When Teaching ‘Hood Etiquette’ Goes Wrong! What In The Trapped Out The Bando Hell Did I Just Watch? ***messymandella***

I mean if I didn’t comprehend the drug game, I do now.

Is this the “Future Trapper Association For The Future Prison Trustees?”

While those babies are dancing not  one adult is listening to this muckery, or whipping on this sweaty man? 

 

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Inspiration From ***messymandella***

 

Find yourself and never forget those that kept you inside of their heart, through your biggest disappointments.

Don’t stress yourself out about close minded people who are afraid to show their artistic side.

You just have to live, and strive survive, and forgive those that hurt you.

Love the ones that stick by you.

If you have your thoughts are on a person everyday, they have already inspired you.

Keep them in your life,because they will continue to build you up!

Even if the money and materialistic items disappear,They will still be there.

Dream and Do and “Shine Your Light!”

If you lay under your covers scared of the world, that is your fault, and you are handicapping your abilities.

Nothing comes from just dreaming or hiding! Admit when you care and demonstrate your true self to impress others.

Be You!

Keep Growing And Pushing and prove those stereotypes, and sexual degrading thoughts of women, and racialism issues of yesteryear.

I appreciate you supporting you for linking and loving me,and enjoying me!

It means so much to me, that you except me …for me

With my messy ass….

 

 

NSFW: Racial Profiling Is Alive And Well, Ask Mac Lane…***messymandella***

      We will never be unified,it seems. A certain color of skin, hairstyle, swagger or clothing signify “Criminal” and trouble? Why would one look alone automatically consider one rapper a target of an unfair and bias assumption, of a police officer in Las Vegas?

      This   is fear and apprehension in this policeman’s eyes, for a stranger. This could have ended the way Oscar Grant’s night ended, but it did not and we as a country have to ask ourselves, are we really equal? I despise homophobic, racist and the sexist judgmental portion of our society. This man finished a concert, and what did he do again?

NOTHING

Look at the fear in this police man’s eyes, but why is he so afraid? Actions speak louder than words,and in this case,our societies stereotypes of all men can unfairly blind us from the truth.
 

Watch the injustice!

This Man Did Nothing Wrong: Local Rapper Gets Harassed & Profiled By Las Vegas Police

Local Rapper Gets Harassed & Profiled By Las Vegas Police

This Rapper, Mac Lan The Splashgod was randomly targeted by Las Vegas police while simply walking up the street,
LVMPD – filmed by RemyThizz Westbrook.

 

Out Of The Blue***messymandella***


 

 

 

Hold On For One More Day!***messymandella***

Today, could be a tough day for you because the person that should apologize is just too damn arrogant to admit they were wrong.

Should you feel disappointed? 

Yeah a little, but don’t let that hold you down.

Don’t let anyone hold you down because of your sexual orientation or your color of skin.

In the end,reality will find the oppressor and trust me, they know they are wrong, but they will chastise you to ignore their own short comings.

 

 
People want to create a lifestyle of deception and mind entrapment to further their own agenda. We never know what someone is experiencing,but the same people who you respected will treat you like nothing, if you let them.

They have to hold on, and keep believing and living.

You can’t change how someone treats you, but you can change how long you give them that option.

They will make a million excuses, because they are blameless in their eyes, or once again to stubborn to admit it.

You have to remember you don’t need revenge.

Karma is on the menu and you know that they will never admit they were wrong.

You hold on for yourself and for the people who love you unconditionally.

Bring your spirit to the ones that appreciate it, remember everyone in the ground and prison walls chose money and short-term gratification over life long goals.
 

 
I know this pain
Why do lock yourself up in these chains?
No one can change your life except for you
Don’t ever let anyone step all over you
Just open your heart and your mind
Is it really fair to feel this way inside?

Some day somebody’s gonna make you want to
Turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry
Don’t you know?
Don’t you know things can change
Things’ll go your way
If you hold on for one more day
Can you hold on for one more day
Things’ll go your way
Hold on for one more day

You could sustain
Or are you comfortable with the pain?
You’ve got no one to blame for your unhappiness
You got yourself into your own mess
Lettin’ your worries pass you by
Don’t you think it’s worth your time
To change your mind?

Baby hold on

The Aftermath And Disgusting Greed Within The Son From Hell: Young QC ! ***messymandella*** DJ Akademiks Vlog Included!

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As the war on self-indulgence continues, we run into one ungrateful son, who killed the person who  loved him the most, his mom. This short-term gratification of fast money  compensates for what we truly lack, should we have other goals? Should  we ask ourselves, what amount of money, could turn us into a murderer?

Why do some feel the need to ignorantly throw money around and floss to make other feels inferior?

Why do we use that same amount of cash to floss with for charities in our communities. Oh hell, that is not even an option in our community.
Steve Jobs never wore a big gaudy chain, and hurled money in the street. Oprah never wears a big Gold piece, gold teeth, and if WE  could, WE  would get rims on our  mailboxes, and even our toasters.
 As we put Chicago Rapper Qawmane, in our thoughts remember he was seen previously at Hadiya Pendelton’s funeral, also he has about 9 children no one knew about at all…

HERE

 

 

In perspective our self-evaluation can revolve around our quest to impress others, as in the case of Quame.

When does it go too far and enter the demonic zone of self-appreciation?

We in our culture refuse to think of any other option, but to be wealthier and make sure everyone knows our name and how much we better we are,I guess?

That “Devil’s Pie” is so tantalizing that we could terminate loyalty and the flourishing lives  of our loyal ones to fatten our own pockets.
 

 

Quamane destroyed a community, and neighborhood activist and furthermore he will lose his life, and his loyalty and now he will be in Cell Block 6 doing the Horizontal Poko with Big Jim and the boys….
Back to the flossing and ignorance, and his imaginary music fans and his useless existence, and deception…
 This is the most ignorant self-absorbed person that has walked the Earth.

A selfish closeted young man with numerous baby mamas decided even if his mom gave him everything, it was still not enough. He desired even her money, and her life was the cost.
     

HERE
 

 
Every part of me hurts for his mom’s family, but not one piece of humanity should be spared for Chicago ASSUMED Rapper Qawmane “Young QC.”
 I would typically use the name in the first sentence, but his actions are so deplorable, it would be better if I never heard his name before. It infuriates me that someone would murder their own mom and assume they would get away with it, because they deserve it, no matter the costs and pain.Quamane ASSUMED he was an actor, dummy ASSUMED he was a rapper. He cashed his mother’s insurance, and decided to pass out, or “share the love with his fans.” In other words since his only talent was making babies, he must have called a few escorts, and delusional women that assumed he was heterosexual. The only reason, I am calling these women delusional is because if they have eyes and ears it would be obvious that he is bisexual and nothing wrong with that, but you would have to be  pretty stupid to assume that he ONLY sampled from the Caviar Cave

I am positive in his favorite songs are “It’s Raining Men” and he often vacationed at the “YMCA” with The Village People. What a waste of space, and a peice of trash…

Lamar Odom’s Decline- I Was Khloe Kardashian***messymandella***

Polski: Lamar Odom w 2007 roku

Polski: Lamar Odom w 2007 roku (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Lamar Odom without rehabilitation will end up the next Len Bias.
Addiction of any measure is a heart wrenching but manipulative crutch that will always keep khloe Kardashian by his side. Yes, she kicked him out, but that pivotal move kept her up  nights wondering is he alive or dead, why want he call me and just let me know he’s OK? 

The Intervention by far is not a simple as a 1 hour episode on A&E.
I was Khloe!

My ex wasn’t  on crack, but alcohol destroyed our relationship. It was a demon, that had taken over our relationship. Then his cousin, a child hood friend of mine committed suicide, and killed his girlfriend. That really destroyed him, and the drinking became even worse. He used that as more of a reason, to drink. My ex would lie and tell people I didn’t like them, and keep confusion. They of course believed him. He saw tears in my eyes, as I said in a crowd, “Tell the truth.” He laughed and put the beer to his mouth. That night I was mortified! I stopped going to events because he would embarrass me. One day he was drunk,and I was riding in the car, talking to my friend. We heard him mumble. I asked him, “What did you say baby?” He said to me, “Shut the Fu*k Up.” My girlfriend and I went off on him, and told him how disrespectful he was, to talk to me that way. Her daughter was in the back seat with him. I looked at her teary eyed and said, “Promise me, you will never let any man talk to you that way.” She said,”I WON’T.”

Why did I suffer this mental and spiritual abuse? The 9 minutes a day he was sober, he was an amazing person. I let him blame it on the alcohol, and he used that to act a damn fool anytime he felt like it. He told his best friend I hated him. I NEVER said that! Who the hell do you think he would believe?
I could not enjoy my life, everything focused on his health, where he was and is he still alive? At times he would pass out, and people would cry, and assume he was dead. He fell through a glass table drunk, and punctured his lung. He damaged other organs, and pneumonia surfaced. He was going to die. He gets out of the hospital and still kept drinking. Loved ones spent countless nights wondering where he was going pass out next? Hoping that he didn’t spend his money on his weekend binge, and would have enough to help with the bills. Alcohol came before bills were paid. He even lied, and said I wasn’t paying bills with the money! An addict that knows he is about to get dumped, and kicked out will turn you into the Protagonist. They will manipulate anyone’s love anything to divert the attention from themselves. Khloe doesn’t want her husband on crack, but until he decided he wants to quit, death or injury are the only thing that will maybe change his mind. Don’t let him stay on Crack, just because he says,”My wife is always holding me down!” Crack Addicts and alcoholics will guilt you into staying and make you suffer with them. It is not your fault if something happens to Lamar. You gave him life, and love, and time. You have to keep a portion of yourself. He will bring you into the gutter with him. No more ultimatums for shock value,they don’t work.

If he has a strong family bond that will blame his addiction on you, you are in fact trapped. He even said, I was driving him to drink! We’ll I tried to save his life. When his casket does drop, I will know that I tried, and that even though he lied on me and manipulated me. So many people I assumed were going to be neutral started taking his side. He painted this horrible picture, of me. He knows he lied and that when he looks in the mirror, that he turned everyone against me. Money, time, and holding him down didn’t equal to shit.
Khloe, you can’t imagine the pain and time you will loose. Can anyone put up with disappearing acts and uneasiness for 30 more years?
Now, that he is missing for days, she will never kick him out again.
I know from my personal experience with an alcoholic.
I wanted him to go to rehab!
I told him to leave, and his family and friends began to hate me.
I felt obligated to stay, even though I was unhappy.
I felt trapped, and alone.
They will disapear from the house any time she brings up the addiction, and disapper   to make you feel guilty for bringing up his crack addiction. Love is not manipulation, but when you decide to ignore your loved ones addiction it will consume you too. At times, my ex would even try to get me drunk. Khloe attempted to hide her husbands addiction. Hiding someones addiction is something they convince you to do! You also put on a brave face, when it is killing you inside. You are too embarrassed to admit you are still with someone who has such a horrible problem.
You stop living.
Thank God, I got my life back.If someone you know is full of pain and addiction help them,but don’t accept any abuse, because the “I was drunk. I didn’t mean to say that.” Will tear you down. If that person wanted to better themselves, and save relationship they would not keep buying bottles, and crack, meth and destoying you. They would seek help, if they want it. Now I am happy and the crazy guy in my life is amazing.

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