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Lamar Odom’s Decline- I Was Khloe Kardashian***messymandella***

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Lamar Odom without rehabilitation will end up the next Len Bias.
Addiction of any measure is a heart wrenching but manipulative crutch that will always keep khloe Kardashian by his side. Yes, she kicked him out, but that pivotal move kept her up  nights wondering is he alive or dead, why want he call me and just let me know he’s OK? 

The Intervention by far is not a simple as a 1 hour episode on A&E.
I was Khloe!

My ex wasn’t  on crack, but alcohol destroyed our relationship. It was a demon, that had taken over our relationship. Then his cousin, a child hood friend of mine committed suicide, and killed his girlfriend. That really destroyed him, and the drinking became even worse. He used that as more of a reason, to drink. My ex would lie and tell people I didn’t like them, and keep confusion. They of course believed him. He saw tears in my eyes, as I said in a crowd, “Tell the truth.” He laughed and put the beer to his mouth. That night I was mortified! I stopped going to events because he would embarrass me. One day he was drunk,and I was riding in the car, talking to my friend. We heard him mumble. I asked him, “What did you say baby?” He said to me, “Shut the Fu*k Up.” My girlfriend and I went off on him, and told him how disrespectful he was, to talk to me that way. Her daughter was in the back seat with him. I looked at her teary eyed and said, “Promise me, you will never let any man talk to you that way.” She said,”I WON’T.”

Why did I suffer this mental and spiritual abuse? The 9 minutes a day he was sober, he was an amazing person. I let him blame it on the alcohol, and he used that to act a damn fool anytime he felt like it. He told his best friend I hated him. I NEVER said that! Who the hell do you think he would believe?
I could not enjoy my life, everything focused on his health, where he was and is he still alive? At times he would pass out, and people would cry, and assume he was dead. He fell through a glass table drunk, and punctured his lung. He damaged other organs, and pneumonia surfaced. He was going to die. He gets out of the hospital and still kept drinking. Loved ones spent countless nights wondering where he was going pass out next? Hoping that he didn’t spend his money on his weekend binge, and would have enough to help with the bills. Alcohol came before bills were paid. He even lied, and said I wasn’t paying bills with the money! An addict that knows he is about to get dumped, and kicked out will turn you into the Protagonist. They will manipulate anyone’s love anything to divert the attention from themselves. Khloe doesn’t want her husband on crack, but until he decided he wants to quit, death or injury are the only thing that will maybe change his mind. Don’t let him stay on Crack, just because he says,”My wife is always holding me down!” Crack Addicts and alcoholics will guilt you into staying and make you suffer with them. It is not your fault if something happens to Lamar. You gave him life, and love, and time. You have to keep a portion of yourself. He will bring you into the gutter with him. No more ultimatums for shock value,they don’t work.

If he has a strong family bond that will blame his addiction on you, you are in fact trapped. He even said, I was driving him to drink! We’ll I tried to save his life. When his casket does drop, I will know that I tried, and that even though he lied on me and manipulated me. So many people I assumed were going to be neutral started taking his side. He painted this horrible picture, of me. He knows he lied and that when he looks in the mirror, that he turned everyone against me. Money, time, and holding him down didn’t equal to shit.
Khloe, you can’t imagine the pain and time you will loose. Can anyone put up with disappearing acts and uneasiness for 30 more years?
Now, that he is missing for days, she will never kick him out again.
I know from my personal experience with an alcoholic.
I wanted him to go to rehab!
I told him to leave, and his family and friends began to hate me.
I felt obligated to stay, even though I was unhappy.
I felt trapped, and alone.
They will disapear from the house any time she brings up the addiction, and disapper   to make you feel guilty for bringing up his crack addiction. Love is not manipulation, but when you decide to ignore your loved ones addiction it will consume you too. At times, my ex would even try to get me drunk. Khloe attempted to hide her husbands addiction. Hiding someones addiction is something they convince you to do! You also put on a brave face, when it is killing you inside. You are too embarrassed to admit you are still with someone who has such a horrible problem.
You stop living.
Thank God, I got my life back.If someone you know is full of pain and addiction help them,but don’t accept any abuse, because the “I was drunk. I didn’t mean to say that.” Will tear you down. If that person wanted to better themselves, and save relationship they would not keep buying bottles, and crack, meth and destoying you. They would seek help, if they want it. Now I am happy and the crazy guy in my life is amazing.

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Analyzing Robert Johnson(May 8, 1911 – August 16, 1938) : Is Your Soul For Sell? ***messymandella***

Excerpt From Stephen Davis “Hammer of the Gods.”

“In the delta of the Mississippi River, where Robert Johnson was born, they said that if an aspiring bluesmen waited by the side of a deserted crossroads in the dark of a moonless night, then the Devil himself might come and tune his guitar, sealing a pact for the bluesmen’s soul and guaranteeing a lifetime of easy money, women, and fame. They said that Robert Johnson must have waited by the crossroads and gotten his guitar fine-tuned.

Robert Johnson was a Mississippi blues singer and songwriter, who according to legend, sold his soul to Satan “at the crossroads” in exchange for his remarkable talent on the guitar.

 
Born and raised in Mississippi, Robert Johnson started playing blues guitar in the late 1920s. His wife and child died in childbirth around 1930 and he is said to have devoted himself to the guitar. Part of the crossroads story comes from a report that he dropped out of sight for a while in the early 1930s and returned a much-improved guitarist.

In 1936-37 he recorded at least 29 songs in Texas (San Antonio and Dallas), then returned to Mississippi to play and sing in clubs and bars. His mysterious death at the age of 27 added to the legend: He died in 1938, falling ill after playing a party and dying four days later.

At the stroke of midnight, he walked down to the windswept crossroads at the junction of Highways 61 and 49 in Clarksdale, Mississippi. Reciting an ancient incantation, he called upon the Devil to make his deal. In exchange for Johnson’s immortal soul, the devil tuned his guitar, thereby giving him the abilities which he so desired. From then on, the young bluesman played his instrument with an unearthly style, his fingers dancing over the strings. His voice moaned and wailed, expressing the deepest sorrows of a condemned sinner.

Whatever the reason, Johnson died at the young age of twenty-seven (The 27 Club with members Jim Morrison, and Janis Joplin)  Down in the Delta Blues music that has influenced guitar players like Muddy Waters, and his songs have been covered by several rock stars, including Eric Clapton and The Rolling Stones.
 In 1986 Robert Johnson was inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame. His songs include “Crossroad Blues,” “Me and the Devil Blues” and “Terraplane Blues.”

Because of the historical significance of “Cross Road Blues,” it was inducted into the Grammy Hall of Fame in 1998.

Robert Johnson (May 8, 1911 – August 16, 1938)

Historians and musicians all over the world are still are intrigued

 

by the legend of Robert’s deal with the devil came due and as evidence gave the fact that they had seen him on all fours, howling at the moon the night he died……

 

Undisputed facts about Johnson’s life are few and far between. More often than not, his legend has obscured the few grains of truth that can be discerned. According to the myth, the young bluesman desperately longed for fame and fortune. “

 

What is encrypted in the power of fame?

 

Do musicians and other artist go against everything they we are taught to reach that pinnacle of success?

 

We are closer to the spiritual world, and we are closer than we can ever could imagine.

 

Would you risk your intuition and mystical inner strength to reach that Millionaire status, given a chose?

 

Did Robert Johnson make a pact with the Devil?

 

Historians claimed that Robert could not play but a few chords if any, on the guitar until he came back from the Cross Roads.

The eerie tale is of course, that when he came back to play he played better than anyone else, that saw him playing a week before, and could not understand why? Robert ONLY played with his back turned away from his audience….

 

Here is the footage, and now you know the legend!

Was this story a myth, or a true deal with the devil? Would you make that deal to gain riches and fame?

 

 

 

 

LA Capone – Separate Myself [Full Mixtape]***messymandella***

MUSIC LIVES FOREVER AT ***messymandella***

 
Lil Durk later would later tweet “RIP Lil Bro” in Capone’s twitter around 8:00PM…
 
01. L’A Capone – Separate Myself/Intro
02. L’A Capone – I Got It
03. L’A Capone – Play For Keeps (Feat. RondoNumbaNine) [Prod. By ChasenDough]
04. L’A Capone – Shooters (Feat. RondoNumbaNine)
05. L’A Capone – Grindin’ (Feat. RondoNumbaNine & S.Dot) [Prod. By DjL]
06. L’A Capone – All These Bands (Feat. Jb BinLaden)
07. L’A Capone – The Gat
08. L’A Capone – Steve Drive (Feat. Edai & RondoNumbaNine) [Prod. By Tarentino of 808 Mafia]
09. L’A Capone – With The Shits (Feat. Lil Chief Dinero) [Prod. By DjL]
10. L’A Capone – Murder
11. L’A Capone – Round Here
12. Edai – Six Double 0 (Feat. L’A Capone, S.Dot & RondoNumbaNine) [Prod. By Protegebeats]
13. L’A Capone – Some More (Feat. Hunch Hoodo)
14. L’A Capone – So Loud [Prod. By RichyMo]
15. L’A Capone – Facedown (Feat. RondoNumbaNine) [Prod. By DJ Cocaine]
16. L’A Capone – We Up (Feat. Edai) [Prod. By Artogobeatz]
17. L’A Capone – Bring Em Out (Feat. Chaboki) [Prod. By Jah Rizma]
18. L’A Capone – Brothers (Feat. RondoNumbaNine & Lil Durk)

 

 
Homicide Watch: Leonard Anderson: Message From LA Capone’s Mom! PLEASE PUT THE GUNS DOWN!
 

“Foster LA” : All Proceeds Go TO Foster Kids In L.A.***messymandella***

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We know that we have babies everywhere that require love and support.

 

We can all take time to show love to those children in Foster Care, that assumed everyone forgot about them. Let Them know we have not forgotten their fight.

 

Any little bit helps, we always fight wars, and help other countries.

 

We have children in the United States. Help! Show Love And Support, and help “Foster L.A.”

Drew Barrymore and her daughters are doing good and looking good!

The actress posed for an Instagram photo Thursday with 20-month-old Olive and 2-month-old Frankie.

The Blended star didn’t share the family picture just for the hell of it, however—she did it to fundraise.

Barrymore wrote in a caption, “To buy this Mother of Dragons T-Shirt go to http://www.fosterla.spreadshirt.com.

All proceeds go to help employment opportunity for Foster kids in LA. Great cause!”

Prices range from $28-$30, and Barrymore is also selling a mug that features the same slogan.

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Drew Barrymore’s MOTHER OF DRAGONS T-Shirt

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Drew Barrymore’s MOTHER OF DRAGONS Maternity T-Shirt

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NSFW:Boko Haram Documentary”Our Girls!”***messymandella***

UPDATE:Santra Rucker Sentenced to 390 Years!***messymandella***2024 Santra Rucker Comes Home Because You Read And LISTENED! WE DID IT DAMN IT!

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We prayed, and We Prayed and we read and told her story! NOW FOR THE DOCUMENTARY anf you guys will be a part of it for life. YOU ALL MADE THIS HAPPEN! TEARS FROM STRANGERS, AND TEARS FROM YOU ALL. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH! FEDS MAGAZINE ran the story. I read it and made it my mission,and you also took your time to tell people her story. messymandella.com is not in vain.

I LOVE YA’LL FOR LOVING HER! 

 

FROM 13 LIFE SENTENCES! SHE HAS A DATE! 10/24/2024!
DON’T REST- COMMUNATION IS NEXT!
SANTRA LAVONNE RUCKER
Register Number: 34932-083
Age: 45
Race: Black
Sex: Female
Located at: Aliceville FCI
Release Date: 10/24/2024

  Santra Rucker was a cute around the way girl. She had the hottest labels and freshest hairstyles. She  did not have to worry about money,she dated a baller. Santra dated a drug dealer,Darryl Glen Riley.She herself, did not sell drugs. She however, was in love with a man who gave  her the best of everything. Riley,  was a well know street hustler.However, people did come to his house for business deals. She is in prison because of her love for a drug dealer.

Santra Rucker is in prison for 390 years because of her association with her boyfriend. The sentence was so extreme that Santra did not believe it herself. She has tried everything and nothing has worked.She is still in Club Fed.

Convicted and left to rot behind prison walls. Why would she face time? The truth is,you don’t have to sell drugs. Yes, If your man is a pusher and he cohabitates with you, you selling drugs to in the eyes of the law. The sad thing is that babies are also innocent victims in a drug raid. DSS will make you work like hell to get those babies, back. I know women in my neighborhood, that are going through this struggle today. The man has been in prison for years and DSS still does follow ups to check on their parenting skills.  A girl that works at DSS told me she had no sympathy for a woman who chooses a man over her kids. I told her, if she has been in that life, you wouldn’t see it that way. I told her that you can be in love with the money and become Ray Charles to the shit. Santra loved the money.Let’s be honest, drug dealers are treated like reverends, in communities by some.However, she was not a dealer, unfortunately that is not how it’s works.You know whats happening in that house.If the police come, during a drug bust,everyone goes down. Santra found this out the hard way.

People have protested and shown support. I know Alicia Keys and others have sent Santra Rucker letters. Alicia’s Grammy Award winning video for “Fallen” video was inspired by Santra Rucker’s case.

Serial Killers  don’t get 300 years for murder. Santra  was railroaded and forgotten. The government made her example. She fell in love, with the game. The game does not love you back. The hustle is real, but greed is the motivation.

If she could do it all over again, I am sure things would be different.I am sure she would have stayed away from this life. It’s gifts,and money and power. None of this lasts forever. Santra will never see freedom, and she was in the wrong place at the wrong time. The court gave her 12 Life Sentences. She has spoken to 150 politicians. This woman should be home.This is simply ridiculous. I believe if you do  the crime;Do the time! However, she fell in love with the wrong man. What would happen if everyone that dated a drug dealer was given 390 years in prison? Would you  be reading this now?

We have to get this woman out of prison…real talk. messymandella

November 13th, 2012

We have to get Santra Rucker out of prison.

It has to happen.

We could start a petition, or rant and rave, but we need action.

The system is hard to crack.

There are non-profit organizations that will help provide legal support for those in need.

I am going to send some letters to different organizations.

I am hoping that we can come together and release her from “The Belly Of The Beast.”

390 Years is mental and physical Slavery.

  This woman is on my mind every day…

 

Messymandella

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Peter Tosh Wanted A Revolution, Do You? ***messymandella***

“I don’t want no peace
I need equal rights and justice
Got to get it
Equal rights and justice…”

“Everybody want to go to heaven
But nobody want to die
Everybody want to go to up to heaven
But none o them want to die“

“Everyone heading for the top
But tell me how far is it from the bottom
Nobody knows but
Everybody fighting to reach the top
How far is it from the bottom…”

The Phillip C. Pannell Preview: Trayvon Martin Was Not The First…***messymandella***

This is the preview story.
THIS is the FULL story LINK!
http://messymandella.com/2014/05/30/phillip-c-pannell-another-trayvon-martin-whos-death-was-never-vindicated-messymandella/

Phillip C. Pannell

Phillip C. Pannell

      I am sitting here trying to locate the words to even describe the  emotions and heart ache for this stranger that is yet familiar. I feel a connection to Phillip, as I did when I first wrote the story of Robert “Yummy” Sandifer that thousands have read. I am feeling that uneasy lost of justice that I feel  when I first glanced little “Yummy” in that huge suit, sleeping in his casket.

  The new generation needs to hear the story of Phillip C Pannell.

Something has to be done to find peace that stolen on April 10,1990.

“A little boy was playing in  Bryant Park with his friends in New Jersey and he lost his life because officer Gary Spath, thought he had a gun…”

  I was going to release the story tonight but not until I feel that Phillip’s family would appreciate reading this and the others who want his life story to be told to the world.  I just happened to be reading a story and came across a story about “Teaneck” and can’t seem to think of anything else…

     Phillip is one of the numerous  Trayvon’s that the news could have cared less about, and that hurts more than anything.

I can’t find video footage  just pictures…

      His life was worth more than that  to me, and hopefully you!

You have to  realize that this will  keep happening!

We have to remember our babies that were murdered!

What will we do to speak up for  Phillip?

His life meant something to someone.

     Even if it is the year  2014. 

I don’t care when he died,  my concern is how he died? 

        I know some marched but we can still evoke justice in other ways. I don’t care what he did in his short life, he did not deserve a forgotten story in a news column and a  murder covered up by those who can alter the truth!  Those people who  can sleep better at night, while WE cry for justice..

       I have tears and familiarity for  a boy I never met, and that means his legacy still has a chance of vindication.

I want to make Phillip proud!

Phillip, I am hugging you while you are in heaven.

       This angel has more of a story than I even imagined. I will do my best to make sure it is told, and that his memory is restored. My intuition won’t allow me to finish tonight, because so many avenues, and so many injustices that were caused in his life never received justice. Now his story can come to life!

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America The Beautiful! Coca Cola Tastes Gooooooood! ***messymandella***

Really America!

My only complaint about this commericial was that they should have had subtitles or captions to sing that unified melody of togetherness! 

America is a melting pot, isnt it?

If anyone should be pissed off it is the Native Americans, we robbed the hell out of them and then we remind them of our genocide every Thanksgiving!

We are all imimigrants and no one culture owns this land. This Coca Cola I just finished is goood!

You want one?

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