The Human League(Human)***messymandella***

Young Rimmer was often the target of his broth...

Young Rimmer was often the target of his brothers’ bullying. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Have you wondered how life aspirations can disappear?
You get buried in the past and living through every transgressions.
Are you depressed because someone you loved betrayed you?
Move towards your dreams!
Leave that pain behind you, start a new.
Stop attributing every failure to a weakness in yourself.
I want life to be peaceful, and I want to thrive.

I am confident you want the same thing.
I recently felt defeated!
I encountered someone I thought was a friend, undermine everything I would bring about.
Loving and needing acceptance is something that we strive for, but life will keep going even in dismay.

You are not robotic, and you have emotions.

You will always fall short in the eyes of an envious person.

Pick  yourself  up, dust that  dirt off your shoulder!

Get that knife out your back! 

“DO NOT LET BETRAYAL WIN. YOU CAN’T LET THEM CONCEDE. IT WILL TURN YOUR LIFE UPSIDE DOWN, LIKE YOUNG RIMMER’S FROM THE RED DWARF!”

Remember, you will continue to feel pain, and  that’s because you are  only human.

 

 

 

 

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Fire Of The Week-Bill Collector(URL)”Mr610″***messymandella***

I needed this to start the week.

Bill Collector from Pennsylvania, has that fire.

The delivery is one of the best in URL History.

His Battle Rap Theatrics outshine his skillz.

Watch any rap  battle with Bill Collector!

Trust me,  his opponent will always try their damnedest to not laugh,  while they  wait for a rebuttal.

The Man is higher than Lil Kim‘s Plastic Surgery Bill, but this Bill is worth the time.

See for yourself.

*Warning* Do Not Listen to this banger and think you won’t dance.

I don’t want to you men jumping at the drive thru! Sista’s,  don’t be  twerking it at the Waffle House Counter.

Don’t get caught backing it up on  the water cooler

 

 

I Look To You-Kim Burrell +Whitney Houston***messymandella***

Whitney Houston   -   Concert in Central Park ...

Whitney Houston – Concert in Central Park / Good Morning America 2009 (Photo credit: asterix611)

Who do you look to for guidance?

When you are in your darkest moments ,and no one will listen who do you turn to at those life changing moments?

What motivates you after someone breaks your heart?

Do you think you are doing it alone?

No matter what you believe and feel about your faith;  have faith to know you are not doing it alone.

You will have to go through Hell to Get To Heaven!

If you don’t believe that, look inside yourself and find your answers to your  happiness!

You deserve peace and happiness in this life.

 You deserve to look within your heart and mind  to choose your own moral compass to follow.

Sometimes, you will find that voice that you keep hidden under bills, heartache, and exhaustion.

Listen to your voice,  and move toward happiness.

 

Are You A Bad Girl?***messymandella***

My Happiness is my own!

No matter what happens in my life,  I have to decide how I will deal with it on a daily basis!

 

I need love and understanding,  just like you! 

Are you around people who want you to change the world?

Do you believe that  your voice should be heard?

I do!

I believe that we have the government and religion for a guide for life!

You also have to plant that seed of humanity to grow!

I don’t sleep with married men,  steal,  kill,  or snatch mustaches!

That is something that I feel is a part of my strong belief system.

Then there is that side of me that my parents say was a little distracting. ..

I would run away with my teddy bear.

I would  give strangers wrong names so it would take  longer for my parents to find me.

I would clap  when they found me.

I could have ended up on America’s Most Wanted!

I would also run down the street, by unlocking the door knob.

I was too damn short to close it back. 

Yes,  I would leave it flying open!

My dad said I would smirk at him before I would throw mashed potatoes on the wall of any restaurant!

He claimed that I knew EXACTLY what I was doing!

If you know me now,  you would know some things don’t change.

 

 

So,  Maybe I  got a “Sasha Fierce” (No Illuminati) inside of me!

Do you?

 

 

I Was Here! ***messymandella***

I love the fact that it is “supposedly” a mans world.

When a woman steps out of the spotlight, it intimidates some weak-minded individuals.

Are you that strong force to reckoned with, in someones eyes?

 Can you stay in the background and “bite your tongue? ”

You must not know about me?

I know that I am here to help people, and be strong!

Sometimes its hard to stay strong during adversity, but that pain and betrayal will make you free.

I don’t think any man or woman should be  quiet just to please the masses.

 Sometimes it takes that small little voice to make the forest shake! 

Are you going to let anyone bring you down?

 They will  make you second guess your destiny?

 I want freedom from liars!

I want Santra Rucker home!

Santra Rucker will get her freedom,  or at least another chance at life if we work hard enough!

I will get my people  signed with major deals, because they deserve it!

I refuse to stop teaching young women and men about emotional and physical abuse.

 I refuse to sleep with someone that has a girlfriend or partner.

If they lie, they are dead to me.

 Lying and withholding information are the same damn thing.

Don’t fall into the trap.

 I am going to make sure that I leave my mark in this world.

I strive to give love and patience  to everyone I  meet.

 I can’t be like everyone else, because I am different.

I never look back at my mistakes!

Mistakes, are free.

They are nothing but pain and reflection. 

I will not be submissive.

I have a damn voice, and you are going to respect it! 

Even if you know how your heart feels, your self-respect  means more.

 We Are all Responsible to let our light shine.

I feel freedom, when I leave a manipulative situation!

I feel free!

 I don’t care when they are mad,  if they deserve the anger!

I will never give in to self-serving people.

I will never bow down just to be loved.

Do you let the world see you?

I am not going to live to be 80 years old, I just know it! 

 I want  that the time to  be spent with true friends and loved ones that have my back , no matter what happens.

I am a very private person… 

My inspiration and dedication will guide me through it all.

 I am sure that through your emotional turmoil,  you learned a lesson.

 I refuse to settle for someone,  that does not deserve me. 

You shouldn’t either,  be free and live your life!

I want to show the world that I was here…

 

 

Maestro Slimezo”S.C. State Of Mind ***messymandella***

Meet Maestro Slimezo! 

I was sitting on the couch with a past acquaintance!

We were looking at Rap Videos on YouTube, and I heard Maestro Slimezo.

He has been on his grind. I  questioned his YouTube views?

He has that fire, in his voice.

We’ll he needed to plant seeds to grow!

Now Maestro is an Alum from Francis Marion University

Yes, ladies he is a rapper with and edge, and an education!

I call him by another name , my brother.

 

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He has that focus and drive just like E-Rilla.

South Carolina, Stand Up!

 Show all the  love, you can! 

 In South Carolina we have amazing talent, but not too many promo opportunities.

 That past acquaintance is no longer in my life, but he  did leave me with one thing, Maestro Slimezo!

If  Maestro would only listen to me…

***messymandella*** Maestro Slimezo  interview coming soon!

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Tyrese Does Not Care For Fat People***messymandella***

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Tyrese,  Tyrese,  Tyrese what have you done?

 A quote from Tyrese: Asked if he feels any kind of responsibility to live healthier lifestyles,” Tyrese says true inspiration has to come from within and not from someone else.

“No two situations are the same. If you are fat and nasty and you don’t like the way you look, do something about it. It’s simple,” he explains.

“When you take a shower and you put your fat, nasty body in the shower and by the time you get out, the mirrors are all steamed up so you don’t look at what you did to yourself. That may sound offensive or insensitive but ultimately, you are big as hell because you have earned that [expletive],” he continues. ”Until we realize we have a problem, we can’t possibly come to a solution for it.”

“You worked your [backside] off to eat everything in sight to get big as hell. If you got a problem with the way you look, then you need to do something about it. Excuses sound best to the people that’s making them up,” he says.

Well, Tyrese that is what we call discrimination. Yes, weight is a sensitive situation. You would be pissed and hurt if someone grouped you in a group just by your looks, and made a negative generalization.

Who are you to disapprove of a group of people, because they don’t look like you!

You remind me of a sexy tadpole. That is not exactly perfection. I had no idea that you had hatred for someone because they didn’t fit your idea of perfection.

You have become mighty full of yourself.

You must have forgotten that you were a broke little boy singing on Coca Cola Bus!

You know you have the big sistas in your fan base?

When your songs are no longer playing in “Torid” and Lane Bryant; remember YOU DID IT TO YOURSELF!

All my healthy big girl cousins, will stop playing your music and debate about it at the Buffet!

Stop hurting your own career.

Have you not learned anything from Keyshia Cole, or Keri Hilson?

Stop, hush and don’t be arrogant. I agree with http://www.theroot.com/ Kelli Goff states, “Never have I seen an artist who is so ungrateful or disrespectful to his fan base but who feels all too comfortable pitching them products like his latest project, a self-directed and narrated documentary, A Black Rose That Grew Through Concrete. It’s a chronicle of his life, from his humble beginnings to becoming a singer-author-actor.”

You were in a domestic abuse scandal.

You didn’t learn about “Emotional Abuse?” Stop being a mean hearted bully , and  learn sensitivity!
Your Sister From The Coca Cola Bus,

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Emotional Abuse***messymandella***

There is an epidemic.

Women and men that wait around for a player to call them! 

Yes, a person that only fulfill their own needs.

You have met that person.

Every one has met that person.

They will one day laugh and lay in your arms, and then next day they act like your homeboy.

They never did it before…

“What did I do wrong? “ 

It’s a game.  

They have never taken you anywhere.

They want you to feel  pain.

That is emotional abuse.

  Some men withhold sex.

They will have sex with you for months  and one day they will stop without  warning, like you did something wrong. 

You did nothing wrong.

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 Some abusers disappear and know they made plans with you. 

So, you tell people that you are friends or a couple… 

A friend does not break plans.

Your friend or partner think they are better than you.

They are trying to  punish you mentality and you can’t let them do that to you.

 There are people that will fulfill your needs.

 Kick  him or her to the curb!

Stop being nice to a person, that will flip on you. 

They will never give you respect, and  you will lose respect for yourself in the end. 

Stop wasting your  time.

That person will one day be with you, and make up excuses  like its you next week. 

 Get someone who will please you and take you places,  and not emotionally abuse you. 

Stop and move on!

What are you waiting on?

Wait,  are you hoping they will appreciate you.

They will these week, next week it will be the same game.

Words  and actions should show you these things!

I promise you that you will have so many offers, every day!

 Hell, I do!

I deserve it, because I show love and patience.

I am also not going to put up with weak minded  bullshit. 

You will be glad that you listened to ***messymandella***.

That person is not good enough to share a coffee cup with you.

Please don’t waste your time!

You are so amazing!

You have multiple qualities of love and beauty.

Find a friend or partner that will appreciate those qualities.

Listen and move on!

No names were used in this story!

If you feel some kind of way, that means you are doing someone dirty.

That means you do have a conscious!

YOU CAN’T DO BETTER UNTIL YOU KNOW BETTER!

 If something happens to that person you are treating this way, how will  you live with that? 

You will wear that guilt for the rest of your life!

 

Queen Of The Ring Babs Bunny –C-3 and PRECYSE***messymandella***

I love “Queen Of The Ring!”

Vague  Aka “ Mr. Grind Season”  and Babs Bunny AKA “First Lady Of The Streets” are part of the  Street Movement.

Yes, Babs Bunny From “Making Da Band!”

 Here is Babs Bunny with her “Beanie Freestyle!”

PRECYSE is a the one that looks like a  Charlie  Baltimore Doppelganger.

She has skills, but she annoys me with that phrase, “I said, I said” every time she spits  her bars.

C-3 is the Stud with the baggy pants, and red hat on while she spits. 

I am convinced, Precyse has more to prove because of her longevity in the game.

 She is very pretty, so her skills and looks will always compete.

Now, C-3 has realistic bars, and that sarcastic delivery.

The bars and personal jabs were on the same caliber, as any other battle.

That of course, was part of the game plan.

When PRECYSE told the crowd about c-3′s past Suicide Attempt, the crowd went silent.

That is when I realized that you should have boundaries even in a rap battle.

PRECYSE, asked “How can you talk about  killing me when you think about killing yourself ?”

C-3 admitted that she did try to take her life, at 15.

Her honesty and realistic approach in the ring, makes her a  new breed. 

C-3 now helps other children and teens can learn  to cope.

 ”I Love My Life” is now heartfelt mission that travels to schools  to help other suicidal children.

“It Get’s Better!”

Keep Going Ladies!

DO YOUR THANG!

 

 

Shake It Out ***messymandella***

I don’t have to tell you how much I love this chick, and her accent.

Florence Welch will always have a place in my heart for her ongoing fight with the Lord and SATAN.

Sometimes, she will even stare at the  sky and you wonder, “Is she praying, did a light bulb just  go out?”

Rest assured, that Florence Welch is in her on private medieval world.

She has lended her religious, and cult like voice to some of the best alternative Rock, almost gospel  compositions.

  I don’t really know if you can put Florence in any one musical category.

Maybe that is why when you hear her voice, you wonder should you clutch your pearls, or sleep with your Bible

Watch Florence + The Machine “Shake It out!”

 

 

 

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