I was here! ***messymandella*** beyonce and nicki minaj

I love the fact that it is “supposedly” a mans world.

When a woman steps in the spotlight, it intimidates some weak-minded individuals.

Are you that strong force to be reckoned with,do you catch a glare in your hater’s eyes?

 Can you stay in the background and “bite your tongue? ”

You must not know about me…

I know that I am here to help people, and be strong!

Sometimes its hard to stay strong during adversity, but that pain and betrayal will make you free.

I don’t think any man or woman should be quiet just to please the masses.

 Sometimes it takes that small little voice to make the forest shake! 

Are you going to let anyone bring you down?

 They will make you second guess your destiny, but is that their fault you let them win?

 I want freedom from liars, racism, and homophobia!

I want Santra Rucker home!

Santra Rucker will get her freedom, or at least another chance at life, we worked hard enough!


I refuse to stop teaching young women and men about emotional and physical abuse.

 I refuse to sleep with someone who has a girlfriend or partner or be anyone’s secret.

 Lying and withholding information are the same damn thing.

Don’t fall into the trap of being simple or afraid of making your dreams your proud legacy and never let someone bully you!

 I am going to make sure that I leave my mark in this world like it or not, I am here.

I strive to give love and patience to everyone I meet.

 I can’t be like everyone else, because I am different and I stand up for myself and my beliefs.

I never look back at my mistakes, just the people who made them…

Mistakes are free and experience is a gift.

Mistakes are nothing but pain and reflection that guides you to your blessings. 

I will not be submissive, and let people defame my character.

I have a damn voice, and you are going to respect it! 

Even if you know how your heart feels on certain issues, your self-respect means more.

 We Are all Responsible to let our light shine.

I feel freedom, when I leave a manipulative situation!

I feel free!

 I don’t care when they are mad, if they deserve the anger!

I will never give in to self-serving people.

I will never bow down just to be loved.

Do you let the world see you?

I am not going to live to be 80 years old, I just know it! 

 I want my remaining time to be spent with true friends and loved ones that had my back no matter what happened.

Respect my outside life, because in my personal life I am a very private person… 

My inspiration and dedication will guide me through it all.

 I am sure that through your emotional turmoil,  you learned a lesson.

 I refuse to settle for someone who does not deserve me.

You shouldn’t either, be free and live your life!

I want to show the world that I was here…




south carolina’s zachary hammond, murdered by policeman***messymandella***

“Zachary Hammond was shot and killed by a police official during a sting operation. The official is unidentified and the department refuses to release his information. Hammond was going through the drive thru at Hardee’s and the police officer suspected him of illegal activity. The officer blocked the car, but evidence shows that the officer shot through the driver’s side window and his life was not in immediate danger. Ana Kasparian (The Point), Ben Mankiewicz (What the Flick!?), and Jimmy Dore (The Jimmy Dore Show) hosts of The Young Turks discuss.
Why does it seem the mainstream media is largely ignoring this? Is there a racial double standard?
“Zachary Hammond — an unarmed white man — was fatally shot by a police officer in South Carolina in July. Social media users have raised awareness of his death with the #BlackLivesMatter hashtag, but his family is angry over the lack of greater outrage.

When a police officer in South Carolina opened fire on 19-year-old Zachary Hammond in July, the official account was a familiar one: The officer feared he was about to be run over.” Young Turks


joss stone- stuck on you***messymandella***







asa – eyo***messymandella***

where is south carolina’s akira barnes?***messymandella***


Akira was last seen on February 10, 2014, however she was declared a missing person November 10,2014 . She is biracial female with a slender build. Akira is African American and Caucasian descent. Her ears are pierced and she has a tattoo on her left thigh.

When Akira was last seen, her hair was dyed bright red and shaved on the left side. If you have information or leads to get her back home.

Contact Spartanburg Department of Public Safety (South Carolina) 1-864-596-2222 or you can also call 1-800-The-Lost.

Akira is too young and vulnerable out there, she needs justice.

Imagine, if someone is holding her hostage, and she can’t get home at least send an anonymous tip. Sometimes our missing are not allowed to contact the outside world out of fear and Stockholm Syndrome.

Stockholm Syndrome occurs when capture-bonding relationship. It is a psychological phenomenon in which hostages express empathy and sympathy and have positive feelings toward their captors even if they are being held captive and victimized.

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indie video: prospect- (colorblind) don’t shoot!***messymandella***

Instagram & Twitter: Yaladysprospect

Prospect Raps About & Voices His feelings on America, Black Community, and Black Empowerment.

Believes that Gun Violence Needs to Stop. Police Brutality should be rectified, and more Love should be distributed rather than Hatred.

Inspired by 2014 Injustice of Crimes, Police Brutality, and Every day Murders and Overall Injustice.

R.I.P Trayvon Martin, Mike Brown, Eric Garner && Many Other Fallen Soldiers of The Black Community.

confederate flag will finally be gone, for good!***messymandella***

What does today mean for South Carolina?


Tensions are in the air as we remove the Confederate Battle flag that was only suppose to be hanging for a short period of time, but became a  constant reminder of the war that we lost.
Heritage, heritage, heritage…
Slave shackles were part of the heritage of our South Carolina ancestors, but do we need to stare wear shackles on my feet to  remember slavery?
No, not at all.
We lost the war, I repeat we lost the war!
If the Confederate States  were victorious in their quest, I would not be able to read without an oil lamp, while I would be the best house slave ever. If the Confederate Flag would have been a victorious flag, Paula Deen‘s slave  fantasies would be a reality.
Now, South Carolina still attempted to buy time for  a decision to be made regarding removal of the flag. Pro-Confederate Flag supporters were utilizing every minute and measure to  retain control over this flag. This debate ongoing until the end of the year. South Carolina representative Jenny Horne fixed that , quick, fast and in a hurry.
If their was a Nazi flag hanging on the State House would that be considered the heritage?
Wait, think about it where is the variance?
Both flags are used  by the Aryan Nation, Klux Klux Klan and other hillbillies that have no idea how to interact with other ethnicity’s?
Is the Nazi Flag not a representation of the oppression and hatred towards other race?

Did both flags represent dominance based on ethnic and  historical backgrounds?


How can anyone with eyes and ears be stupid enough to watch the KKK march with the Confederate Flag and the Nazi Flag and not assume that both flags are representations of Hate and only heritage?


No excuse for  the lack of humanity or insanity of  dying by something one has  no control over, something as minor as  the color of their skin, or ethnic origin.


Dylan Roof aka Super Douche, may have murdered nine people for  a race war by vindicating a flag, that HE BELIEVED was a representation of hate. This hate crime didn’t receive the results that he desired, but still nine people are dead.
Dylan dreamed to be celebrated by racist. Now all races are apprehensive about his stupid ideologies  and bigotry  that destroyed the separatist party and had the adverse effect on the flag debate.

Now elderly bigots are going to have tension with the younger bigots, and unity and love won in the end. 
It is always love that gets you through!

Dylan, you did not vindicate any race, in fact you caused the racist more problems and you facilitated the human race in getting that pesky flag down.

Those nine  lives are never going to be forgotten and you now our the one that racist will remember as the fool that helped the NAACP out as for the rest of the world, we say you did not win!

This is the SECOND time the Confederate Flag has suffered a lost.

Life will never be the same for you as  soon as it becomes nights out.

I am sure they are still protecting  you Dylan, but you traveled to murder people with your three stooges hair cut and shifty eyes and now what?  

You will realize in the night and shower time, color  of skin doesn’t matter after “lights out” and I hope during shower time (Bonding time) you drop the soap nine times a week for every life you stole.



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