nick gordon’s hidden truth***messymandella***


Bobbi Kristina yearned for her mother and her privacy during the media scandal that followed her mom’s demise. grieving for her mom, her privacy and her peace were compromised, sadly and undoubtedly now she will have all three. Her mom and her will be reunited, but she never left her side.Bobbi Kristina,will die in vain because the little woman never came into her own. She escaped the limelight but never was able to demonstrate to the world what she was capable of accomplishing in the music industry or any other career, thanks to so called friends, controversy and her handler, Nick Gordon.
Allegedly, her so-called boyfriend Nick Gordon, took advantage of her and ultimately is responsible for her demise, according to the authorities Nick is “of great interest” and he should not leave country and must alert police of his whereabouts during this time. I have always wondered why we are saddened by celebrities children’s deaths,even when we have children dying in our own neighborhoods?

      Maybe It resonates with us because when we preach or beg for someone to leave a manipulative and abusive situation every day and this proves that abuse can happen to anyone, and the manipulator will destroy the family and even friendships to master his plan of control.
Abuse does not have a tax bracket, or even a criminal composite.

       Women and men of abuse will protect the abuser, and put on a brave face. Understanding how in the end, any of us could be in the situation Bobbi is in at this moment.

        She pretended to be fine and to be taking it one day at a time, and she was in a private hell that was just creepy. One minute she referred to Nick as her brother, then he was her husband, and but with the resources of the Brown and Houston family have kept her own those machines when heaven couldn’t wait..
          Bobbi Kristina will soon be facing that sunset that we all dread, but will eventually consume us all, but her legacy is just a terrible predicament because Bobbi witnessed the Houston and Brown families fight and her mom and father deal with domestic abuse cases in regards to her parents.           Now she allegedly met her demise due to a calculating and manipulative opportunist . Children that witness abuse will end up in that situation themselves. because they have developed a distorted view of love.
Nick, may have fooled most, but after the Dr.Phil interview, something wasn’t quite right and that was damaging and his interview was no more than a staged pity party that he manipulated to gain social acceptance and sympathy.
Nick Gordon, also referred to her as already dead, she was still alive…
If Nick Gordon is reading articles regarding the tragedy of Bobbi’s life, I hope he stumbles upon this article.
     If you do, Nick I have questions,
You have to answer for the public, because the drug dealer who allegedly supplied you with Heroine died over a drug overdose.
Nick, you are technically the only spokesperson for what happened that day, everyone else is unable to speak for themselves.
       In the world of drug use, addicts will steal from their mother and children just to pop those pills or snort that drug.
Nick, Why were you also allegedly linked to Whitney Houston’s addiction and possible knowingly her Mrs. Houston’s connection to enable her drug consumption?
Why are you also in the same predicament with her daughter?
Why was Bobbi in these automobile accidents that she tried to conceal from her family?
Why would she leave the scene of an accident, she is a millionaire and I believe she could afford a insurance premium?
      People only leave the scenes of accidents if staying there is more of risk,due to the circumstances of the driver and what may or may not be criminal evidence .
Nick, AGAIN you were on the Dr. Phil show and said,”Whitney Houston is dead and Bobby Kristina dead…” but Bobbi wasn’t dead.
When you mentioned those two names together and with that crime scene, were you attempting to dramatize her impending death to convince the world her death was a suicide, or cause speculation?
Why was Bobbi missing teeth at such an early age, and so many allegations of witness accounts of you beating her up?
          Do you understand that Bobbi was a naturally a curvy woman and was thicker in weight until you and her became an item? She looked like she was starving and high on drugs, on all of her latest pictures?
        Seems that you entered her life and her appearance and her potential to become her own person and live out of the private eye diminished.
Her chance of survival decreased and so did her bank account! WHY would you go into your “soul mates” bank account while she is comatose, in her death-bed?
Why couldn’t you provide for yourself, and not assume Bobbi Brown and Whitney Houston’s money was owed to you because you were manipulating their daughter?
         If you could answer all of those questions,you should remain a free man. However, I doubt you will be able to answer any of these questions, due to the fact that she is only dying because she was drugged and manipulated by an opportunist.

 

charleston, south carolina hate crime incites retribution and unification***messy


Living and traveling through this ambitious world, we are cautioned upon entering dangerous situations and using our voices to connect to the outer world to explain our perspective world.  When a family is among their spiritual family, we are asked why? When we travel the world to each tragedy that will inpact history, we ask “Were was God?” “Why did God, not save them?” We are outraged but determined to remain unified in South Carolina, but when and where did this terrorist, get the idea than murdering 9 innocent people made him pro-white? Why did 9 people dying give the 21 year old terrorist power, and who and what gave him the idea that he would garner respect from non blacks? Who did he intend to impress? As details emerge regarding the deaths and brutal murders it is time to look at Fox News and Donald Trump and the KKK, for pathetic brain washing and underhanded tactics to separate the nations by economic class and color of skin.
             I once worked for a bigot. They will never donate money for children for Christmas or help out  in poor neighborhoods, because they are better and richer than them.   I understand that a bigot  will  spend endless money on themselves and trips to look down at the common folks. Self obsession and greed motivates them to hold tightly to all of their money  and judge those who are not the same color of skin, or not in their tax bracket.   
            When you encounter bigotry, the social class  and education opportunists are facilitated to create  more of a division.  Nine people are dead, but now that Confederate Flag, is back in the news. Honestly, in South Carolina, you will meet people that will invite you to dinner or on the lake, while wearing a Confederate Hat.
            Do all supporters of the Confederate Flag have hatred for minorities ? Nope, and black soldiers fought in the Confederate War, but was it by choice? 

Nope, but the KKK has decided to lay that flag near dead black bodies, and burn crosses with that flag as part of the presentation of ignorance. Everytime the KKK sent a message of fear, that flag was part of the presentation.  When they came looking for my great grandfather and he had to hide in a barrell of potatoes to not be lynched, do you really think that flag wasn’t near by the KKK?

If the pro white people in South Carolina  don’t understand what has happened, let me explain  the predicament at hand and how their hatred finally will tear down the evil past that we don’t like to discuss here, in South Carolina.  The “Flag Debate” has died down, because most South Carolinan‘s assumed that it would NEVER get removed.

              Well, that flag is now back in the news and so now, did the 21 year old terrorist exposed the ignorance of the debate and now this flag may come down, finally. Racialism is the cataylist that propelled a young bigot to  murder innocent people, destroyed the history in our oldest black South Carolina church, and will undoubtedly the rest of the world wants to know why that flag is still flying?

Why?

South Carolina became a prominent landmark  from Walter Scott‘s death, but 9  people were murdered in our oldest black church, while the Confederate Flag sways over the State House.  I understand that some people will be upset if the flag will come down due to heritage, but as a South Carolina native that flag has NEVER been my flag, and it will never be…
Take it down and create a memorial for the nine people murdered and interview the family  of the terrorism and find out who gave that 21 year old that gun?  I am not concerned about the gun debate, but that is not a gun you need to hunt with, unless you are hunting humans.  We can’t escape justice, but now that flag will be given to the KKK as a  momentum for the brainwashing and self hate that they continue to spread.This time racism will be addressed, and American‘s from everywhere will attend memorials and President Obama will be in Charleston. The time has come to take that damn flag down!

the charleston hate crime happened before, to 4 little girls in alabama***messymandella***

Eric Garner;s Family Marching To Protest

Eric Garner’s Family Marching To Protest

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4 Little Girls Died In A Church Bombing And No One Fought For Their Justice Until Decades Later.

5th girl Sarah Collins Rudolph

TRAYVON

TRAYVON

 

        It is disheartened and devastating and spit in the face, after all of the crime and marching to regain strength after the Walter Scott murder and indictment that South Carolina is receiving unfair press for our racial discrimination and hatred of all people. We are not all like the coward who murdered these people. Let this be a lesson and for all of those who are told they need guidance and to stereotype groups and to lessen the respect of a group of people by race or social standing, such as Fox News or any other racist media outlets. Don’t fall for their bias propaganda. Be careful of the stupid ideologies we speak on,because their is always a little coward with no love of self, ready and willing to destroy lives, because they were taught to murder and hate and segregate.
 

      Some of the soldiers who are fighting for our lives are also marching in the same streets with tears and defeat, just like you! We need to remain united as a nation and remember tears from a white mom’s matter just as much as a black mom’s. Hurt sees no color!

 
Do not make it a race issue, it is a prejudice issue.
 
Every heart is needed for this fight with civil war within our own culture.
 
Hold, hug, and love those and wipe away the tears from every one, heart ache and unity and our souls do not recognize religion,dialect,background,or sexuality.
 

 
 
 

RIP Lionel Pickens AKA Chinx Drugz (December 3, 1983 – May 17, 2015) ***messymandella***


 

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This picture is from the Instagram https://instagram.com/teamshabbaofficial/ that as of now is boasting about murdering Chinx and taunting his legacy. Baby that red or blue ain’t worth it, it will only make you a target. It is truth and resilience that will stop this depravity. We all say “rest in peace”, but we are afraid to say “STOP!”

 
If the music industry and the streets were never intertwined before, after 2001 we have noticed a pattern of talented men being murdered or incarcerated on a weekly basis.
 
                The fact remains that the “Slime” is not what you are meant to be, you are meant to be a “King” but we can’t be kings by killing yOUR own. Chinx is gone after working years to provide for his family and his jealous enemies were waiting for him. Someone taunted him and the comment is deleted off a social media which told Chinx to “rest in piss” which was blatantly disrespectful to his family and fans. Let this man’s senseless death guide you to the right side, and  navigate your path to a life of accomplishment. Chinx took advantage of an opportunity to better himself and someone used street mess and probably social media to track him down, and end his life.
 
           Once again, this message is for the babies that still have time, to leave their neighborhoods and flourish in life. I want you to live and anyone telling you to join a gang and to put in work is using you to fatten their pockets. Surround yourself with people who understand that you are trying to feed your family, and they will never understand that Black Lives Matter. We say it, but is time to mean it,I am tired of this happening. THIS was never suppose to be part of the Hip Hop Culture!
 
       The killers of Chinx, made their decision to join in the urban genocide.
 
You are not stuck in this mess! Whoever did this to a rapper and  family provider, will now have to face their own Karma, but  it won’t bring a dad back home, to play with his son.
 
STOP KILLING EACH OTHER!
 
 

 

 
 
 
 

The Curious Case Of AIDS And HIV Transmission. ***messymandella***

We now know that the AIDS Epidemic magically popped up out of nowhere and people believed they were not at risk unless they were Homosexual Men . Now we know of course, that was the false hood that  spread faster than the virus itself. In the early years of AIDS it was call “Gay Man’s Cancer” but even before that  it was called “The Gay Man’s Health Crisis” meaning middle class Christian America turned an ignorant ear to the impending plague. The uniform of an AIDS patient, of course was Kaposi Sacoma (purple blotches)that were a dead give away that you were infected.
 
Ronald Reagan did not give a damn, if the “others” died.As we know now, AIDS has dominated the lives of many urban married, single, white, heterosexual people. The facts were few and far between, on the origins and possible cure when it comes to HIV, the virus that causes AIDS. There are many conspirators regarding who and how AIDS was released to the masses.
 

 
Act UP’s angry protest and public funeral of Marc Fischer! The anger of ghost of people who are no longer breathing but died with no regard. If the epidemic would have been pushed to the forefront of everyone’s agenda. It would have remained contained and millions would be alive today.

Regan and Bush didn’t ponder AIDS as anything political and financially beneficial to him. Why would he care about funding for the “others” and now, we all are the “others” and I know I am HIV Negative, but I know so many that are living with this disease. Now AIDS and HIV doesn’t kill you immediately as before. You live longer, my cousin succumbed to AIDS earlier this year. She was diagnosed in 1989, you can live for 20 years with the virus, just as Larry Kramer, Magic Johnson, Andy Bell(Erasure), and many others that have contracted the AIDS Virus.

This is how gay men were dying; no one knew what was happening but this is a visual approach to beginning of the plague years.This is a private moment released to bring you into the epidemic as it quietly crept on into a nationwide fury.Protect yourself, and live…
 
Collecting footage from personal films will enable you to envision the time, that some heard about or didn’t care about, during the early stages. If this virus had not been introduced as a “Gay” virus, we could have saved lives. This footage, from personal AIDS victims that are no longer with us,  once again will bring you to those last days. Some of it is graphic because, it is the early stages when they had very limited funding and education. Let me be truthful, AIDS Research went unnoticed by President Reagan for years. ACT-UP decided to protest.
The Art World decided to memorialize their dying community by the “AIDS Estate Project.”  This virtual gallery is still active to today.  With that being said, where and how can a disease come out of nowhere and kill thousands and later millions?Some believe it was a genetically contrived to lead millions to their graves. Why AIDS? Why in the 1980’s?

 

Once America was told it was from sexual interactions and unsafe bodily fluids being passed that caused the virus.
We think we know…
Some of us have heard the story of Patient Zero, Gaetan Dugas. He is known of the AIDS victim, that  criminally transmitted the virus while employed as a flight attendant. Now, the question is how did he contract the disease? Some have said in Africa the meat and cannibalism, and bestiality were the cause of AIDS.
Either way there is not one definite answer how humans transmitted the virus. The first case of AIDS apparently now wasn’t Gaetan Dugas, because Robert Rayford contracted it in 1969 as a teenager. Gaetan and Robert didn’t know each other, so we can not be 100 percent accurate about Gaetan Dugas and him maliciously infecting people AIDs. Did the government administer AIDS? Why are some still searching for different strangers to sleep with, not knowing their last name or sexual history? AIDS didn’t leave our nation, it just changed the the primary carrier group, now the deaths and infections are from Urban men and women. One time is all it takes to recieve HIV,and the AIDS Activist that died fight to inform us on the dangers of reckless sexual activity. You don’t know who has AIDS and you increase your chances with promiscuity. I believe now, if someone will have sexual intercourse with so many partners,they already aware they have a disease or don’t love themselves enough to cherish their body and not become a statistic.

 
 

 

 

 
 
 

He Became A Murderer With A Life Sentence?***messymandella***

hard      MESSAGE! This is the little boy is the second pic on the right. Growing  up in our little southern neighborhood everyone would watch everyone’s back, and protect each other at all costs. The little boy I would watch play outside and even hold his hand as he crossed the street is now behind bars with a LIFE sentence.

           He grew up with a Single Mother all year, but he would beg and cry to be with his grandmother and his dad‘s sides of the family. His father would barely be around to watch him sleep or wake up, because the Hustle was his first love. This little boy was raised with  an image of what a man was suppose to be, and he himself wanted to also become a “businessman.” The little boy ‘s dad had beautiful women, clothes, and plenty of guns. His son, that once sweet little boy immortalized his father. As he became older and would still come around us in the Summer, we would still make sure he had food to eat, and would stay out of trouble when he was in our presence. He was very respectful, and a nice little boy that would do anything you asked. So why did he end up in prison for life? He wanted to be a business man but he couldn’t do that working at Subway making sandwiches. He quit and went wild as the wind, so wild that we would ask where is he and no one would know?

              The last time I saw him as as a free man he was in the gas station. He walked up to me with a smile and respect, ALWAYS respectful of me! He saw me smiled and  gave a big hug and a kiss on the cheek and said, “Hey, beautiful little lady.”  I looked right in his eyes and said, “You had me worried about your tall ass, where the hell you been?” I was worried for a while. He said to me “Doing my thang, big things happening and he pulled out a roll of money and paid for my stuff too.”

       I laughed and said “Stay out of trouble!” and I hugged him tight and he said “love you” and I said “Love you too, always.” He to this day confuses  me to this day. Was he a Sociopath the entire time? Did the drugs and influence make him lose empathy?  Why was he so shy as a  baby and bold as an adult?  His  life had taken a turn that he himself did not want any of us to know about, he wanted to be in gang. He had to prove his allegiance to the gang by getting a body, killing someone. All gang members don’t have to murder someone. Some get jumped in and raped in, but this little boy wanted to climb the Gang Ladder to the top. He was proud of joining a gang.

          No one knew that he had the capacity to kill someone. He decided to kill my friends husband, and it was planned without the knowledge of the other three burglars. I will show parts of the story, but I will without privacy out of respect. When the little boy told some of our neighborhood kids that he ran the streets with he wanted to rob this  terminally ill man it was suppose to be a 10 minute scheme, in and out.  He  knew  that the victim would not suspect a thing because they were always over there on the porch and smiling in his face. He incorporated 3 other people  in this massacre (the boy in the top left) planned to leave and go to the army the next week, the mans niece(was the niece of my friend and had free rein at the house and even would spend the night. The lighter skin boy was here to visit his family for a week and was roped in to the caper. He was not from the neighborhood. He  was just visiting his relatives,  in the wrong place at the wrong time.  

          Two of the children went to the back of the house, and he and the other boy went up the front of the stairs in front of the house with the gun and he says, “F8cK that we gonna kill this cracker!” As soon as the victim  opened the door and saw the gun he was shot in the chest and his last words were “No, Oh Shit,Why?” He was shot three times and that little boy that held MY hand kicked him in the head and said, “mu*&afuc**er dead.” The initial plan was for the  other three to hold him why the other two robbed him. Then it became a murder and they were crying and arguing, but they were already accessories to the crime. Everyone realized that he planned to kill him from the beginning. In that little moment it went from a robbery and in to a murder.

           When my friend arrives at her home she finds him dead, she calls his mom to inform her of the death and the mom frantically cries and screams and jumps into her car an hour later she was dead too.   The mom was in a hurry to see her dead son’s aid to find out details. She was so upset that she had a wreck, and died before she got to see her son’s body.  Here is the link http://www.wistv.com/story/15863989/mother-and-son-killed-on-same-day?clienttype=printable!

             This one gang initiation destroyed a family,that  had to plan two funerals the same week. That little boy finds out that the victim’s mom died too and kisses his gun and gloats “Now I have two bodies for the price of one.”  When all four were arrested they were separated but all confessed the exact story details, except the little boy. They all received 8-15 years but he received life because he pulled the trigger,and lied. They other three were ONLY in that mess to get the victims pain pills and money, not his life.

         Once they went to trial the little boy used the “I wasn’t there” defense, and  still pretended not to know my friend, and had this cocky demeanor  accompanied with this”I am going to be free” mentality. The prosecution used his Facebook post to convict him. He basically snitched on himself. People use social media to understand your character, when you apply for job and for murders. They had him in pictures in his bandanna  and throwing up gang signs. Those images and his demeanor poisoned the jury, and that was part of the reason he wasnt even given 24 years like some  murderers. They also mentioned the mom dying on the way to the murder scene. So he was blamed for Victims’ murder and the Mom’s car accident. By law, he did not murder the mom, but most people thought she would have never left, if that death of her son wouldn’t have taken place. Some wonder did she have a heart attack at the wheel , or was just speeding too fast because of the little boys actions?

            WHY? I can’t only  blame on the fact that his father ignored him at times to hustle. Gangs target unloved individuals that need respect. Now it is a mess, and I want to know what happened to change him into this person, or was he a master of manipulation? He also had a girl   impregnated. He has life, she can’t be with him, and he saw his son  the first and last time when he was sentenced to prison.

          Where the hell is that gang now? They aren’t paying his bills or breaking bread with his chick and child. They used him, and now he finally realizes that now, but he is gone forever ineligible for parole. His grandmother put a lien on her home an also turned in family vehicles to find a winning lawyer to free that little boy. If he was in a gang you would assume they would also donate some money, but of course they didn’t!

        We wanted him to go to college or find a job and settle down, but that street life was his addiction and  that gang life was his downfall.

He tasted a piece of the “Devils Pie” and now he sleeps in the “Belly Of The Beast.”

 

Is This Good Parenting Or Child Abuse? ***messymandella***

 
 
 
 

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