpson would be just the bait to send him to his fiery death.
 
        Terry Neely endured torture for three days and was stabbed over fifty times while being unable to move he endured unimaginable and he was forced to endure it because of his Spinal Injury. Terry was painfully submissive and actively aware while in his death trap. Angela Simpson lured into a mobile torture chamber. Next, Angela decided to assault him with a tire iron and hammer. Remember Terry can’t move due to his handicap and injury to spinal cord. She hammered a nail in his brain while he was alive. Angela removed some of his teeth while he was highly aware. Terry was later found in a trash can where he was also set on fire and had to be identified by doctors records because of his charred flesh. Angela Simpson wasn’t hard to locate after they had a lead that she was the killer.
        Angela was already in prison and confessed while laughing for a candy bar. Women can be just as brutal and hatred as men when it comes to retaliation.They say “Loose Lips Sink Ships” could this be the case with Terry Neely? Angela Simpson, is proof that even if you are name dropped as a snitch you can’t prove otherwise and some people want even listen to reason!
        

             

 

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Hold On For One More Day!***messymandella***

Today, could be a tough day for you because the person that should apologize is just too damn arrogant to admit they were wrong.

Should you feel disappointed? 

Yeah a little, but don’t let that hold you down.

Don’t let anyone hold you down because of your sexual orientation or your color of skin.

In the end,reality will find the oppressor and trust me, they know they are wrong, but they will chastise you to ignore their own short comings.

 


 
People want to create a lifestyle of deception and mind entrapment to further their own agenda. We never know what someone is experiencing,but the same people who you respected will treat you like nothing, if you let them.

They have to hold on, and keep believing and living.

You can’t change how someone treats you, but you can change how long you give them that option.

They will make a million excuses, because they are blameless in their eyes, or once again to stubborn to admit it.

You have to remember you don’t need revenge.

Karma is on the menu and you know that they will never admit they were wrong.

You hold on for yourself and for the people who love you unconditionally.

Bring your spirit to the ones that appreciate it, remember everyone in the ground and prison walls chose money and short-term gratification over life long goals.
 

 
I know this pain
Why do lock yourself up in these chains?
No one can change your life except for you
Don’t ever let anyone step all over you
Just open your heart and your mind
Is it really fair to feel this way inside?

Some day somebody’s gonna make you want to
Turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry
Don’t you know?
Don’t you know things can change
Things’ll go your way
If you hold on for one more day
Can you hold on for one more day
Things’ll go your way
Hold on for one more day

You could sustain
Or are you comfortable with the pain?
You’ve got no one to blame for your unhappiness
You got yourself into your own mess
Lettin’ your worries pass you by
Don’t you think it’s worth your time
To change your mind?

Baby hold on

***messymandella*** Want*s You To Forgive Their Dumb Butt!

 

Are you responsible for someone else’s downfall?

Are you hiding  behind guilt by pretending everything is fine, when you are deeply concerned about your well-being and Karma?

You can grow taller, but that does not make you an adult.

Your actions determine your age and overall maturity.

 

When are we able to walk among the evil, we can get sucked in to ignorance.

Your demeanor can suddenly change, and your appearance and mannerisms will soon shift downward.

Hard living will eventually catch up to you, physically and mentally.

Have you ever noticed a man with muscles, and handsome features lose the muscle density and looks diminish?

If you ever been in the same room with someone who you look at and say to yourself, “What happened to her, she used to be so pretty?”

  The light of honesty is dimming in their eyes, because they’re becoming a victim of their own circumstances.

They betrayed you, but forgive them because they are on the run.

They have created  survival off of hatred and tools of the ego, and created their own paranoia, but  you must forgive them.

They finally may have taken their selfish actions a little too far, and now it just got too real…

Forgive and live, they are running from their own Karma, and would rather die than apologize or admit they were responsible for ANY of the current events taking place in their life.

In this journey of life, we never know if today will be our last day. 

You get what you  give, and sleep peacefully, knowing this set back was a minor downfall.

You deserve the peace that calmness and righteousness allows, when you treat others with love and respect. People can make fun of your lifestyle, but who cares?

You sleep like a baby at night but the unforgiven  are always looking over their shoulders, like a dummy.

Forgive their dumbness. 

I do believe in this life “God takes care of babies, and fools.”

You have to ask which class do you fall under?

Leave the gutter and swamp to the wildlife, but you  must forgive  to live!

If you ever been in the same room with someone who you look at and say to yourself, “What happened to her, she used to be gorgeous?”

Once again, hard living and Karma will eventually kill you and your overall swagger.

Your ego and quest for selfishness may manipulate some but it will only come back to destroy you in the end. 

You have to forgive the person that stepped on your trust and loyalty.

Were you the reason someone may have died trying to protect you?

Were you just horrendously vicious  to people for your own selfish needs?

You are still alive and you can still forgive yourself.

Wake up from the nightmare into a new life, and forgive them.

I refuse to give power to something out of my control and let it weigh me  down forever.

Travel down that road of regret and that bridge will keep getting wider, and your life will just be bitter.

That is not the way to live, forgive and live.

Cross over that river, to find happiness and realistic and positive energy,  that is not supplemented by tools of the evil.

 

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YOUTHQUAKE: ACE AWARD WINNING SPECIAL For AIDS Awarness!***messymandella***

One brave boy tells the world his story to warn us about the danger ofunsafe sex.

He no longer is physically with us, he died  but his dying wish is to make other teens aware of a truth that seems to be getting ignored.

This boy wanted others to look at his struggle, imagine his pain and not live life in denial about safe sex and clean needles, and the exchange of bodily fluids.

Some think they are invincible, his life proves no one is. Stay safe, Know your status! Use clean drug needles.

WE need you here!

 

“Youthquake, USA Network Teen TV series , Ace Award winning special about Teens with AIDS. This is a hard hitting real world look and the AIDS crisis and American Teens. This segment features a heterosexual teenager that is dying of AIDS as a result of unprotected sex. Jennifer Smith the creator, host and producer of Youthquake spent the last year of Steve’s life with him as his wish was to document and share his death with youth around the world in hopes of raising awareness and saving young lives. People Magazine rated this special A+”

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