Confession: Lil Jay’s Song Is Fire Yup AND Bobby Shmurda I Said IT!***messymandella***

 

I am against violence, and you know I will beat a dead horse to death. I will stop when we get diplomas instead of Death Certificates.Imagine would could happen if you stayed out of the gun range and stayed in studio?

      I caught myself singing the chorus, “take You out your glory” because the song is fire and you know it.

       Forgive me for showing love for  this song. I am just real enough to admit I love the song and that even with a person like Lil Jay that can only envision, survival and that is it, I  can visualize better. Drugs, and fast living can rip apart that talent. Lil Jay you are older, DON’T Take them boys out they glory, take the younger to the library and the museum. They don’t have to cry in silence while they say good-bye to K.I., Tooka,or Lil JoJo. Look at how you live and let those babies have a chance.

         I am talking to Chiraquian, and violence and dissing is the  way.   I have wrote many articles on some of your family members. I don’t want anyone to take you out your glory, but you have talent.I just hope you live long enough to watch your child get a diploma. As of now, I know you can’t think that far….

 
  EVERYTHING NEEDS TO STAY ON WAX, BUT THIS SONG IS FIRE! I WANT YOU TO LIVE!

 

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I AM Sending A Letter To The Brothers That Murdered Robert Yummy Sandifer,They Also Lost Their Life That Day!***messymandella

The Death Of Robert “Yummy” Sandifer***messymandella***

READ THIS FIRST

http://messymandella.com/2013/08/31/the-death-of-robert-yummy-sandifer/

The Story of Robert “Yummy” Sandifer still haunts Chicago.Maybe its because of an 11-year-old life being a killer,and being killed the same week?

However, the killers were the Hardaway Brothers,Derrick 14 Cragg 16.These brothers are still in prison for the murder of Robert “Yummy” Sandifer.However, they were also kids that were told by the leader of Black Gangsta Disciples to get rid of “Yummy.” They told the 11-year-old they were going to take him to a spot, because the local news and the police were looking for “Yummy” was wanted for the murder of Shavon Dean. Cragg and Derrick had to kill him.The murdering boys never had a chance to live,flourish, or contribute anything to society. NOW WE WILL HEAR THEIR STORIES!

 

 

 

“Yummy” was wanted,and he wanted his mommy.He used a phone to call his grandmother Janie Fields, and 2 hours later he was gone, forever. See they were 3 little boys that were influenced by an adult piece of shit, that used them for his own financial needs. There are many Derrick and Cragg’s in prison right now.Everything you do, trust, there are little “Yummy’s”, Cragg’s, and Derrick’s studying your every move. I am convinced love and admiration were the reason “Yummy” trusted them.These brother’s feared death penalty.However, a plea to live was given to these brothers. Who would take it all back if they could?

Poor Janie Fields thought she could get to “Yummy” in time. Her older neighbor told her he was going to wait for her to come get him.Janie packed his clothes up and traveled the neighborhood looking for her grandson. When she reached the house he called from, she thought it was a prank. The lady assured her that “Yummy” was there on her porch. He was waiting for his Grandmother, that he called “mom”. Yes, he was there,but left for his last ride.Not having any positive men in his life, he assumed the Hardaway boys were going to help him.

 

Instead , they took “Yummy” to a Pedestrian tunnel and shot him in his head twice.There is a noticeable cut on his face at his funeral where the bullet ended his life. The murder was a travesty because of the two lost lives that were also manipulated for gang violence. These boys were also still children.

Now, the question is why did these boys get manipulated into ruining their lives forever? They wanted to belong,and followed by example. All three children lost their lives on that day. Scared little boys admitted they did kill their friend.However, the man who ordered the hit could not be found. Some argue that they knew what they were doing. Well, the decisions you thought were right back in the day,seem stupid now.Life as you know, can change with a blink of an eye. “Yummy” was on a porch, and later riding in the back of the car hiding with his older “BGD” Members,to his own execution. These are the killers of Robert “Yummy” Sandifer” and this can serve as an example.”Yummy” died too soon,but at least his story lives for decades to come. I hope it saves someone’s life.

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Derrick didn’t have an education. 2 months out of elementary school, never even entered High School. When asked about the murder Derrick stated, “The 14-year-old was blind…hardheaded know it all that had dreams of becoming a drug dealer.”The gang violence that seems glamourized by some of our favorite rappers,hides the fact of the “Yummy’s”, and lest us not forget Shavon Dean’s,that are collateral damage.

There are parties and events that I won’t go to(They think I anti-social),because of shooting and fighting.It never fails, someone starts shooting.Bullets have no name. If I pack to go somewhere, I don’t pack a gun.Knowing that many shoot outs happen at parties and events I stay away.My life is too precious. Children killing and becoming killers seem to be a cycle in many impoverished and urban neighborhoods.

Why should we care about something that happened so long ago? We’ll it is still happening. Everyone failed these boys in life,and they had the wrong people raising them,and awful examples of men.These children were lost and alone,and it made it easy to manipulate them. I can’t even imagine being in prison since 1996, or 1997.That is not my reality. However, it sadly is, for Cragg and Derrick Hardaway. How can you help save the lives of little children? Let them know the story of “Yummy”.Some mothers took off early for work to see the open casket of Robert”Yummy” Sandifer. They dragged their scared kids by their side to witness what could happen to them. They knew this life was a prime example of what can happen when you join gangs,and lead a life of crime. How long are we going to pretend that every cause does not have an effect?We have to lead by example. We have to stand together,and even if Yummy gives you nightmares.Remember his 11-year-old life on earth was a nightmare. I have pledged to help young men and women know their self-worth. We can start programs, or take 10 minutes, to let a child know we want them to have the best.Ten months before his death during his psychological exam at a state-run shelter for children, Robert “Yummy” Sandifer was asked to complete this sentence: “I am very . . .”

His answer: “sick.”

http://articles.chicagotribune.com/1994-09-02/news/9409020325_1_psychological-testing-boy-sad-life

Here is a small interview from Derrick Hardaway from AP and

Hold On For One More Day!***messymandella***

Today, could be a tough day for you because the person that should apologize is just too damn arrogant to admit they were wrong.

Should you feel disappointed? 

Yeah a little, but don’t let that hold you down.

Don’t let anyone hold you down because of your sexual orientation or your color of skin.

In the end,reality will find the oppressor and trust me, they know they are wrong, but they will chastise you to ignore their own short comings.

 

 
People want to create a lifestyle of deception and mind entrapment to further their own agenda. We never know what someone is experiencing,but the same people who you respected will treat you like nothing, if you let them.

They have to hold on, and keep believing and living.

You can’t change how someone treats you, but you can change how long you give them that option.

They will make a million excuses, because they are blameless in their eyes, or once again to stubborn to admit it.

You have to remember you don’t need revenge.

Karma is on the menu and you know that they will never admit they were wrong.

You hold on for yourself and for the people who love you unconditionally.

Bring your spirit to the ones that appreciate it, remember everyone in the ground and prison walls chose money and short-term gratification over life long goals.
 

 
I know this pain
Why do lock yourself up in these chains?
No one can change your life except for you
Don’t ever let anyone step all over you
Just open your heart and your mind
Is it really fair to feel this way inside?

Some day somebody’s gonna make you want to
Turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry
Don’t you know?
Don’t you know things can change
Things’ll go your way
If you hold on for one more day
Can you hold on for one more day
Things’ll go your way
Hold on for one more day

You could sustain
Or are you comfortable with the pain?
You’ve got no one to blame for your unhappiness
You got yourself into your own mess
Lettin’ your worries pass you by
Don’t you think it’s worth your time
To change your mind?

Baby hold on

Glastonbury 2014 *M.I.A. -Lana Del Ray-Tune Yards***messymandella***

 
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URL Presents: DNA Murders ILL WILL***messymandella***

Ill Will, BET’s Champion, lost his life in Battle Rap today.  He leaves behind a family in Pontiac, Michigan and a host of cousins and loved ones.

The time of death was about sixteen minutes in the battle. DNA and his tooth, were unrelenting with the torture and murdered former battle rapper, Ill Will. 

We assumed it would be a close battle, but Ill WIll “WAS NOT READY” and the entire stage suffered with him, the ashamed and saddened last battle of the man from Pontiac. Ill Will and his battle rap assignation will always remind us of who he was, and all those memories. The late battle rappers legacy has a permanent stain on it for life. They may send his ghost to the “Queen Of The Ring: Sparring Session.”

Watch the final footage of Ill WIll’s last moments and the second recent lost for Team Homi.

Thanks, Ill Will for the laughs and we will miss you on the URL Stage.

This is for you Ill Will….

UPDATE:Transgendered Rapper Evon “Yung LT” Yung Deserves A Proper Funeral! ***messymandella***

       The Search for Yung LT’s body is still on its way, but with  results. Yung LT was an African-American Transgendered Male that promoted himself as a budding rap career before his lynching. Was it a Hate Crime, or some form of a Street Retaliation? He previously released videos in his own neighborhood, but also resided and flourished, and accepted as a man when he went that night he planned to come back home, because he left his jacket at her home. He left that night with his so-called friends, but what happened that led him to his tragic demise?

What may have been the reason that he was shot, choked and later set on fire?

         No matter what he did or said, those were people whom he considered friends and even at one time, roommates. Remember, the deceptive nature of backstabbing can build into their obsession, and altering perception in  life. You have to be able to decipher those fake smiles and each jealous glance.

       Transgender’s are in between both worlds and sexual ideologies because they know who they are, even if the world is unfaltering with their perception. The world perceives them by their sexual organs they were born with, and that is not the idea behind Trans Men. Some perceive the altering of your sex unacceptable, but at the end of the day it is your life and you deserve to have a chance at life, and these five bastards decided to play God, and brutally murder someone who loved and even shared a home with them. The police have given up on finding his body, but someone knows something.

           The men have been charged. It is not snitching, it is being a humanitarian and removing his spirit, from the unrest state that it is in. Bring him home, if you know were her body is located. Make an anonymous tip, and be a LGBT Activist, and also a human, with dignity. Yung LT’s life is not inconsequential to me, and hopefully not to you.

 

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NSFW: South Carolina’s Speaker Knockerz [Full Mixtape] DJ Louie Styles ***messymandella***

 

 

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Happy Birthday Biggie, May Your Death Be A Warning!***messymandella***

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I think sometimes in urban neighborhoods, we think it is cool to be in a casket.

Can you remember where you were when Christopher Wallace (May 21, 1972 – March 9, 1997) was Murdered? 

How many dummies in prison from gun charges, and they never got a chance to fire them?

I don’t go to the grocery store with my gun, and I don’t hang around fools that can get me shot.

If I was hit by a bullet it  could be someone with the same color of skin as mine.

Get caught “lacking” at a job fair, and stop being stupid.

Pondering Minds What To Know:

Have you ever heard of someone shooting at a Dolly Parton, or Pattie Labelle  concert? 

FYI, you are not a soldier unless you are fighting in Iraq, or any other country for our freedom.

You are not a soldier, when you kill for your own greed.

 

Biggie Small’s never had a chance to become a grandfather, will you?

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The Death Of Chiraq’s Gakira “K.I.” Barnes: Myth Or A True Assassin? ***messymandella***

 
 
   

As the hood legend goes, Chicago once had a little girl named “Lil Snoop” who may have killed at least twenty people.

She lost her brother to gun violence and paced those same Chicago streets with a vengeance, or did she?
 
 

 
 

When you hear her mother sob about both of her children dying to violence, you wonder how does this happen?


I have a question for mother’s that have lost their children to this Violence, you don’t wonder why your child has new clothes that you can’t afford?


If your son or daughter is wearing Gucci, Prada,  LaCoste, Fendi and you are wearing Wal-Marts Faded Glory, that doesn’t make you wonder where a 15-year-old, with no job received the money to buy these high dollar items?


It is never a mother’s fault of her child’s death, but shouldn’t it be a tidbit of a  sign that maybe your child is not spending his afternoons at the local library? 

Shouldn’t this be a  clue that your child and their friends are living a dangerous life?

K.I. went into a violent tail spin that would not let her rest until she avenged her brother’s death.

Now, did she live a short life of crime or was she just a victim of a false reputation, and a chomped up legend?
We may never have the complete truth about this female teenage assassin due to the fact that she is now with her brother,  but in a casket of her own.

Now, she may be respected, and bragged about like someone with a high credibility,  but that did not stop the gun shots from entering her little body, and ultimately revoking her chance  at  life.
K.I.  was shot nine times in the throat, face and everywhere else…
Her blood was left splattered with her lifeless on the step….

Was her death retaliation or just someone else trying to earn stripes in the game?

Either way here is a brief look at the Chiraq’s late soldier in an invisible war,Gakira K.I” Barnes.
 
 

 
 

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Top Story In 2 Weeks! PLEASE -Help Find Felipe Santos and Terrance Williams ($10,000) Reward Offered!***messymandella***

          121 January 11,2003,  Terrance  Williams  wanted to go out, but  did have legal cause to drive his vehicle. Terrance calls roommate because he  is scared to drive home,too many cops. Terrance  does not come home that night. His roommate assumes he was with a woman. Next monday, Terrance roommates calls random phone numbers in phone.People who were at the party, knew he left around 6 am. 24 hours later, Terrance’s roommate sends email to Terrance’s mom worried. Wednesday, he is missing for 48 hours. Of course, they are starting to panicked. 27-year-old Terrance williams  was never seen again. None of his friends  are able to contact him. Terrance had a couple of DUIs, and could not register his White Cadillac in Florida. He  depended on his mom and friends to get him back and forth for work. He would  sneak  and drive his vehicle out of desperation. However, driving illegal should never lead to a  disappearance. Once the friends and family  could not find him  in Naples, Florida they contacted relatives in his home state of Tennessee.

            They called the local  sheriff  (deputy Steve Calkins) who signed the towing receipt. Oddly, the deputy never reported towing the vehicle  his Police Department. Steve Calkins is a seasoned police officer. He knew proper procedures that he was expected to follow, as a an officer.He denied “remembering” towing the car. The craziest part is Calkins  has been a law enforcer  for over 17 years. Steve Calkins is full of shit. There is no way in hell that a police officer could not remember towing a white Cadillac, 4 days before.

         Marcia Williams wants justice for her son. No one has seen Terrance Williams, since January 11, 2003. Steve Calkins , has done this  before. Felipe Santos has also disapeared.The last person to see Felipe Santos was of course, Steve Calkins. Felipe disappeared 3 months before Terrance Williams. This is outrageous and not a damn  coincidence. Steve Calkins, needs to receive his punishment. Felipe Santos and Terrance Willams were never seen after meeting Deputy Steve Calkins. I wonder how many others have suffered the same fate?

           This is story needs wings. 4 children, deserve to put their daddy to rest. Terrance loved his family and paid child support on all 4 of his children. Terrance  and Felipe families need closure. Tyler Perry is offering  $100,000 for any information that leads to recovering  Terrance and Felipe.

              I forget to mention, Steve Calkins was recorded calling the vehicle in the video towed, he called in a “Signal 11″ which means abandoned vehicle. You can’t have an abandoned vehicle if you spoke to the driver of the vehicle.Terrance Williams is clearly heard speaking to Calkins in a recording, from his Cop Car. Yes, he is   recorded on the phone talking to  Steve Calkins, and he also said that he was joking when he said it was “abandoned” and a “homie ” vehicle.There is nothing funny about this situation. Steve Calkins has been fired, because of  polygraph and conflicting stories. Just think this happened after Civil Rights Movement and  Jim Crow. This should not have in our decade. The lack of coverage for this case, is sickening and disgusting. I wish their  live were deemed newsworthy…

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