Inspiration From ***messymandella***

 

Find yourself and never forget those that kept you inside of their heart, through your biggest disappointments.

Don’t stress yourself out about close minded people who are afraid to show their artistic side.

You just have to live, and strive survive, and forgive those that hurt you.

Love the ones that stick by you.

If you have your thoughts are on a person everyday, they have already inspired you.

Keep them in your life,because they will continue to build you up!

Even if the money and materialistic items disappear,They will still be there.

Dream and Do and “Shine Your Light!”

If you lay under your covers scared of the world, that is your fault, and you are handicapping your abilities.

Nothing comes from just dreaming or hiding! Admit when you care and demonstrate your true self to impress others.

Be You!

Keep Growing And Pushing and prove those stereotypes, and sexual degrading thoughts of women, and racialism issues of yesteryear.

I appreciate you supporting you for linking and loving me,and enjoying me!

It means so much to me, that you except me …for me

With my messy ass….

 

 

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NSFW: Racial Profiling Is Alive And Well, Ask Mac Lane…***messymandella***

      We will never be unified,it seems. A certain color of skin, hairstyle, swagger or clothing signify “Criminal” and trouble? Why would one look alone automatically consider one rapper a target of an unfair and bias assumption, of a police officer in Las Vegas?

      This   is fear and apprehension in this policeman’s eyes, for a stranger. This could have ended the way Oscar Grant’s night ended, but it did not and we as a country have to ask ourselves, are we really equal? I despise homophobic, racist and the sexist judgmental portion of our society. This man finished a concert, and what did he do again?

NOTHING

Look at the fear in this police man’s eyes, but why is he so afraid? Actions speak louder than words,and in this case,our societies stereotypes of all men can unfairly blind us from the truth.
 

Watch the injustice!

This Man Did Nothing Wrong: Local Rapper Gets Harassed & Profiled By Las Vegas Police

Local Rapper Gets Harassed & Profiled By Las Vegas Police

This Rapper, Mac Lan The Splashgod was randomly targeted by Las Vegas police while simply walking up the street,
LVMPD – filmed by RemyThizz Westbrook.

 

Out Of The Blue***messymandella***


 

 

 

Hold On For One More Day!***messymandella***

Today, could be a tough day for you because the person that should apologize is just too damn arrogant to admit they were wrong.

Should you feel disappointed? 

Yeah a little, but don’t let that hold you down.

Don’t let anyone hold you down because of your sexual orientation or your color of skin.

In the end,reality will find the oppressor and trust me, they know they are wrong, but they will chastise you to ignore their own short comings.

 

 
People want to create a lifestyle of deception and mind entrapment to further their own agenda. We never know what someone is experiencing,but the same people who you respected will treat you like nothing, if you let them.

They have to hold on, and keep believing and living.

You can’t change how someone treats you, but you can change how long you give them that option.

They will make a million excuses, because they are blameless in their eyes, or once again to stubborn to admit it.

You have to remember you don’t need revenge.

Karma is on the menu and you know that they will never admit they were wrong.

You hold on for yourself and for the people who love you unconditionally.

Bring your spirit to the ones that appreciate it, remember everyone in the ground and prison walls chose money and short-term gratification over life long goals.
 

 
I know this pain
Why do lock yourself up in these chains?
No one can change your life except for you
Don’t ever let anyone step all over you
Just open your heart and your mind
Is it really fair to feel this way inside?

Some day somebody’s gonna make you want to
Turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry
Don’t you know?
Don’t you know things can change
Things’ll go your way
If you hold on for one more day
Can you hold on for one more day
Things’ll go your way
Hold on for one more day

You could sustain
Or are you comfortable with the pain?
You’ve got no one to blame for your unhappiness
You got yourself into your own mess
Lettin’ your worries pass you by
Don’t you think it’s worth your time
To change your mind?

Baby hold on

The Aftermath And Disgusting Greed Within The Son From Hell: Young QC ! ***messymandella*** DJ Akademiks Vlog Included!

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As the war on self-indulgence continues, we run into one ungrateful son, who killed the person who  loved him the most, his mom. This short-term gratification of fast money  compensates for what we truly lack, should we have other goals? Should  we ask ourselves, what amount of money, could turn us into a murderer?

Why do some feel the need to ignorantly throw money around and floss to make other feels inferior?

Why do we use that same amount of cash to floss with for charities in our communities. Oh hell, that is not even an option in our community.
Steve Jobs never wore a big gaudy chain, and hurled money in the street. Oprah never wears a big Gold piece, gold teeth, and if WE  could, WE  would get rims on our  mailboxes, and even our toasters.
 As we put Chicago Rapper Qawmane, in our thoughts remember he was seen previously at Hadiya Pendelton’s funeral, also he has about 9 children no one knew about at all…

HERE

 

 

In perspective our self-evaluation can revolve around our quest to impress others, as in the case of Quame.

When does it go too far and enter the demonic zone of self-appreciation?

We in our culture refuse to think of any other option, but to be wealthier and make sure everyone knows our name and how much we better we are,I guess?

That “Devil’s Pie” is so tantalizing that we could terminate loyalty and the flourishing lives  of our loyal ones to fatten our own pockets.
 

 

Quamane destroyed a community, and neighborhood activist and furthermore he will lose his life, and his loyalty and now he will be in Cell Block 6 doing the Horizontal Poko with Big Jim and the boys….
Back to the flossing and ignorance, and his imaginary music fans and his useless existence, and deception…
 This is the most ignorant self-absorbed person that has walked the Earth.

A selfish closeted young man with numerous baby mamas decided even if his mom gave him everything, it was still not enough. He desired even her money, and her life was the cost.
     

HERE
 

 
Every part of me hurts for his mom’s family, but not one piece of humanity should be spared for Chicago ASSUMED Rapper Qawmane “Young QC.”
 I would typically use the name in the first sentence, but his actions are so deplorable, it would be better if I never heard his name before. It infuriates me that someone would murder their own mom and assume they would get away with it, because they deserve it, no matter the costs and pain.Quamane ASSUMED he was an actor, dummy ASSUMED he was a rapper. He cashed his mother’s insurance, and decided to pass out, or “share the love with his fans.” In other words since his only talent was making babies, he must have called a few escorts, and delusional women that assumed he was heterosexual. The only reason, I am calling these women delusional is because if they have eyes and ears it would be obvious that he is bisexual and nothing wrong with that, but you would have to be  pretty stupid to assume that he ONLY sampled from the Caviar Cave

I am positive in his favorite songs are “It’s Raining Men” and he often vacationed at the “YMCA” with The Village People. What a waste of space, and a peice of trash…

Lamar Odom’s Decline- I Was Khloe Kardashian***messymandella***

Polski: Lamar Odom w 2007 roku

Polski: Lamar Odom w 2007 roku (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Lamar Odom without rehabilitation will end up the next Len Bias.
Addiction of any measure is a heart wrenching but manipulative crutch that will always keep khloe Kardashian by his side. Yes, she kicked him out, but that pivotal move kept her up  nights wondering is he alive or dead, why want he call me and just let me know he’s OK? 

The Intervention by far is not a simple as a 1 hour episode on A&E.
I was Khloe!

My ex wasn’t  on crack, but alcohol destroyed our relationship. It was a demon, that had taken over our relationship. Then his cousin, a child hood friend of mine committed suicide, and killed his girlfriend. That really destroyed him, and the drinking became even worse. He used that as more of a reason, to drink. My ex would lie and tell people I didn’t like them, and keep confusion. They of course believed him. He saw tears in my eyes, as I said in a crowd, “Tell the truth.” He laughed and put the beer to his mouth. That night I was mortified! I stopped going to events because he would embarrass me. One day he was drunk,and I was riding in the car, talking to my friend. We heard him mumble. I asked him, “What did you say baby?” He said to me, “Shut the Fu*k Up.” My girlfriend and I went off on him, and told him how disrespectful he was, to talk to me that way. Her daughter was in the back seat with him. I looked at her teary eyed and said, “Promise me, you will never let any man talk to you that way.” She said,”I WON’T.”

Why did I suffer this mental and spiritual abuse? The 9 minutes a day he was sober, he was an amazing person. I let him blame it on the alcohol, and he used that to act a damn fool anytime he felt like it. He told his best friend I hated him. I NEVER said that! Who the hell do you think he would believe?
I could not enjoy my life, everything focused on his health, where he was and is he still alive? At times he would pass out, and people would cry, and assume he was dead. He fell through a glass table drunk, and punctured his lung. He damaged other organs, and pneumonia surfaced. He was going to die. He gets out of the hospital and still kept drinking. Loved ones spent countless nights wondering where he was going pass out next? Hoping that he didn’t spend his money on his weekend binge, and would have enough to help with the bills. Alcohol came before bills were paid. He even lied, and said I wasn’t paying bills with the money! An addict that knows he is about to get dumped, and kicked out will turn you into the Protagonist. They will manipulate anyone’s love anything to divert the attention from themselves. Khloe doesn’t want her husband on crack, but until he decided he wants to quit, death or injury are the only thing that will maybe change his mind. Don’t let him stay on Crack, just because he says,”My wife is always holding me down!” Crack Addicts and alcoholics will guilt you into staying and make you suffer with them. It is not your fault if something happens to Lamar. You gave him life, and love, and time. You have to keep a portion of yourself. He will bring you into the gutter with him. No more ultimatums for shock value,they don’t work.

If he has a strong family bond that will blame his addiction on you, you are in fact trapped. He even said, I was driving him to drink! We’ll I tried to save his life. When his casket does drop, I will know that I tried, and that even though he lied on me and manipulated me. So many people I assumed were going to be neutral started taking his side. He painted this horrible picture, of me. He knows he lied and that when he looks in the mirror, that he turned everyone against me. Money, time, and holding him down didn’t equal to shit.
Khloe, you can’t imagine the pain and time you will loose. Can anyone put up with disappearing acts and uneasiness for 30 more years?
Now, that he is missing for days, she will never kick him out again.
I know from my personal experience with an alcoholic.
I wanted him to go to rehab!
I told him to leave, and his family and friends began to hate me.
I felt obligated to stay, even though I was unhappy.
I felt trapped, and alone.
They will disapear from the house any time she brings up the addiction, and disapper   to make you feel guilty for bringing up his crack addiction. Love is not manipulation, but when you decide to ignore your loved ones addiction it will consume you too. At times, my ex would even try to get me drunk. Khloe attempted to hide her husbands addiction. Hiding someones addiction is something they convince you to do! You also put on a brave face, when it is killing you inside. You are too embarrassed to admit you are still with someone who has such a horrible problem.
You stop living.
Thank God, I got my life back.If someone you know is full of pain and addiction help them,but don’t accept any abuse, because the “I was drunk. I didn’t mean to say that.” Will tear you down. If that person wanted to better themselves, and save relationship they would not keep buying bottles, and crack, meth and destoying you. They would seek help, if they want it. Now I am happy and the crazy guy in my life is amazing.

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Revisited:NSFW: James Brown-King Heroin (In HD) ***messymandella***

“King Heroin”

“Ladies and Gentlemen
Fellow Americans
Lady Americans
This is James Brown
I wanna talk to you about one of our
Most deadly
Killers in the country today
I had a dream the other night, and I
Was sittin’ in my living room
Dozed off to sleep
So I start to dreamin’
I dreamed I walked in a place and
I saw a real strange, weird object
Standin’ up talkin’ to the people
And I found out it was Heroin
That deadly drug that go in your veins
He says:
I came to this country without a passport
Ever since then I’ve been hunted and sought
My little white grains are nothin’ but waste
Soft and deadly and bitter to taste
I’m a world of power and all know it’s true
Use me once and you’ll know it, too
I can make a mere schoolboy forget his books
I can make a world-famous beauty neglect her looks
I can make a good man forsake his wife
Send a greedy man to prison for the rest of his life
I can make a man forsake his country and flag
Make a girl sell her body for a five-dollar bag
Some think my adventure’s a joy and a thrill
But I’ll put a gun in your hand and make you kill
In cellophane bags I’ve found my way
To heads of state and children at play
I’m financed in China, ran in Japan
I’m respected in Turkey and I’m legal in Siam
I take my addicts and make ‘em steal, borrow, beg
Then they search for a vein in their arm or their leg
So, be you Italian, Jewish, Black or Mex
I can make the most virile of men forget their sex
So now, no, my man, you must (you know) do your best
To keep up your habit until your arrest
Now the police have taken you from under my wing
Do you think they dare defy me, I who am king?
Now, you must lie in that county jail
Where I can’t get to you by visit or mail
So squirm – with discomfort – wiggle and cough (hack!)
Six days of madness, hah! You might throw me off
Curse me in name! Defy me in speech!
But you’d pick me up right no if I were in your reach
All through your sentence you’ve become resolved to your fate
Hear now! younng man and woman, I’ll be waitin’ at the gate
Don’t be afraid, don’t run! I’m not chased
Sure my name is Heroin! You’ll be back for a taste
Behold, you’re hooked!
Your foot is in the stirrup
And make — haste!
Mount the steed!
And ride him well
For the white horse of heroin
Will ride you to Hell!
To Hell!
Will ride you to Hell!
Until you are dead!
Dead, brother! Dead!
This is a revolution of the mind
Get your mind together
And get away from drugs!
That’s the man!
Back! Back!”
Check Out more lyrics and what not, at http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/jamesbrown/kingheroin.html

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***messymandella*** Want*s You To Forgive Their Dumb Butt!

 

Are you responsible for someone else’s downfall?

Are you hiding  behind guilt by pretending everything is fine, when you are deeply concerned about your well-being and Karma?

You can grow taller, but that does not make you an adult.

Your actions determine your age and overall maturity.

 

When are we able to walk among the evil, we can get sucked in to ignorance.

Your demeanor can suddenly change, and your appearance and mannerisms will soon shift downward.

Hard living will eventually catch up to you, physically and mentally.

Have you ever noticed a man with muscles, and handsome features lose the muscle density and looks diminish?

If you ever been in the same room with someone who you look at and say to yourself, “What happened to her, she used to be so pretty?”

  The light of honesty is dimming in their eyes, because they’re becoming a victim of their own circumstances.

They betrayed you, but forgive them because they are on the run.

They have created  survival off of hatred and tools of the ego, and created their own paranoia, but  you must forgive them.

They finally may have taken their selfish actions a little too far, and now it just got too real…

Forgive and live, they are running from their own Karma, and would rather die than apologize or admit they were responsible for ANY of the current events taking place in their life.

In this journey of life, we never know if today will be our last day. 

You get what you  give, and sleep peacefully, knowing this set back was a minor downfall.

You deserve the peace that calmness and righteousness allows, when you treat others with love and respect. People can make fun of your lifestyle, but who cares?

You sleep like a baby at night but the unforgiven  are always looking over their shoulders, like a dummy.

Forgive their dumbness. 

I do believe in this life “God takes care of babies, and fools.”

You have to ask which class do you fall under?

Leave the gutter and swamp to the wildlife, but you  must forgive  to live!

If you ever been in the same room with someone who you look at and say to yourself, “What happened to her, she used to be gorgeous?”

Once again, hard living and Karma will eventually kill you and your overall swagger.

Your ego and quest for selfishness may manipulate some but it will only come back to destroy you in the end. 

You have to forgive the person that stepped on your trust and loyalty.

Were you the reason someone may have died trying to protect you?

Were you just horrendously vicious  to people for your own selfish needs?

You are still alive and you can still forgive yourself.

Wake up from the nightmare into a new life, and forgive them.

I refuse to give power to something out of my control and let it weigh me  down forever.

Travel down that road of regret and that bridge will keep getting wider, and your life will just be bitter.

That is not the way to live, forgive and live.

Cross over that river, to find happiness and realistic and positive energy,  that is not supplemented by tools of the evil.

 

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Nia Long Juggles Her Career And Her Children With Respect And Style!***messymandella***

     Unless you have cataracts or hot sauce in your eyes, you can NEVER say Nia Long is not one of the most unbelievable gorgeous people in the world.

Look at her eyes,skin  and her bone structure they are nothing less but  perfection.

Nia Long never ages physically , and she actually becomes even more gorgeous each year.

Nia  has that confidence and inner strength that radiates through her body and she juggles her career and her life as a mother.

Nip Long is a true respectful, and strong women that can handle her own, and wants longevity in the game, and she doesn’t seem to be leaving the limelight any time soon. 

I don’t think anyone is complaining, are you?

 

 

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Nostalgia Vs New(Troop Vs Blood Orange***messymandella***

While walking inside a relatives house and glancing at a “Right On” magazine you laugh and it jogs your memory and that moment when you danced in your shiny patent leather shoes, high top fades, and reaked of “Electric Youth” perfume.
After you start flipping through that vintage magazines, you can also recollect the first time you stood with your big girl cousin to catch the bus with your brand new “first day of school clothes.” You HAD to take those clothes off, and put on “play clothes” as soon as you got home.
Grabbing your pillow and laughing with your cousin about the first day you went to New Edition concert and watched them shake their Jheri Curl juice all over the stage, at Carowinds and cried with excitement. Those nostalgic moments give you that “feel good moment” that rejuvenates your soul, even if only for a second.
No matter what you are stressing about pleasant remembrances can hyptnotize you! Those forgotten times, were the framework for you becoming you.The minimalism you buried subconciously is the frame work and the beauty that influenced your life and you.Here is Troop!

Singer Blood Orange is also using that 80′s and 90′s feeling, that refresh your mind with happier, but loving times.Even when you began to think of negativity, reach inside your side and locate that laugh,sound, or perfume that made you remember your loved ones that may have passed on, that are still dancing in their afterlife.

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