***most read today***Learn The Game! ***messymandella***

 

We adhere to street codes and live and ride for our city. When you are  a “Street Star” you will remain a whisper, a legend and cautionary tale.  Karlton Hines is now a Legend but he is not living.  Talent, looks, and money  were his traits that caught the stares and jealousy from others. That will also his downfall. Karlton,a Basketball Star that family and friends revered and perceived as a Hero knew he was a leader and a born legend.  We all have a chance to get out of the hood! However, urban men are told the only practices that will gain them wealth are pimping, drug dealing or Sports. No one even attempts anything else without doubt. We are programmed to believe that these are the only components to accomplish hood wealth. We don’t realize that money is from other hands that know we will eventually destroy our neighborhoods forever.  Someone needs our men dead, and we are helping them achieve this feat, every day.Karlton Hines played Basketball, and he knew he had the fame and admiration of everyone. He was raised in a single family neighborhood.
Karlton  could be seen in PS1 Park playing at 3:00 AM.His coaches wouldn’t push his studies, because he benefited them. Game  was already in front of  him. He  was under the impression that his grades were second to his ability for the game. Karlton had over 30 recruiters at a time offering him scholarships. That power and understanding of game is that the people that are left behind, sometimes want your impending failure. Karlton  quit because of a disciplinary problem. He also lied about his address to play at the school of his choice. He was caught after hours breaking the rules, and  instead of dealing with repercussions he left school. He quit school 4 months before graduating with his High school diploma Of course, he was attractive and had charisma that would always propel him to another level. Karlton won MVP when he was only 13 and 14. Older children were intimidated by him,because of his game with ladies, and with the courts. Karlton(nicknamed “C”)did not bite his tongue on the court. He had physical and mental strength that other ballers envied at a young age. Karlton was the baby,but garnered more attention than his older brothers, and street soldiers in the game! Karlton could have made millions legally, but he couldn’t leave the hood values and backwards mentallity. His brothers were not blessed to receive Karltons gift of street intelligence,that would later be his curse. He was 6’5  and athletic, cocky and was given every persons admiration, and full attention.

He loved the “Stage!” Yes, the hood has its on stage and community that is the mecca of the dealers,players, and goldiggers. They know how to get chose, and be seen. Once you get chose to be a part of “The Life” you are too afraid to leave what you know to be morally incorrect.

  In the hood it only takes a “New York Minute” to change your entire life. Karlton and his friend were walking from the store. They were in an  altercation with a neighborhood friend “Tweedy” and  “Tweedy” pulled out a knife. Karlton defended himself with a bottle, it went across  the neck, of  “Tweedy”  and was pronounced dead at the hospital.  Karlton stayed on the run for 11 days. He was arrested but later set free, because it was ruled self defense. Karlton walks out a free man, but that one moment changed his entire life. He was damaged to recruiters,  and already entered the system and his life had a few limitations. He could no longer be  a Hood Celebrity  by the Basketball Game, so he the chose the other side of the game.

Karlton’s street soldiers  had him walking around with thousands  in his pockets. He could not forget his hood. “Duncan Hines” had that rush of adrenaline and that mental choice to be the Legend. He didn’t want basketball to  infiltrate his street credibility. He chose to leave his talent, and go for the blood money. Karlton decided to walk further into the pit of destruction. His looks and personality started to change. He also blamed Coach, old teachers, everyone  for  not having  his back, and he was too ashamed to go back to school, he went further in the  drug game!

PETER “PISTOL PETE” ROLLOCK

Pistol Pete and the Blood affiliated Sex, Money and Murder gang were the scourge of the Soundview section of the Bronx back in the day. In his teens and into his early twenties Pistol Pete acquired a reputation as a ruthless killer, who made millions in the drug game in the late 80’s and early 90’s. He was known as one of the most feared and powerful men in New York during the crack era, who could get people killed with his word alone. His influence and organization stretched south from the city’s five boroughs reaching out and touching states all across the eastern seaboard. Pistol Pete was one of Soundview’s Original Gangsters, setting the bar high for his hood and the Northeast Bronx. – Gorilla Convict http://www.gorillaconvict.com/peter-pistol-pete-rollock-2/

       One thing some don’t understand about “The Game” is that you always are competing.  You only live once, but someone is always ready to shoot you, and make an example of you, and tarnish your legacy. What you build is a charade of evil and an “Execution chamber” This game will never have a winner.  Karlton  Hines found that out the hard way,  with his friend Carlos.  Pistol Pete who is know serving Life stole Karlton’s chance at a new life.  karlton Hines was 25 years old when he died. He was found with $5000.00 in his pockets.  It’s a game that we will not win. No matter how many times we live it and remember it,we hope it will be diffrent. Karlton Hines died on April 8th , 1994 and that money in his pocket could not keep him breathing, so what did it give him?

We are getting caught up in these movies, and images, and giving props to men behind a cell who can’t even go outside when they want, but we idolize them. We even study where they went wrong, so we won’t make that mistake. No one wins the game, and it is a trap.  Karlton Hines is in a casket  and Pistol Pete is in a a cot on a box with stories and commissary.  We are destroying our own existence and making single moms raise the babies without knowledge on how to make a man survive. Karlton Hines chose the wrong game to gain fame. Even though we know, no one wins in the game but everyone thinks they will be different…

classic-The Death Of Robert “Yummy” Sandifer***messymandella***

                 

             

This story will break your heart.This little boy died at the age of 11 known as a Black Disciple and a killer. Robert “Yummy” Sandifer  had a rap sheet  a mile long. Some people were happy he was gone.

Some children knew how he loved to draw,and was abused and constantly had cigarette burns on his body.The Time Magazine published a story on his death,and asked the family for a picture.They only had his mug shot.

This 11-year-old who carried guns,went into his casket with a suit that was too big for his little body,and his teddy bears.

Yummy died in an alley,killed by his own gang .

This dead boy killed Shavon Dean, a neighborhood friend with a stray bullet. He called his grandma and wanted to confess. The Black Disciples heard he  would confess.

Yummy was escorted by his BGD members. They  killed him,instead of hiding him, like they promised. Yummy(who loved sweets),died in an alley full of broken glass.His grandmother(Mom) wanted to find him.She carried his clothes with her,and was ready to bring him home,to confess. Here is the documentary link http://mediaburn.org/video/weekend-tv-sandifer-murder/  Please realize the quality is grainy,but message authentic. UPDATE: If too many people are watching the video at the same time, you can’t access the link. Here is a crime scene video on the case. http://mediaburn.org/video/robert-sandifer-murder-case-5/#video from Andrew Jones. Thanks to Mediaburn.org!***Actual Funeral Footage***

Yummy had so many brothers and sisters,and they were all getting abused ,and burnt by cigarettes.The coroner report said he had 49 scars on his bodyhttp://articles.chicagotribune.com/1996-10-31/news/9610310281_1_abuse-victim-donoghue-scars. One of his brothers went blind because his mom would not take him to the doctor. His grandmother was his mom. He called his mom “Reen”. This lost soul haunted Tupac.“Shorty want to be a thug” also paid homage to Robert Yummy’s short life,and other babies killed by violence.   This is the song that was made to remember the tragedy.http://youtu.be/eN6S8G_SXCg

There is also a book based on his life, that it is read to inner city youth to keep them from ending up, like Yummy.

http://messymandella.com/2013/06/18/the-little-girl-murdered-by-robertyummy-sandifermessymandella/

Here is part 2, the aftermath of Yummy’s death.http://messymandella.com/2012/07/17/robert-yummy-sandifers-killers/ Yummy’s book is read as a lesson plan in inner city schools.

 

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chiraq life Is dangerous and fleeting!***messymandella*** Lil Marc


 

We can’t neglect the violence because society encourages us to disregard certain group of individuals,and nothing is important enough benefits no one that he is no longer among the living.

He had a family and a “squad” that surely looked up to him for guidance.

I know he is in the same gang as Chief Keef!

Hell, he may have recruited him, but that doesn’t matter now…

I know that people will blend in to chaos and gangs.
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It is simply easier to ignore the usual murder of our boys just to not shine light on the truth and realistic depreciation of our men and how behind bars and in their graves.These young men never can facilitate for their legal families and they mature into lost but easily influenced boys that will be dead or in prison or accessible to provide for their families
 

 
He is dead, and whoever took his life, will undoubtedly lose someone in their squad.

Chiraquian Rapper Fredo Santana will not live to celebrate 30 Years of age and The Migos will be a duet anytime soon,due to ignorant threats and people shooting an killing at their concerts.

When you have so many hood friends that are miserable, misguided, and manipulated by their hatred of self, it makes it easier to cause irrational and undeserving violence to others and tweet about it on Twitter.

In this generation, evil will always trump righteousness and self-preservation when it comes to killing our own.

We have a generation of young men that don’t want to be left out of any activities with their home boys,even if it murder. If his entire block is sporting that blue bandana out of their pocket, no one would risk not fitting in and being an individual. Libraries and lame and prison makes you a man,in the minds of the lost.

 They join and adapt and go to prison and others succumb to their demented and emotionless desires to make a better way, or be an individual. So the entire street decides that killing is a sport, no different from a video game. They are so removed from the rest of the world that ignorance is segregating them and crippling their future and it is based on the fictious war and who is up next to die?

Fredro Santana has created a niche for himself in his daily life of death warnings, and he will keep living in this world with a lackluster lyrics and that luciferin cross on his head, that child is the male Annabelle doll. Fredo Satan is in the same death trap community as Cheap Keith.

AGAIN,Why should you care, if you aren’t familiar with his music?

The media is comfortable not reporting every death in the Roseland community, but then again that would be a three hour news broadcast, every single night.. Sadly, when a black child murders another black child dies marches or protest, are not an option. If you think that I am exaggerating on the death toll and the evil in Chiraq, just read the statistics.

Look at one Chiraquian rapper shot on the street like an animal. I am showing this picture to educate the youth, this lost baby is in the gutter like he is trash and he wasn’t trash. He had the wrong mentality the wrong friends in the game of ignorance.

Where are their mothers and fathers?

GRAPHIC DEATH http://mediaanarchist.wordpress.com/2014/03/30/chicago-rapper-lil-marc-murdered-days-after-lil-reese-video-diss/

 

I dont care if it makes you mad, as long as it saves your life.

 

Michael Stewart Police Brutality***messymandella***

During the 1980’s Michael Stewart a 25-year-old black man would tag and scribble ideas and pictures on walls as a form of expression .He was in Police Custody when he was brutally beaten and died 13 days later.The police defense was  that he resisted arrest .Three witnesses saw that he was handcuffed,while he was beat.He had no way to defend himself against the fatal blows.

The 198o’s Graffiti Art Movement breeded some of the best artist of all time Lady Pink, Keith Haring,Lady Pink, Jean Michel Basquiat and Al Diaz (SAMO). Michael Stewart wanted to join the ranks of the Graffitii Elite. Many paid tribute to his death.Jean Michel Basquiat and Keith Haring were deeply upset with his death and painted portraits in Michael’s honor.

Michael Stewart entered the hospital and lived the last 13 days of his life in a Coma. His injuries and witness reports stated that he was strangled and pummeled to death.Later in the investigation the Coroner report later disappeared. The New York Transit Police also taped his legs together while he was handcuffed. The sadness and a silence of injustice breeds contempt where the police strengthened doubt in police protection. The Graffiti world lost a young man,and all the Policemen pleaded not guilty and were acquitted of all charges. http://www.nytimes.com/1985/11/25/nyregion/jury-acquits-all-transit-officers-in-1983-death-of-michael-stewart.html?scp=1&sq=%22michael+stewart%22+jury+white&st=nyt&pagewanted=all . Power Struggles and Fears create separation.http://nyminute.blog.arte.tv/2010/08/19/michael-stewart/ The same fact remains that it takes someone to die before we remember fear,brutality, and ignorance. Trayvon and Sean Bell, and many others have died in the custody of police. Maybe, they have a reason to run? Fear and distrust, just to name a few. Who could be this cruel?Why are we living in a world with so much injustice?What can we do to end this senseless brutality? This should not happen. No excuse!

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r.i.p: rapper doe b (glenn thomas) knew he was in danger…***messymandella***Pastor Troy

           While  listening  to “Pray for me” it  is easy to recognize the discernment in his voice and very disturbing to understand Doe B predicted his death.  Watch his mannerism and his look of acceptance that one day soon, he would die. Doe B is rapping from his inner defeat and asking for help. He is wearing his heart on his sleeve and those are his genuine feelings.”Pray For Me” is an example of a haunted man after his intuition soared into high gear, and from that he predicted his own demise. After he was shot in the eye and he survived he was supposed to be a victim that lived through the attempt on his life. He discussed this shooting in interviews. Doe B fell into the trap of a ‘hood friendship‘ and that is the cause of many deaths in the Urban Jungle while we fight an invisible war. Just because someone goes to  the strip club with you, smokes with you, or fronts you a package that does not make them your friend.  If anything that could be your enemy because they get booked who do you think they are going to give up to save themselves? In this case with Doe B his killer is in his music video. Proof that at the end of the day when those guns come out it’s always “Every man for himself.”  

            In the video treatment  for the video “Pray For Me” notice his body language of surrendering and being at terms with his situation. He predicted his future impending death but he still wanted prayer. HE was coming to terms with it, like Tupac Shakur in his video for his song “Mad At Cha” when he is singing from heaven, but makes it clear that he was going to accept death and did not want anyone to feel responsible for what happened to him. Now that Doe B’s head is down he is begging for forgiveness. He walked through the funeral setting with a look of realization of his own potential home,soon. He sensed his own demise and came to terms with the fact that  God had a date for him. Doe B had that feeling that some inherit that can intuitively foreshadow his expiration date was near. He didn’t want to murder anyone. All Doe B wanted to accomplish was success in the industry, but once you in the streets that grip is as addictive as a crack pipe to a crackhead. You refuse to leave it alone. Death was waiting on him and he couldn’t shake that feeling. I pray for his family and for T.I. and the rest of Grand Hustle. He lost his best friend Phil to some stupid street mess too, undoubtedly! 

Why is Doe B sleeping in a casket?

He is dead because we are stupid.

We in the United States  of America have created a war of assholes. We have people that pretend that they actually have a war and they are killing for a cause. We are stupid. They didn’t have stupidity to this degree until the “Crack Epidemic.” Now we have programmed ourselves to shoot before we get shot. Why are we shooting? Once again absolutely no reason.

We are dumb!

We believe in our lives that we can’t go to the store without a gun because fools have to shoot to keep it “real” because you have brainwashed to think that  your brother is your enemy!  

I am going to say this one more time!

We do not have an official war we let stupidity turn us into battery operated baboons, that will murder and go to prison for keeping it “Real.”

R.I.P. Doe B with love for your talent and you determination.

You died for no damn reason! You deserved better!

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1978er’s- without a clue ***messymandella***

1968, Memphis, Tennesee, USA --- At the memorial just after Martin Luther King's asassination, mourners gather downtown , Some display picket signs "I am a man". used by striking garbage men. Memphis, TN. --- Image by © Bob Adelman/Corbis

1968, Memphis, Tennesee, USA — At the memorial just after Martin Luther King’s asassination, mourners gather downtown , Some display picket signs “I am a man”. used by striking garbage men. Memphis, TN. — Image by © Bob Adelman/Corbis

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Determing Your Own Karma!***messymandella***


 
Once the mask is removed you wish that person was the person you assumed to be, and you would do anything for them could be someone else.

It is a nightmare and a dishonesty that shatters your entire perception.

Everyone has to guide themselves through the mess but running, it is  mean, and it  is hard to believe it is true.

When you are obsessed with materialistic items over spiritual elements your selfishness is

Revealed in an excruciating and dramatic curtain call.

 

Does that make you an evil person?

No, but you are aware of your actions…

Do

What

Is

right!

If you feel horrible about  manipulating someone and being greedy, admit it but don’t just run away from anyone in general that trusted you.

 

Some will never have enough money, but little boys and girls run and hide from  the devastating truth.

 

Your karma is no match for any piece of jewelry or amount of financial existence.

 

You don’t put that Karma out there and once again run and hide while she suffers in

 

Silence.

 

It takes more self-respect to make a statement and admit you were wrong. The woman in this story is not me, but I know he was wrong, and it hurts to watch someone you know enjoying  gaining monetary satisfaction by conniving his way into someone’s pockets, but never face the consequences or even apologize for hurting her.

 

I was heartbroken recently to notice someone who I assumed was an amazing, but sarcastic person played with someone’s heart and used them, with no recourse or emotions.

Until, I had to face the facts that some people just don’t have that guilty feeling no matter what happens, money can fix it,or so they think.

He did not have to be with her, but he could have paid her back.

 

As an adult, you have to ask yourself, why would anyone assume that they could hurt and destroy people with no recourse?

I wanted to believe it couldn’t be true…

Now, he can’t run from her anymore, he needs to do what any Grown man would do, own up to his mistake and apologize for his

Behavior.

As long as you have that evil Karma  out there, you continue to  push your self to the brink of destruction.

Make it right, I laugh to keep from getting upset…MUSIC

 

He will always be arrested, fighting or living that Savage life, but you can be too damn old for games,and it is time to look at the “Man In The Mirror” and stop running.

 

 

 

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