Phantogram – When I’m Small (Live on KEXP) ***messymandella***

 
 
 

Bobbi Kristina Brown, You Keep Fighting!***messymandella***

 

          Bobbi Kristina Brown, you  are still in our prayers, up high.

 
When you take the time to look inside  yourself use Whitney as your example.

        Whitney taught me never to have anyone in your life that will publicly destroy or diminish your brand or cause scandal.

        I wish and pray  Bobbi Kristina will finally have her story told through her eyes, without the tabloid scandal.She deserves people in her life, that have her best intrest,and not only want her inheritance.

She is still a child.

 

       Don’t let anyone steal your time with their drama, and end up diminishing  your prominence and vision.

People who love you and care, will not hurt you or destroy your creativity with stupidity. Bobbi deserves the love and a support system of positive and loving people.

Once deceptive souls realize you are worth millions they will systematically break you down with every motive under the Sun.

         Brain dead, physical death and whatever terminology  is being used to describe Bobbi are not technically important at this moment. What is important is how and when the families coming together, burying the hatchet and setting aside their  own differences to make things right for Bobbi in the near future.

     I am sure Whitney is sending her daughter love  and is torn between wanting her there with her, or letting her stay here with us a little longer, to carry out her dreams.
 
       Whatever decision is made, we must remember God is in control. He is watching Bobbi, and  we love you and you are not alone.

 

 
 

 
 

***messymandella*** Classic Story:Karlton Hines

            We adhere to street codes and live and ride for our city. When you are a “Street Star” you will remain a whisper, a legend and cautionary tale. Karlton Hines is now a Legend but he is not living. Talent, looks, and money were his traits that caught the stares and jealousy from others. That will also his downfall. Karlton,a Basketball Star that family and friends revered and perceived as a Hero knew he was a leader and a born legend. We all have a chance to get out of the hood! However, urban men are told the only practices that will gain them wealth are pimping, drug dealing or Sports. No one even attempts anything else without doubt. We are programmed to believe that these are the only components to accomplish hood wealth.

           We don’t realize that money is from other hands that know we will eventually destroy our neighborhoods forever. Someone needs our men dead, and we are helping them achieve this feat, every day.Karlton Hines played Basketball, and he knew he had the fame and admiration of everyone. He was raised in a single family neighborhood.
Karlton could be seen in PS1 Park playing at 3:00 AM.His coaches wouldn’t push his studies, because he benefited them. Game was already in front of him.

           He was under the impression that his grades were second to his ability for the game. Karlton had over 30 recruiters at a time offering him scholarships. That power and understanding of game is that the people that are left behind, sometimes want your impending failure. Karlton quit because of a disciplinary problem. He also lied about his address to play at the school of his choice. He was caught after hours breaking the rules, and instead of dealing with repercussions he left school. He quit school 4 months before graduating with his High school diploma Of course, he was attractive and had charisma that would always propel him to another level. Karlton won MVP when he was only 13 and 14. Older children were intimidated by him,because of his game with ladies, and with the courts. Karlton(nicknamed “C”)did not bite his tongue on the court. He had physical and mental strength that other ballers envied at a young age.

         Karlton was the baby,but garnered more attention than his older brothers, and street soldiers in the game! Karlton could have made millions legally, but he couldn’t leave the hood values and backwards mentallity. His brothers were not blessed to receive Karltons gift of street intelligence,that would later be his curse. He was 6’5 and athletic, cocky and was given every persons admiration, and full attention.

       He loved the “Stage!” Yes, the hood has its on stage and community that is the mecca of the dealers, players, and goldiggers.

        They know how to get chose, and be seen. Once you get chose to be a part of “The Life” you are too afraid to leave what you know to be morally incorrect.

         In the hood it only takes a “New York Minute” to change your entire life. Karlton and his friend were walking from the store. They were in an altercation with a neighborhood friend “Tweedy” and “Tweedy” pulled out a knife. Karlton defended himself with a bottle, it went across the neck, of “Tweedy” and was pronounced dead at the hospital. Karlton stayed on the run for 11 days. He was arrested but later set free, because it was ruled self defense.

        Karlton walks out a free man, but that one moment changed his entire life. He was damaged to recruiters, and already entered the system and his life had a few limitations. He could no longer be a Hood Celebrity by the Basketball Game, so he the chose the other side of the game.

         Karlton’s street soldiers had him walking around with thousands in his pockets. He could not forget his hood. “Duncan Hines” had that rush of adrenaline and that mental choice to be the Legend. He didn’t want basketball to infiltrate his street credibility. He chose to leave his talent, and go for the blood money. Karlton decided to walk further into the pit of destruction. His looks and personality started to change.

         He also blamed Coach, old teachers, everyone for not having his back, and he was too ashamed to go back to school, he went further in the drug game!

PETER “PISTOL PETE” ROLLOCK

Pistol Pete and the Blood affiliated Sex, Money and Murder gang were the scourge of the Soundview section of the Bronx back in the day. In his teens and into his early twenties Pistol Pete acquired a reputation as a ruthless killer, who made millions in the drug game in the late 80’s and early 90’s. He was known as one of the most feared and powerful men in New York during the crack era, who could get people killed with his word alone. His influence and organization stretched south from the city’s five boroughs reaching out and touching states all across the eastern seaboard. Pistol Pete was one of Soundview’s Original Gangsters, setting the bar high for his hood and the Northeast Bronx. – Gorilla Convict http://www.gorillaconvict.com/peter-pistol-pete-rollock-2/

One thing some don’t understand about “The Game” is that you always are competing. You only live once, but someone is always ready to shoot you, and make an example of you, and tarnish your legacy. What you build is a charade of evil and an “Execution chamber” This game will never have a winner. Karlton Hines found that out the hard way, with his friend Carlos. Pistol Pete who is know serving Life stole Karlton’s chance at a new life. karlton Hines was 25 years old when he died. He was found with $5000.00 in his pockets. It’s a game that we will not win. No matter how many times we live it and remember it,we hope it will be diffrent. Karlton Hines died on April 8th , 1994 and that money in his pocket could not keep him breathing, so what did it give him?

We are getting caught up in these movies, and images, and giving props to men behind a cell who can’t even go outside when they want, but we idolize them. We even study where they went wrong, so we won’t make that mistake. No one wins the game, and it is a trap. Karlton Hines is in a casket and Pistol Pete is in a a cot on a box with stories and commissary. We are destroying our own existence and making single moms raise the babies without knowledge on how to make a man survive. Karlton Hines chose the wrong game to gain fame. Even though we know, no one wins in the game but everyone thinks they will be different…

2015: Fashion Icon: Tracee Ellis Ross***messymandella***

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Swagger

Intelligence

A Sense Of Humor

Accomplished Livelihood

Unstoppable

“Girlfriend”

Banging Body

 

 

 

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Cover of India.Arie’s “Ready For Love” Rébecca Féron (Harp) Eyango (Vocals)***messymandella***

 

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Planet Earth · soundcloud.com/geyango
 

FLATBUSH BLOODS diss BOBBY SHMURDA(GS9) CRIPS!***messymandella***YOU Are Killing Your Own People!

 
WHERE THE HELL ARE YOUR PARENTS?
 
THEIR PARENTS’ DON’T HAVE YOUTUBE?
 
IF YOU WANT TO PLAY WITH COLORS, GET A COLORING BOOK!
 
IF ADULTS WANT TO RUIN THEIR LIVES, AND CONTINUE WITH THE GENOICDE, GO AHEAD!
 
BLACK LIVES ONLY MATTER WHEN THE KILLER IS  OF ANOTHER COLOR.
 
BLACK LIVES DON’T MATTER AND FUNERAL HOMES ARE RETIRING EARLY THANKS TO ALL THE BROTHER’S YOU GUYS ARE KILLING.
 
WHY THE HELL ARE YOU KILLING EACH OTHER?
 
NO DAMN REASON

 
YES, IT IS ALL CAPS, BECAUSE I AM PISSED OFF.
 
YOU OLD FOOLS CAN CONTINUE TO DESTROY YOUR LEGACY!
 
LET THESE CHILDREN HAVE A CHANCE AT LIFE.
 
GIVE THEM A CHANCE TO NOT HAVE PAPER WORK!
 
PLEASE, THERE HAS TO BE AN AGE,THIS IS CHILD ABUSE.
 
LEAVE THEM ALONE, YOU MIGHT AS WELL SET UP A LIFE INSURANCE POLICY, THEY’RE GOING TO DIE ANYWAY, AIN’T THAT WHAT YOU WANT?
 
GIVE THEM BENEFITS, SINCE THEY KILLING IN THE NAME OF STUPIDITY AND WILL BE IN THE GROUND ANYWAY.
 
ONCE AGAIN, RUIN YOUR LIFE, LEAVE THE CHILDREN OUT OF THIS MESS.

 
WHY THE HELL ARE YA’LL SENDING THESE BABIES TO THE GRAVE, THIS IS LOVE?
 
YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE AND YOU ARE STUCK IN THE GENOCIDE.
 
YOU CAN’T GO TO ANY PUBLIC EVENT WITHOUT MAKING SURE YOU HAVE A GUN, AND STILL YOU MUST REMAIN ON GUARD AT ALL TIMES, WITH AN ENTOURAGE.
 
IF YOU HAVE ANY DECENCY, LET THEM BE RECRUITED TO LYNCH THEIR OWN,  AT   LEAST AT 18, THEN MAYBE THEY WILL LIVE 5 MORE YEARS.
 
SOME OF THESE CHILDREN ARE IN MIDDLE SCHOOL AND EARLIER STAGES OF HIGH SCHOOL.
 
WHERE THE HELL ARE YOUR PARENTS?
 
  I AM PISSED, AND YOU SHOULD BE TOO, IF YOU LOVE YOUR PEOPLE.
 
THIS MIGHT BE THE STUPIDEST MESS, I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE.
 
Once again, this message is for the babies that still have time, to leave their neighborhoods and flourish in life. I want you to live and anyone telling you to join a gang and to put in work is using you to fatten their pockets.
 
       They made their decision.You are not stuck in this mess,yet. I have family members that are in gangs and they are weary but feel trapped in the life.They feel trapped and obligated because they have put in work. If their deeds ever came to light, they would loose freedom forever.
 
      You don’t have to do this. You can still love your boys,but step away and make a better life for yourself. Think of your grandparents and think of your life. I have a popular story that is graphic, but I want you to learn from Robert “Yummy” Sandifer’s mistakes. He was an 11 Year old, that was a burglar, murdered,arsonist and physically abused every since he was 22 months! #Graphic# Here is his funeral. Hopefully, this will change your mind or at least inspire you. Living and thinking independently and not following the crowd, makes you a soldier. Why are you killing them anyway,because the color of shirt,the scarf? You would serve the same purpose as the Aryan Brotherhood, just to belong to an ill-fated crew? You kill your own and you are being used like robotic clones to make us forget that we were once queens and kings. Now we are just sad…
 

This message is Out of love ***messymandella***

 
CLICK ON LINK

http://mediaburn.org/video/weekend-tv-sandifer-murder/

full story

http://messymandella.com/2013/08/31/the-death-of-robert-yummy-sandifer/

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