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Lauryn Hill’s Miseducation Will Be Inducted In The Library Of Congress.Why The Hip Hop Culture Murder Her Message?***messymandella***

English: Lauryn Hill, performing in New York's...

English: Lauryn Hill, performing in New York’s Central Park in 2005 (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

 

Once

upon

a

time,

women rapped and kept their under garments on and just spit their lyrics.

Only a few pictures of men could get glimpse of a bathing suit  a bra top or  a wardrobe  malfunction but that was it, it would go no further. Lets be clear, I also adore most female rappers in this industry but these are half-naked most of the time because is it so common place these days.

When you are an avid activist of women In the arts, such as myself, you understand  Lil Kim and Mrs. Minaj and message of female expression and empowerment, even if you don’t care for the perception and the molding of the young female minds. 

However unfortunate  but obvious is that  women have abandoned the life lessons of solidarity and we are culture “Misededucated” but that money will overshadow the power to our people and education of our youth  will make millions these days.

 

The revised rap blue print for women   is  a paradox to the Miseducation Of Lauryn Hill and her foreshadowing on the slut like activity of women that we celebrate and even honor at the Grammys.

Lauryn was cut from a different cloth and opened our ears to self-pride and self- preservation.

Apparently the Hip Hop Nation will not be able to envision another genius who also carried herself like a queen, and not a “Trap Queen.”

 

Back then, a person would not be half naked every day unless she was a day time hooker.

While we as women and men  should be somewhere  somewhere protesting, and demanding fair treatment by men, we are subconsciously every stereotype to “keep” a man.

        Thanks to Snap Chat, Twitter, and  Instigram we are so disillusioned of  what is substantive or superficial?

      No pictures of Queen Latifah‘s big draws or MC Lyte‘s   panties would have been posted all over social media.

We relentlessly speak of Women Empowerment, but that is not what the younger listeners are going to identify with and embrace.

        The message of mental strength is lost with butt shots,mindless sex and  money over anything genuine in life.We have to nourish our families physically and psychologically

       We don’t comprehended how lost and fake we are in this world and Kendrick Lamar is kicking off that knowledge.

Lauryn Hill foreshadowed our mental and spiritual weakening  and the truth was too scary for her so she escaped her public existence and moved out of the industry.

      Mrs. Hill is the woman who could have been on the level of Nina Simone,but she escaped her surroundings and lost her musical vision in this ever changing hasty culture.

 

It is challenging to stand up for your self -respect and principles when you are trying to protect your people, usually the backlash comes from  your message from the very people you are trying to empower.

 

update: bobbi kristina brown dead at 22 years old. ***messymandella***


 
      Love is standing by, and this will be a process to bury all of the family drama, but  you can not win if the spirit wants to be free.
 
No amount of medicine or electrical device will ever be stronger than the will to live. She fought, and no matter what a machine reads, that soul may just want to be reunited with her mama.
 
Some actions are too obvious to overlook, and sympathy and inner guilt and failed moments are not will not be easy, when the Houston and Brown family are still divided. What if’s are not going to bring her out of this , if her soul is already home.
 
Love Is Standing by, I hope that a miracle keeps her in the physical world.
 
 
 
No matter what was said on camera we must look in the eyes of the truth.
 
Her  anguish and  privacy to mourn is not based on a calender or when we think she should be finished within her personal bereavement process.
 
Putting on a brave face can take a toll on anyone, that lost their momma and best friend, she still could not listen to her mother’s music at times. She was lost without,Whitney Houston. Was it the movie that destroyed her inner peace as speculated?

 
This baby is tired…
 
We admire you as a family and can’t imagine your distraction to “read a machine”, but if the machine is the only thing that is keeping her here, she is already gone.
 
We must give this family privacy, and not overlook the life of Bobbi Kristina Brown to give way to tabloid speculation!
 
Some are already putting light on an addiction and scene of the crime, just for high viewership.
 
Imagine, if it was your daughter, let her family deal in peace and they are surely inconsolable, leave that speculation behind, for now.
 
Remember you intrusive entertainment news sites, some of you do have  a soul, and that should trump any readers and viewership traffic to your  site.
 
This is not the time to spend hours of investigation for derogatory and assumptions,  on this girl.
 
Shameful of us to worry  about a damn marriage certificate and other garbage as a means to exploit this vulnerable family at this time.
 
Give Bobbi respect, and the Houston and Brown family  deserve your prayers and love.
 
No doubt they need it, but they will feel the love. I wish she knew we all wanted her to pull through this  tragedy and we  loved her then.
 
We want to send flowers and love when it is too late, when that may be all the victim wanted the entire time.
 
These prayers, and love should have been felt during her mother’s tragedy.
 
Maybe, we wouldn’t be this teary eyed  and experiencing  deja vu in regards to  Bobbi Kristina Brown’s tragedy? 
 
Maybe

 

 

 
 
 

susan smith: terrible human being and unfit mother and waste of space says, ” i am not a monster.”

        Susan Smith, 20 years ago murdered her two young sons in Union, South Carolina because the man she was pursuing and sleeping with, wasn’t ready to settle down with a woman with children. Susan did what most narcissistic people do, focus on their own happiness without empathy or guilt or afterthought of who they hurt. Susan  committed a crime, and pretended  to be in “mourning” during every interview, but her tears never seemed to reach her cheeks…

Michael Daniel Smith, 3, and his 14 month old brother Alexander Tyler Smith, are shown in a family photo taken August 6. The two toddlers were abducted in a carjacking October 25 near Union, South Carolina. The mother of the two children Susan Smith, has been arrested for the murder of the two toddlers

Michael Daniel Smith, 3, and his 14 month old brother Alexander Tyler Smith, are shown in a family photo taken August 6. The two toddlers were abducted in a carjacking October 25 near Union, South Carolina. The mother of the two children Susan Smith, has been arrested for the murder of the two toddlers

       Susan is no different from Scott Peterson, who is on death row for murdering his son Conner and his beautiful wife, Lacey. Scott  looked suspicious in the earlier stages of  the disappearance of his  wife Lacey.  Scott was going on dates with his mistress and golfing, while volunteers searched for his pregnant wife and unborn son. 

Scott  murdered his child and wife  to be with his new girlfriend, Amber.

Susan Smith murdered her children by strapping them in their car seats and letting them drown.

She claimed a black man,  abducted her children and stole her vehicle,when she herself ended their lives. South Carolina police were searching for a black man, and some were even taken in for questioning.  She created racial tension and misplaced blame, by her lies and her desire to start a new life with a man.

       She knew what she did, she knew those babies were in their car and she knew they were never coming back, nothing “went wrong that night.”

She wasted time and created racial tension, because every black male was a suspect.

Now Susan is claiming she is not a monster.

However, while you are reading this letter, think about those little boys crying while strapped in their seats, as their mother looked at the car go further into the water.

   Susan Smith is a terrible and manipulative person. Leave her in prison and remember her children could have been married or at college, but she decided she had to focus on her love life and was too busy to be a mother.

   I want you to think about those little boys breathing in all of that water, and remember the older brother trying to protect his little brother during the last minutes of their stolen lives.

      I agree with Susan she is not a monster, she is worse than a  monster.

Susan Smith’s  letter may receive some sympathy, but she will not find it here.

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Dear Mr. Cahill,

I know it is very late in writing you, but I wanted to still let you know that I did not receive your request for information until November 20, 2014, a month after the 20 year anniversary. Your letter was sent to the SCDC Correspondence Review Committee and was not approved until Nov. 19, 2014. I imagine that was done on purpose.

I wanted to let you know that I would have most likely responded to your letter because I have [sic] yet been able to speak on my behalf. It has been hard to listen to lie after lie and not be able to defend myself. It’s frustrating to say the least. Mr. Cahill, I am not the monster society thinks I am. I am far from it. Something went very wrong that night. I was not myself. I was a good mother and I loved my boys. The thing that hurts me the most is that people think I hurt my children in order to

be with a man. That is so far from the truth. There was no motive as it was not even a planned event. I was not in my right mind. The only reason I lied is because I didn’t know how to tell the people who loved Michael & Alex that they would never see them again. I didn’t want to hurt them. I knew the truth would come out, but I had planned to kill myself first and leave a note behind telling what had happened. I didn’t believe I could face my family when the truth was revealed.

This is only a small piece of the story, but I did want to tell you that if you’re ever interested in doing another article, please let me know.

In the meantime, take care of yourself. In order for me to receive your mail quicker, put your name only on the envelope and don’t use company stationery. If you do, it’ll probably go to the review comm. again.

Sincerely,
Susan

 

 
 
 

Beanie Sigel: Jay Z Bring Those Roc Boyz Back ***messymandella*** ***messymandella***

Whatever happened to Beanie Sigel, Memphis Bleek and that rapper, Freeway?

I witnessed the entire Roc A Fella Records in concert while in Charlotte, North Carolina.

Why did Jay Z become a multi million dollar mogul and his entire team were left to fend for themselves?

It was obvious Beanie Sigel took the Roc split the hardest.

He was suffering mentally, financially, and professionally, but I remained his fan.

I wanted to believe that Sigel’s career and his financial predicament would eventually change and by the Grace Of God, he would be able to land on his feet again.

It is tough world, when you are in the only girl in your neighborhood, repping for “Beans!”

I wanted him back in the forefront of Philadelphia rappers,but it never happened that way…

When I hear Meek Mill and others pay homage to the Philly rap elite that paved the way, most people think of the rapper Cassidy, but the first MC’s that come to my mind are Beanie Sigel and Freeway.

Those are the ones that flourished and we must remember Peedi Crack who I assumed also,would be doing big things for his town.

Why wouldn’t they be able to work together and make their town proud again?

I am not trying to be insensitive as Cam’ron in “Paid In Full” when he said, “People get shot every day.” but truthfully we all know “Rappers get locked up every day.”

Now Beanie Sigel is at a halfway house and now he can concentrate on bringing money and his talent to the game while getting his life back in order.

I still believe that Jay-Z could have tossed Beanie a million dollars, and let by bygones be bygones.

Some people will argue about them having beef.

Let’s be truthful, if you are struggling and you in your heart know that you helped someone’s empire and they gave you the cold shoulder, you wouldn’t be a little pissed off?

If I saw someone I was beefing with 2 years from now starving or about to get their house or car repossessed, no doubt I would help even if they called me every name in the world.

I would do it for their children, and for the friendship we once had, that we let slip away for whatever the reason.

That doesn’t mean we would be friends again, but out of humanity.

You should never forget who held you down.

I know it has to be crazy one minute to have thoughts of millions and then can’t find anyone to let you have $50.00 dollars.

Beanie needed someone.

Why didn’t they stop him from serving time?

They all could have helped.

Loyalty never dies.

Never

Beanie Sigel will be in a halfway house until Decemeber 2014.
This is the time for the old “ROC BOYZ” to squash that beef and also regain their empire with their families.

They don’t have a reliable platform to present their music.

Many Hip Hop fans have asked,”Why doesn’t Jay Z,still show love to men that were part of his team. ”

Roc A Fella Records had a Hip Hop Renaissance but money and brothers losing loyalty will destroy everyone you are riding with, and that sadly happened to Beanie, and the rest of the team.

Get them all back in the studio.

Freeway is one of the best lyricist out here, period

He needs that door opened and Jay Z could open it with his eyes closed.

It would not move a piece of lint in his million dollar pockets.

They need you Jay Z, Beanie needs you and it is time to squash the beef and relive hip hop history, and musical beats that were the ROC’s trademark. Don’t understand what happened to the Roc, everyone has their own story?

I guess it depends on who you ask, when I witnessed Beanie Sigel during an interview it was so embarrassing that he was so high, his freestyle was barely audible and you could tell he was really going through some mess.

How could Beanie Sigel not be able to pay income on a million dollars?

That made absolutely no sense, he was a part of Jay Z’s musical team, not his janitorial team!

They all were suppose to be passed the million dollar mark as a team.

Beanie Sigel knew his destiny and realized he was facing sentence alone, maybe that is when he was just trying to survive.

He knew it absolutely nothing he could financially do, so he just let it happen.

Someone could have done something,when he was drowning in debt.

Your life becomes hectic and you are unsure of who you can trust and who will betray you.

In the end it seems no one in the Roc A Fella Records was worth the trust.

Now bring the sound back, let those men have a chance to make music.

Jay Z, you could make that happened in your sleep.

We can hold on to beef so damn long, until they are gone and then it is too late.

 

 

 

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