I was here! ***messymandella*** beyonce and nicki minaj

I love the fact that it is “supposedly” a mans world.

When a woman steps in the spotlight, it intimidates some weak-minded individuals.

Are you that strong force to be reckoned with,do you catch a glare in your hater’s eyes?

 Can you stay in the background and “bite your tongue? ”

You must not know about me…

I know that I am here to help people, and be strong!

Sometimes its hard to stay strong during adversity, but that pain and betrayal will make you free.

I don’t think any man or woman should be quiet just to please the masses.

 Sometimes it takes that small little voice to make the forest shake! 

Are you going to let anyone bring you down?

 They will make you second guess your destiny, but is that their fault you let them win?

 I want freedom from liars, racism, and homophobia!

I want Santra Rucker home!

Santra Rucker will get her freedom, or at least another chance at life, we worked hard enough!


I refuse to stop teaching young women and men about emotional and physical abuse.

 I refuse to sleep with someone who has a girlfriend or partner or be anyone’s secret.

 Lying and withholding information are the same damn thing.

Don’t fall into the trap of being simple or afraid of making your dreams your proud legacy and never let someone bully you!

 I am going to make sure that I leave my mark in this world like it or not, I am here.

I strive to give love and patience to everyone I meet.

 I can’t be like everyone else, because I am different and I stand up for myself and my beliefs.

I never look back at my mistakes, just the people who made them…

Mistakes are free and experience is a gift.

Mistakes are nothing but pain and reflection that guides you to your blessings. 

I will not be submissive, and let people defame my character.

I have a damn voice, and you are going to respect it! 

Even if you know how your heart feels on certain issues, your self-respect means more.

 We Are all Responsible to let our light shine.

I feel freedom, when I leave a manipulative situation!

I feel free!

 I don’t care when they are mad, if they deserve the anger!

I will never give in to self-serving people.

I will never bow down just to be loved.

Do you let the world see you?

I am not going to live to be 80 years old, I just know it! 

 I want my remaining time to be spent with true friends and loved ones that had my back no matter what happened.

Respect my outside life, because in my personal life I am a very private person… 

My inspiration and dedication will guide me through it all.

 I am sure that through your emotional turmoil,  you learned a lesson.

 I refuse to settle for someone who does not deserve me.

You shouldn’t either, be free and live your life!

I want to show the world that I was here…




Suicide Prevention! Signs That Someone Is Contemplating Suicide! ***messymandella*** NEW: Natasha Bedingfield

Suicide, leaves many unanswered questions!
Why did the person give up?
What could I have done?
Will that person go to Heaven or Hell?
Who pushed them to the edge?
Environmental Factors That Increase Suicide Risk
“Some people who have one or more of the major risk factors above can become suicidal in the face of factors in their environment, such as:
A highly stressful life event such as losing someone close, financial loss, or trouble with the law
Prolonged stress due to adversities such as unemployment, serious relationship conflict, harassment or bullying
Exposure to another person’s suicide, or to graphic or sensationalized accounts of suicide (contagion)
Access to lethal methods of suicide during a time of increased risk

Again, though, it is important to remember that these factors do not usually increase suicide risk for people who are not already vulnerable because of a preexisting mental disorder or other major risk factors. Exposure to extreme or prolonged environmental stress, however, can lead to depression, anxiety, and other disorders that in turn, can increase risk for suicide.”




That Long Ponytail Will Always Be A Classic! Check Out Left Eye!***messymandella***





Morgan James- Vintage Motown – 1970s Soul Maroon 5 Cover ***messymandella***


RELEASED 3 HOURS AGO:KOTD – Rap Battle – Lotta Zay vs Marv Won ***messymandella***


Determing Your Own Karma!***messymandella***

Once the mask is removed you wish that person was the person you assumed to be, and you would do anything for them could be someone else.

It is a nightmare and a dishonesty that shatters your entire perception.

Everyone has to guide themselves through the mess but running, it is  mean, and it  is hard to believe it is true.

When you are obsessed with materialistic items over spiritual elements your selfishness is

Revealed in an excruciating and dramatic curtain call.


Does that make you an evil person?

No, but you are aware of your actions…





If you feel horrible about  manipulating someone and being greedy, admit it but don’t just run away from anyone in general that trusted you.


Some will never have enough money, but little boys and girls run and hide from  the devastating truth.


Your karma is no match for any piece of jewelry or amount of financial existence.


You don’t put that Karma out there and once again run and hide while she suffers in




It takes more self-respect to make a statement and admit you were wrong. The woman in this story is not me, but I know he was wrong, and it hurts to watch someone you know enjoying  gaining monetary satisfaction by conniving his way into someone’s pockets, but never face the consequences or even apologize for hurting her.


I was heartbroken recently to notice someone who I assumed was an amazing, but sarcastic person played with someone’s heart and used them, with no recourse or emotions.

Until, I had to face the facts that some people just don’t have that guilty feeling no matter what happens, money can fix it,or so they think.

He did not have to be with her, but he could have paid her back.


As an adult, you have to ask yourself, why would anyone assume that they could hurt and destroy people with no recourse?

I wanted to believe it couldn’t be true…

Now, he can’t run from her anymore, he needs to do what any Grown man would do, own up to his mistake and apologize for his


As long as you have that evil Karma  out there, you continue to  push your self to the brink of destruction.

Make it right, I laugh to keep from getting upset…MUSIC


He will always be arrested, fighting or living that Savage life, but you can be too damn old for games,and it is time to look at the “Man In The Mirror” and stop running.




End Mental And Physical Abuse***messymandella***


One minute fine, next unprovoked arguments, flirting in front of you, yes, all of these things are mental abuse.

That smile will light you up, then unexplained insults are thrown at you and calculated evil are used to break you down.

It is not your fault, it is the abuser reversing the blame.

They rope you in to build you up and then again to tear you down.

Find a friend or partner that will appreciate your positive qualities.

Real men don’t want to hurt you, they strive to make you strong.

Never apologize because they cheated.

They will reverse their behavior on you.

Again, mental abuse…

You have to speak up.You should never be treated like a dog, when you were not wrong.

An Emotional abusive person will never apologize.

In fact they will flirt with more people and get an attitude with you.

This is a game for them and there ego.

People do not disrespect loyalty, if it is real.

Pathetic people will never apologize.

No one should wonder if he is going to flirt in front of you or embarrass you today?

Yes, if they are purposely hurting you that is abuse. Your needs and love will be ridiculed to belittle you.

This is a treacherous but manipulative way to destroy you for no reason,but to give them power. The emotional abused will eventually go out of their way to please the abuser, even if they have not done anything wrong.

They have to hurt you…

Find someone that has respect, all the time. No one needs negativity.

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