don’t give up -t-pain – and maino (rendition) by grace lada!***messymandella***…


Really what do you see
When you looking at me?
See me come up from nothing,
To me living my dreams
I done been to the bottom,
I done suffered a lot,
I deserve to be rich,
Headed straight to the top
Look how I ride for the block,
Look how I rep for the hood,
I get nothing but love now
When I come through the hood
Getting this fortune and fame
Money make all of us change
The new benz is all white,
Call it John McCain
How the hell could you stop me?
Why in the world would you try?
I go hard forever,
That’s just how I’m designed,
That’s just how I was built
See the look in my eyes?
You take all of this from me,
And I’m still gon’ survive
You get truth from me,
But these rappers gon’ lie
I’m a part of these streets
Till the day that I die
I wave hi to the haters,
Mad that I finally done made it
Take a look and you can tell
That I’m destined for greatness…




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lil dicky on sway in the morning freestyling his ass off ***messymandella***


drizzy drake ethers meek mill***messymandella***

Drake buys the bottles…  


Beanie Sigel: Jay Z Bring Those Roc Boyz Back ***messymandella*** ***messymandella***

Whatever happened to Beanie Sigel, Memphis Bleek and that rapper, Freeway?

I witnessed the entire Roc A Fella Records in concert while in Charlotte, North Carolina.

Why did Jay Z become a multi million dollar mogul and his entire team were left to fend for themselves?

It was obvious Beanie Sigel took the Roc split the hardest.

He was suffering mentally, financially, and professionally, but I remained his fan.

I wanted to believe that Sigel’s career and his financial predicament would eventually change and by the Grace Of God, he would be able to land on his feet again.

It is tough world, when you are in the only girl in your neighborhood, repping for “Beans!”

I wanted him back in the forefront of Philadelphia rappers,but it never happened that way…

When I hear Meek Mill and others pay homage to the Philly rap elite that paved the way, most people think of the rapper Cassidy, but the first MC’s that come to my mind are Beanie Sigel and Freeway.

Those are the ones that flourished and we must remember Peedi Crack who I assumed also,would be doing big things for his town.

Why wouldn’t they be able to work together and make their town proud again?

I am not trying to be insensitive as Cam’ron in “Paid In Full” when he said, “People get shot every day.” but truthfully we all know “Rappers get locked up every day.”

Now Beanie Sigel is at a halfway house and now he can concentrate on bringing money and his talent to the game while getting his life back in order.

I still believe that Jay-Z could have tossed Beanie a million dollars, and let by bygones be bygones.

Some people will argue about them having beef.

Let’s be truthful, if you are struggling and you in your heart know that you helped someone’s empire and they gave you the cold shoulder, you wouldn’t be a little pissed off?

If I saw someone I was beefing with 2 years from now starving or about to get their house or car repossessed, no doubt I would help even if they called me every name in the world.

I would do it for their children, and for the friendship we once had, that we let slip away for whatever the reason.

That doesn’t mean we would be friends again, but out of humanity.

You should never forget who held you down.

I know it has to be crazy one minute to have thoughts of millions and then can’t find anyone to let you have $50.00 dollars.

Beanie needed someone.

Why didn’t they stop him from serving time?

They all could have helped.

Loyalty never dies.


Beanie Sigel will be in a halfway house until Decemeber 2014.
This is the time for the old “ROC BOYZ” to squash that beef and also regain their empire with their families.

They don’t have a reliable platform to present their music.

Many Hip Hop fans have asked,”Why doesn’t Jay Z,still show love to men that were part of his team. ”

Roc A Fella Records had a Hip Hop Renaissance but money and brothers losing loyalty will destroy everyone you are riding with, and that sadly happened to Beanie, and the rest of the team.

Get them all back in the studio.

Freeway is one of the best lyricist out here, period

He needs that door opened and Jay Z could open it with his eyes closed.

It would not move a piece of lint in his million dollar pockets.

They need you Jay Z, Beanie needs you and it is time to squash the beef and relive hip hop history, and musical beats that were the ROC’s trademark. Don’t understand what happened to the Roc, everyone has their own story?

I guess it depends on who you ask, when I witnessed Beanie Sigel during an interview it was so embarrassing that he was so high, his freestyle was barely audible and you could tell he was really going through some mess.

How could Beanie Sigel not be able to pay income on a million dollars?

That made absolutely no sense, he was a part of Jay Z’s musical team, not his janitorial team!

They all were suppose to be passed the million dollar mark as a team.

Beanie Sigel knew his destiny and realized he was facing sentence alone, maybe that is when he was just trying to survive.

He knew it absolutely nothing he could financially do, so he just let it happen.

Someone could have done something,when he was drowning in debt.

Your life becomes hectic and you are unsure of who you can trust and who will betray you.

In the end it seems no one in the Roc A Fella Records was worth the trust.

Now bring the sound back, let those men have a chance to make music.

Jay Z, you could make that happened in your sleep.

We can hold on to beef so damn long, until they are gone and then it is too late.




NEW: Drake Releases A Short Film To Divert (ALL) Attention From Kendrick Lamar!***messymandella***

The internal and external struggle between   Kendrick Lamar  and Drake began  after Kendrick’s diss that proved he didn’t have Google Maps. Kendrick Lamar claimed to be the “King Of New York” while opening up cable bills in Compton, California.

Yup, no Google maps…
People seem to forget Big Sean’s verse  in the song “Control” and the fact that it was Big Sean‘s song.
     Kendrick’s verse in “Control” aimed at the new class of rappers and autotune singers  in the game. Those lyrics ruffled the Canadian’s feathers. Drake’s eyebrows  made it clear that “Nothing Was The Same.”
      Now that Kendrick Lamar has killed the scene with his “Blacker The Berry” joint, Drake must retaliate.
This short film is captivating to anyone that has 15 extra minutes to spare!

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Scared Straight The SlowBucks Edition***messymandella***(Most Read Pieces Of 2014)

I at times may come across to my readers a little harsh in regards to crime, but it is, what it is.

I believe that when it comes to children, or innocent people that is who the law is supposed to protect THEM,so in that instance, you sing to the high heavens if you know what happened in regards to a child.
If I would have watched the bastard who killed Hadiya Pendelton at the time of her murder, Would I tell?
HELL yeah I would have told it. She preached against the life,and was an innocent bystander and a victim of a lost loser.

If you live the street life and operate your business by street codes, you can not change that when you are in fear of your life. You already are conducting illegal activities. You can not only get yourself locked in a box, but you put your family in danger by running your mouth. The streets will always have its set of guidelines and if you’re out there, you abide by those laws.

 You can not preach you are about street life, and then get SCARED STRAIGHT into a press conference.

You chose the streets, they have different rules and a different set of consequences.


You knew that when you were robbed for your chain, that it was a street action even if it was done on stage, so now you want police to help you! Now, you need the help from your lawyer or anyone for that matter. You violated the laws of the streets and now the same people (lawyers, cameras, police) are now supposed to take up for you?

          You decided to get people involved that don’t know anything about the culture  or street life.

You lost your brand and your respect, you could have easily went and purchased ten more chains, but know you sold your self-respect, and anyone in the street life, can’t trust you. 

            Someone was arrested because of your chain, if& you decided to get the law involved, how is it not snitching? You not only snitched, but you ratted out the thief on camera while you pretended to be a trustworthy business man who was brutally assaulted and needed redemption.

No one punched you or kicked you, or cut you!

They stole your chain, is that the only chained you ever owned?

Who the hell gets lawyers and cameras involved over a chain?

The facts remain, if you want to receive and keep your street credit, you don’t call a press conference.

Summer Jam 2014, will of course be remembered as the day SlowBucks lost his chain and self-respect.

Once you claim to be about that street life, you can not recant and run back for help from law enforcement, just because the street life was a little more dangerous than you imagined.

In regards to his defense of not being a snitch,maybe the meaning of the word is a little confusing to you. I am here to help you with that.

Lets’ as a family,look up the definition of a Snitch.

Snitch: “Someone who gives up incriminating evidence to people they have no business talking to in the first place. Some snitch because they need attention others snitch because they are scared.”

You did exactly what the definition describes as a snitch, didn’t you? You are a dangerous a person and you could do something in the street and you will not only tell on your crew, but call a press conference at the scene of the crime. This destroys you!

The Chain in Hip Hop Culture is the king version of a modern-day crown. When they snatch your chain, they snatch your royalty. No one called a press conference, until now.  Yung Berg had his chain stolen every two Saturdays,he never had a press conference.

SlowBucks was allegedly robbed by an associate of 50 Cents at Summer Jam, while on stage. It was mortifying to watch and damn near impossible not to laugh at because of the surprising way it happened. People get their chained stolen all the time, and the thief uses it as proof that they won their OFF CAMERA altercation.

            50 Cent is a Millionaire rapper and entrepreneur and a notorious bully in the game. He  goes into your pockets, records conversations of you crying (Young Buck) and will dismiss people from his record label without any hesitation (Olivia) and he assassinated any hope or promise that record label executive “Irv Gotti” would ever regain his spot in the forefront of Hip Hop. We will not discuss his beef with (Cam’ron) that created confusion and a public war. Rick Ross now has a cartoon, that 50 Cent created to embarrass him. 50 Cent also decided to take Rick Ross’s baby mama on a shopping spree. 50 Cent will always be 50 Cents and his antics keep most entertained, unless you are the victim of Curtis Jackson’s quest of destruction. He will destroy your brand and self-respect, and go in your pockets. Some of these beefs have ended, and some are still ongoing, but 50 Cent doesn’t care and he enjoys the power, but no one ever snitched on Curtis Jackson. They have continued sending refutable disses, and still made music. Wait,I forgot about him and French Montana, who also received disses from 50 Cent. French later called him a donkey…

        Still, no one in all the years of chain snatching has picked up a phone to call a lawyer, or has ever called a press conference regarding a stolen chain.

You can not sugar coat that fact.

Shame on you for making a fool out of yourself, and no one likes a hall monitor…



Best Performance From The Trap Awards Goes To Daylyt: Diddy Is My B***h! Drake Better Not Touch My Man!***messymandella***

You can tell who VLAD TV Loves, those the ones you catch every other day on the screen. If they don’t feel you at VLAD TV then you will get ostracized, or just ignored by the battle media.
           You can be the most gifted rapper but be a jerk and alienate your fans and your peers. Daylyt is insane but we can’t turn away. In this video, Daylyt will express his grievances with Drake for getting in an altercation with his Diddy…
I wonder why Diddy has yet to address this relationship issue? Maybe, he knows what we all know, “It’s just Daylyt being Daylyt”  this quote is from fellow “Dot Mobbian” rapper REAL DEAL


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