I was here! ***messymandella*** beyonce and nicki minaj

I love the fact that it is “supposedly” a mans world.

When a woman steps in the spotlight, it intimidates some weak-minded individuals.

Are you that strong force to be reckoned with,do you catch a glare in your hater’s eyes?

 Can you stay in the background and “bite your tongue? ”

You must not know about me…
 

 
I know that I am here to help people, and be strong!

Sometimes its hard to stay strong during adversity, but that pain and betrayal will make you free.

I don’t think any man or woman should be quiet just to please the masses.

 Sometimes it takes that small little voice to make the forest shake! 

Are you going to let anyone bring you down?

 They will make you second guess your destiny, but is that their fault you let them win?

 I want freedom from liars, racism, and homophobia!

I want Santra Rucker home!

Santra Rucker will get her freedom, or at least another chance at life, we worked hard enough!

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I refuse to stop teaching young women and men about emotional and physical abuse.

 I refuse to sleep with someone who has a girlfriend or partner or be anyone’s secret.

 Lying and withholding information are the same damn thing.

Don’t fall into the trap of being simple or afraid of making your dreams your proud legacy and never let someone bully you!

 I am going to make sure that I leave my mark in this world like it or not, I am here.

I strive to give love and patience to everyone I meet.

 I can’t be like everyone else, because I am different and I stand up for myself and my beliefs.

I never look back at my mistakes, just the people who made them…

Mistakes are free and experience is a gift.

Mistakes are nothing but pain and reflection that guides you to your blessings. 

I will not be submissive, and let people defame my character.

I have a damn voice, and you are going to respect it! 

Even if you know how your heart feels on certain issues, your self-respect means more.

 We Are all Responsible to let our light shine.

I feel freedom, when I leave a manipulative situation!

I feel free!

 I don’t care when they are mad, if they deserve the anger!

I will never give in to self-serving people.

I will never bow down just to be loved.

Do you let the world see you?

I am not going to live to be 80 years old, I just know it! 

 I want my remaining time to be spent with true friends and loved ones that had my back no matter what happened.

Respect my outside life, because in my personal life I am a very private person… 

My inspiration and dedication will guide me through it all.

 I am sure that through your emotional turmoil,  you learned a lesson.

 I refuse to settle for someone who does not deserve me.

You shouldn’t either, be free and live your life!

I want to show the world that I was here…

 

 

 
 
 
 

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the murder of sakia latonia gunn (May 26, 1987-May 11, 2003)

Sakia Gunn, lost her  life lost through hate and prejudice.sakia in a dress

            Sakia Gunn, was a daughter, and a woman who lived her life honestly and openly. Sakia, never wanted to be anyone but her true self. Some of us should question our own teachings, and hatred toward anyone that lives their life openly. Sakia never made it to  her Sweet 16 Birthday.. Never had a chance to fight for her cause.  She had two strikes against her,being black and being a lesbian. Sakia, an openly gay and black really would fight many battles. sakia-and-mom

         Sadly, Sakia lost her life because of who she was and what she believed. Her  honesty and pride with her self, was too much for a disturbed man. Sakia’s story has been whispered around urban neighborhoods. It’s time for her life to be remembered, as brief as it descended.

       Sakia was a 15-year-old teenager walking home with her  friends in Greenwich Village. As she was walking and getting ready to go home, men were flirting and trying to get their attention. Sakia Gunn ignored their advances. When Sakia and her  friends walked away they told the men that they were lesbians. Sakia’s murderer decided to get out the car, and stab Sakia Gunn in front of her friends. You can also watch her movie and read more about her life and read more about her tragedy.

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                                                                             Sakia died  in her cousins arms. Sakia’s life and death were detailed in “Dreams Deferred:The Sakia Gunn Film Project.”

Your life is about choices, and honesty within yourself. Sakia knew who she was and was not afraid to tell the world.  This  little girl, did not get press and of course attention,but that is why at messymandella.com we will always remember people who the FOX and CNN and other news outlets have  forgotten.

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Best of 2015-Lil TeRio Is Still Being Exploited! ***messymandella***

 

Ohh Kill Em!
 If Terrio don’t drop The Weight, that is exactly what will happen!

        That little cute pleasantly plump boy with those humorous and energetic dance steps, rose to “Vine” Victory and became a symbol of over exposure due to manipulative parents that are extorting their babies to buy weave and are endangering a child, that is instrumental  in destroying his life.

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We must bring awareness to the negative  attention  that is and entertained and even inspired Hip Hop Artist to name drop him and also have him tag along with their entourage and involvement in their commercial endeavors, and  comically. He signed with a Talent Agent, and now will also have his own reality show and  currently has his on VEVO.

      Terio was a cute little boy, but once the cuteness wears off as it, then he will be an obese teenager that has already strained the muscles of heart, to be a cash cow for his family.  We know that this notoriety will eventually be a memory. His gigantic body has now stopped being comical and now are harboring on plain child endangerment.
        We can get so immersed in the fame and money , but as his parents continue to embrace his fame, he keeps gaining weight to the point of him not being able to walk.

         Terio is now wobbling and currently his little fame has endangered, his frame and health and fitness but currently he is so called exercising.

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Where are his parents? we are , they eating with him!

Who is feeding this baby like a prize money cow?

He is not going to bring you money if he is dead, or has heart problems.
Don’t think it can happen?

 

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 I had a cousin named Annie and we grew up as sisters and she was always my protector.

She was so real, protective and funny and loved me.

When women wanted to fight me, she would tell them, “Yes, my cousin is prissy and girlie, but if she wasn’t my cousin I wouldn’t like her either. However, She is my cousin, so ya’ll going to leave her alone.” I would be like, “thanks, thanks a lot, I guess?” She took care of her petite little cousin, that was hated on for who I was and my outer appearance.

She was always enormous  and full of energy and life, and was not afraid to fight men either.

SHE WOULD WIN EACH FIGHT!
She and I have always been sisters and she loved me with all her heart…
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Annie’s weight eventually destroyed her entire heart and the doctor told her if she didn’t lose weight she would be dead by 31.

My cousin passed away at 32 Years Old of a heart attack, and we traveled to Gastonia, North Carolina to be there when they pulled the plug, on my sister.

 As I was crying, I looked up and noticed that my sSister still had the burn mark from the iron, when she was 9 years old.

My sister is no longer with me, and I will never let her son ever lose our families love.

He will be 4 Years Old and I will make sure it will not happen to him, dying from over eating?
 It is time to stop laughing at Terio and get him some guidance.

It is ethically unfair to not step in to intervine, when his parents don’t seem to give a damn.

He can’t drive to Burger King. Stop feeding him 17 corn dogs, and feed him vegetables.

He is wearing his heart down every single day because of his weight gain and neglect from his family.
If he doesn’t lose weight, his heart will eventually be too feeble for Gastric Bypass Surgery.
 That is the only reason my cousin was unable to receive it, her heart was weakened over the years from all the weight.

We laughed at her size, and her eating because we never assumed she could die at the age of 32 Years Old.
 She was about the size of Terio in her adolescent years.

Obesity destroyed a mother, my sister and part of my heart,  Annie! She did not  have any time with her son.  She always said, “I know I have a bad heart, but let me see my son gradate from high school. God can take me then!”

I still have not deleted her phone number out of my old cell phone.

She will never answer, but at least that number, and her son are proof my first cousin, my sister was here!
 Help Terio survive.

It is not comical watching someone destroy their heart muscles, and suffer from hypertension before they become 35 years old. He can still have these componets and garner money, but someone should stop allowing him to eat himself to death, to feed their pockets.

 

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       I offer the families my sentiment, for the bereaved families of the police that were executed in NYC. Justice has laughed in the face of every race, every generation and law enforcement and public became enemies of all of the NYPD, even the innocent police. We are all  on edge,and in utter rage due to  the barbaric actions that have occurred. We as a nation are creating tensions amongst ourselves. If justice was served, both police would be alive.  This is the Domino Effect…

 
      

          When citizens do not not feel security in the system of things, they rebel against the system. The female witness from Ferguson was a liar,but  indictment is over and Darren Wilson lives another day. These 2 NYPD police did not deserve it, but neither did Mike Brown, Tamir Rice, or Eric Garner,who were murdered without provocation.

 

LOOK WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO OUR WORLD, BECAUSE JUSTICE WAS NOT SERVED!