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NSFW:Lil Marc Died After Dissing Lil Reese But His Death Wasn’t Important For National News!***messymandella***

 
Why should we be concerned, if you aren’t familiar with his music and it is too painful to read?  It was too painful for him to die.

We can’t neglect the violence because society wants us to pretend that nothing is lost benefits no one that he is no longer among the living.

He had a family and a “squad” that surely looked up to him for guidance.

I know he is in the same gang as Chief Keef!

Hell, he may have recruited him, but that doesn’t matter now…

I know that people will blend in to chaos and gangs.

It is easier just to not shine light on the truth and realistic depreciation of our men and how behind bars and in their graves, they are not accesible to provide for their families
 

 
He is dead, and whoever took his life, will undoubtedly lose someone in their squad.

Chiraquian Rapper Fredo Santana will not live to celebrate 30 Years of age and The Migos will be a duet anytime soon,due to ignorant threats and people shooting an killing at their concerts.

When you have so many hood friends that are miserable, misguided, and manipulated by their hatred of self, it makes it easier to cause irrational and undeserving violence to others and tweet about it on Twitter.

In this generation, evil will always trump righteousness and self-preservation when it comes to killing our own.

We have a generation of young men that don’t want to be left out of any activities with their home boys,even if it murder. If his entire block is sporting that blue bandana out of their pocket, no one would risk not fitting in and being an individual. Libraries and lame and prison makes you a man,in the minds of the lost.

 They join and adapt and go to prison and others succumb to their demented and emotionless desires to make a better way, or be an individual. So the entire street decides that killing is a sport, no different from a video game. They are so removed from the rest of the world that ignorance is segregating them and crippling their future and it is based on the fictious war and who is up next to die?

Fredro Santana has created a niche for himself in his daily life of death warnings, and he will keep living in this world with a lackluster lyrics and that luciferin cross on his head, that child is the male Annabelle doll. Fredo Satan is in the same death trap community as Cheap Keith.

AGAIN,Why should you care, if you aren’t familiar with his music?

The media is comfortable not reporting every death in the Roseland community, but then again that would be a three hour news broadcast, every single night.. Sadly, when a black child murders another black child dies marches or protest, are not an option. If you think that I am exaggerating on the death toll and the evil in Chiraq, just read the statistics.

Look at one Chiraquian rapper shot on the street like an animal. I am showing this picture to educate the youth, this lost baby is in the gutter like he is trash and he wasn’t trash.

Where are their mothers and fathers?

GRAPHIC DEATH http://mediaanarchist.wordpress.com/2014/03/30/chicago-rapper-lil-marc-murdered-days-after-lil-reese-video-diss/

 

I dont care if it makes you mad, as long as it saves your life.

 

I AM Sending A Letter To The Brothers That Murdered Robert Yummy Sandifer,They Also Lost Their Life That Day!***messymandella

The Death Of Robert “Yummy” Sandifer***messymandella***

READ THIS FIRST

http://messymandella.com/2013/08/31/the-death-of-robert-yummy-sandifer/

The Story of Robert “Yummy” Sandifer still haunts Chicago.Maybe its because of an 11-year-old life being a killer,and being killed the same week?

However, the killers were the Hardaway Brothers,Derrick 14 Cragg 16.These brothers are still in prison for the murder of Robert “Yummy” Sandifer.However, they were also kids that were told by the leader of Black Gangsta Disciples to get rid of “Yummy.” They told the 11-year-old they were going to take him to a spot, because the local news and the police were looking for “Yummy” was wanted for the murder of Shavon Dean. Cragg and Derrick had to kill him.The murdering boys never had a chance to live,flourish, or contribute anything to society. NOW WE WILL HEAR THEIR STORIES!

 

 

 

“Yummy” was wanted,and he wanted his mommy.He used a phone to call his grandmother Janie Fields, and 2 hours later he was gone, forever. See they were 3 little boys that were influenced by an adult piece of shit, that used them for his own financial needs. There are many Derrick and Cragg’s in prison right now.Everything you do, trust, there are little “Yummy’s”, Cragg’s, and Derrick’s studying your every move. I am convinced love and admiration were the reason “Yummy” trusted them.These brother’s feared death penalty.However, a plea to live was given to these brothers. Who would take it all back if they could?

Poor Janie Fields thought she could get to “Yummy” in time. Her older neighbor told her he was going to wait for her to come get him.Janie packed his clothes up and traveled the neighborhood looking for her grandson. When she reached the house he called from, she thought it was a prank. The lady assured her that “Yummy” was there on her porch. He was waiting for his Grandmother, that he called “mom”. Yes, he was there,but left for his last ride.Not having any positive men in his life, he assumed the Hardaway boys were going to help him.

 

Instead , they took “Yummy” to a Pedestrian tunnel and shot him in his head twice.There is a noticeable cut on his face at his funeral where the bullet ended his life. The murder was a travesty because of the two lost lives that were also manipulated for gang violence. These boys were also still children.

Now, the question is why did these boys get manipulated into ruining their lives forever? They wanted to belong,and followed by example. All three children lost their lives on that day. Scared little boys admitted they did kill their friend.However, the man who ordered the hit could not be found. Some argue that they knew what they were doing. Well, the decisions you thought were right back in the day,seem stupid now.Life as you know, can change with a blink of an eye. “Yummy” was on a porch, and later riding in the back of the car hiding with his older “BGD” Members,to his own execution. These are the killers of Robert “Yummy” Sandifer” and this can serve as an example.”Yummy” died too soon,but at least his story lives for decades to come. I hope it saves someone’s life.

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Derrick didn’t have an education. 2 months out of elementary school, never even entered High School. When asked about the murder Derrick stated, “The 14-year-old was blind…hardheaded know it all that had dreams of becoming a drug dealer.”The gang violence that seems glamourized by some of our favorite rappers,hides the fact of the “Yummy’s”, and lest us not forget Shavon Dean’s,that are collateral damage.

There are parties and events that I won’t go to(They think I anti-social),because of shooting and fighting.It never fails, someone starts shooting.Bullets have no name. If I pack to go somewhere, I don’t pack a gun.Knowing that many shoot outs happen at parties and events I stay away.My life is too precious. Children killing and becoming killers seem to be a cycle in many impoverished and urban neighborhoods.

Why should we care about something that happened so long ago? We’ll it is still happening. Everyone failed these boys in life,and they had the wrong people raising them,and awful examples of men.These children were lost and alone,and it made it easy to manipulate them. I can’t even imagine being in prison since 1996, or 1997.That is not my reality. However, it sadly is, for Cragg and Derrick Hardaway. How can you help save the lives of little children? Let them know the story of “Yummy”.Some mothers took off early for work to see the open casket of Robert”Yummy” Sandifer. They dragged their scared kids by their side to witness what could happen to them. They knew this life was a prime example of what can happen when you join gangs,and lead a life of crime. How long are we going to pretend that every cause does not have an effect?We have to lead by example. We have to stand together,and even if Yummy gives you nightmares.Remember his 11-year-old life on earth was a nightmare. I have pledged to help young men and women know their self-worth. We can start programs, or take 10 minutes, to let a child know we want them to have the best.Ten months before his death during his psychological exam at a state-run shelter for children, Robert “Yummy” Sandifer was asked to complete this sentence: “I am very . . .”

His answer: “sick.”

http://articles.chicagotribune.com/1994-09-02/news/9409020325_1_psychological-testing-boy-sad-life

Here is a small interview from Derrick Hardaway from AP and

Michael Stewart Police Brutality***messymandella***

During the 1980’s Michael Stewart a 25-year-old black man would tag and scribble ideas and pictures on walls as a form of expression .He was in Police Custody when he was brutally beaten and died 13 days later.The police defense was  that he resisted arrest .Three witnesses saw that he was handcuffed,while he was beat.He had no way to defend himself against the fatal blows.

The 198o’s Graffiti Art Movement breeded some of the best artist of all time Lady Pink, Keith Haring,Lady Pink, Jean Michel Basquiat and Al Diaz (SAMO). Michael Stewart wanted to join the ranks of the Graffitii Elite. Many paid tribute to his death.Jean Michel Basquiat and Keith Haring were deeply upset with his death and painted portraits in Michael’s honor.

Michael Stewart entered the hospital and lived the last 13 days of his life in a Coma. His injuries and witness reports stated that he was strangled and pummeled to death.Later in the investigation the Coroner report later disappeared. The New York Transit Police also taped his legs together while he was handcuffed. The sadness and a silence of injustice breeds contempt were the police strengthened doubt in police protection. The Graffiti world lost a young man,and all the Policemen pleaded not guilty and were acquitted of all charges. http://www.nytimes.com/1985/11/25/nyregion/jury-acquits-all-transit-officers-in-1983-death-of-michael-stewart.html?scp=1&sq=%22michael+stewart%22+jury+white&st=nyt&pagewanted=all . Power Struggles and Fears create separation.http://nyminute.blog.arte.tv/2010/08/19/michael-stewart/ The same fact remains that it takes someone to die before we remember fear,brutality, and ignorance. Trayvon and Sean Bell, and many others have died in the custody of police. Maybe, they have a reason to run? Fear and distrust, just to name a few. Who could be this cruel?Why are we living in a world with so much injustice?What can we do to end this senseless brutality? This should not happen. No excuse!

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Determing Your Own Karma!***messymandella***

 
Once the mask is removed you wish that person was the person you assumed to be, and you would do anything for them could be someone else.

It is a nightmare and a dishonesty that shatters your entire perception.

Everyone has to guide themselves through the mess but running, it is  mean, and it  is hard to believe it is true.

When you are obsessed with materialistic items over spiritual elements your selfishness is

Revealed in an excruciating and dramatic curtain call.

 

Does that make you an evil person?

No, but you are aware of your actions…

Do

What

Is

right!

If you feel horrible about  manipulating someone and being greedy, admit it but don’t just run away from anyone in general that trusted you.

 

Some will never have enough money, but little boys and girls run and hide from  the devastating truth.

 

Your karma is no match for any piece of jewelry or amount of financial existence.

 

You don’t put that Karma out there and once again run and hide while she suffers in

 

Silence.

 

It takes more self-respect to make a statement and admit you were wrong. The woman in this story is not me, but I know he was wrong, and it hurts to watch someone you know enjoying  gaining monetary satisfaction by conniving his way into someone’s pockets, but never face the consequences or even apologize for hurting her.

 

I was heartbroken recently to notice someone who I assumed was an amazing, but sarcastic person played with someone’s heart and used them, with no recourse or emotions.

Until, I had to face the facts that some people just don’t have that guilty feeling no matter what happens, money can fix it,or so they think.

He did not have to be with her, but he could have paid her back.

 

As an adult, you have to ask yourself, why would anyone assume that they could hurt and destroy people with no recourse?

I wanted to believe it couldn’t be true…

Now, he can’t run from her anymore, he needs to do what any Grown man would do, own up to his mistake and apologize for his

Behavior.

As long as you have that evil Karma  out there, you continue to  push your self to the brink of destruction.

Make it right, I laugh to keep from getting upset…MUSIC

 

He will always be arrested, fighting or living that Savage life, but you can be too damn old for games,and it is time to look at the “Man In The Mirror” and stop running.

 

 

 

Danny Brown And School Boy Q BOTH Have Good Advice: GIVE UP LEAN, IT MAKES YOU A MEAN-HEARTED ZOMBIE***messymandella***

The Dangers of the Purple Drink

  1. Codeine, one ingredient in “Lean” is an opiate similar to : Heroin, Morphine, Oxycontin or Vicodin. We’ve coined Lean as, “Hip-Hop’s New Heroin”. Not a good look by the way, if you’ve ever seen a heroin addict.
  2. Some of the biggest supporters of this drink seem to be the ones who have died at the mercy of this drink. DJ Screw, died of a codeine-promethazine-alcohol overdose in 2000. Big Moe, a DJ Screw protégé, who rapped excessively about this drink died at age 33 in 2007, after suffering a heart attack one week earlier that left him in a coma. In 2007, Pimp C died from complications of Sleep Apnea after drinking Lean.
  3. Codeine is not as addictive as Heroin, but once addicted, the withdrawal symptoms mirror those of a Heroin addiction.
  4. Pimp C had a history of suffering from Sleep Apnea, a condition where you stop breathing while you are asleep. Pimp C drank Lean before going to sleep and when combined with his respiratory condition, is what killed him.
  5. The two active ingredients Codeine & Promethazineare Central Nervous System Depressants, meaning they both slow your breathing, which is why people feel that “good feeling” or that euphoria. But sometimes it slows the system down so much that a person stops breathing and dies.
  6. Pimp C knew he had Sleep Apnea, but many people with Sleep Apnea don’t know they have it. Sleep Apnea overwhelmingly affects African Americans. This dangerous disease along with any type of drug, especially Lean, is a dangerous combination.
  7. The drink is called Lean because of the loss of control over your body. People affected by Lean tend to lean or slump over.
  8. April 2012 Schoolboy Q revealed that he quit sipping on Lean and is trying to get A$AP Rocky to follow his lead. The duo created the popular hit, “Hands on the Wheel”. Schoolboy Q said he quit after he drank some Lean and passed out, then woke up breathing heavily due to his complications with asthma: “I don’t know if it was a near-death experience but it felt like I was about to die. I’ve been going through withdrawals… It’s like somebody’s grabbing your stomach… and just holding it.”
  9. In a 2006 survey, 3.6 percent of 8th graders admitted to abusing cough medicine. High schoolers had even higher percentages – 5.3 percent among 10th graders and 5.5 percent of 12th graders.
  10. The drug can cause Neuroleptic malignant syndrome (NMS), which can be fatal. Symptoms may include fever, stiff muscles, confusion, abnormal thinking; fast or irregular heartbeat and sweating.

 

 
STOP KILLING YOURSELF!

Help Your loved ones, they may hate you for admitting that you know their secret,but it is nothing but love,tough love. IT WILL and it HAS killed people. It also brings a defensive and paranoia to some users and it is obvious to people who know you.

What makes you think IT can’t happen to you?

 

 

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