the what ever happen to _______ edition?***messymandella*** g dep: confessions on pcp

G-Dep after he confesses to a “Cold Case


G -Dep has left the limelight for good. I knew after loosing his rap career, he had some financial challenges.

G-Dep made a career move that would give him the financial support he would need! He was signed to Bad Boy in 1998. He had a contract to release 5 albums. That never happened.

G-Dep developed a drug problem that cost him his career and created money woes. G-Dep in 2010 confessed to a “Cold Case.” Yes, we know what  a “Cold case” means. They have suspicions of the killer, but not enough proof.”Cold Cases” can stay on the back-burner for decades.

 G-Dep was so high on drugs that he snitched on himself.

At 18 he robbed and killed John Henkle in 1993. He has been in prison for about 2 years. G-Dep left his wife and twins behind to enter prison.

Drug addiction is bragged about, and mentioned in many songs. There are those that can function as drug addicts. Then, we have the G-Dep’s that lose it all. They later regret their decisions, but it is too late.
You have to be on some serious drugs to admit to a 1993 killing. I’m just saying…Woah!

Check out Mrs. Drama’s video with G-Dep, as he discussed his career and drug abuse.

He should have never picked up that “Special Delivery

Moral Of The Story: PCP is one helluva drug.





Snitching On Yourself…..

Hopefully he will have a better life outside of prison?


kerry washington is a baddie + scene from south carolina’s stephen colbert***messymandella***

r.i.p: rapper doe b (glenn thomas) knew he was in danger…***messymandella***Pastor Troy

           While  listening  to “Pray for me” it  is easy to recognize the discernment in his voice and very disturbing to understand Doe B predicted his death.  Watch his mannerism and his look of acceptance that one day soon, he would die. Doe B is rapping from his inner defeat and asking for help. He is wearing his heart on his sleeve and those are his genuine feelings.”Pray For Me” is an example of a haunted man after his intuition soared into high gear, and from that he predicted his own demise. After he was shot in the eye and he survived he was supposed to be a victim that lived through the attempt on his life. He discussed this shooting in interviews. Doe B fell into the trap of a ‘hood friendship‘ and that is the cause of many deaths in the Urban Jungle while we fight an invisible war. Just because someone goes to  the strip club with you, smokes with you, or fronts you a package that does not make them your friend.  If anything that could be your enemy because they get booked who do you think they are going to give up to save themselves? In this case with Doe B his killer is in his music video. Proof that at the end of the day when those guns come out it’s always “Every man for himself.”  

            In the video treatment  for the video “Pray For Me” notice his body language of surrendering and being at terms with his situation. He predicted his future impending death but he still wanted prayer. HE was coming to terms with it, like Tupac Shakur in his video for his song “Mad At Cha” when he is singing from heaven, but makes it clear that he was going to accept death and did not want anyone to feel responsible for what happened to him. Now that Doe B’s head is down he is begging for forgiveness. He walked through the funeral setting with a look of realization of his own potential home,soon. He sensed his own demise and came to terms with the fact that  God had a date for him. Doe B had that feeling that some inherit that can intuitively foreshadow his expiration date was near. He didn’t want to murder anyone. All Doe B wanted to accomplish was success in the industry, but once you in the streets that grip is as addictive as a crack pipe to a crackhead. You refuse to leave it alone. Death was waiting on him and he couldn’t shake that feeling. I pray for his family and for T.I. and the rest of Grand Hustle. He lost his best friend Phil to some stupid street mess too, undoubtedly! 

Why is Doe B sleeping in a casket?

He is dead because we are stupid.

We in the United States  of America have created a war of assholes. We have people that pretend that they actually have a war and they are killing for a cause. We are stupid. They didn’t have stupidity to this degree until the “Crack Epidemic.” Now we have programmed ourselves to shoot before we get shot. Why are we shooting? Once again absolutely no reason.

We are dumb!

We believe in our lives that we can’t go to the store without a gun because fools have to shoot to keep it “real” because you have brainwashed to think that  your brother is your enemy!  

I am going to say this one more time!

We do not have an official war we let stupidity turn us into battery operated baboons, that will murder and go to prison for keeping it “Real.”

R.I.P. Doe B with love for your talent and you determination.

You died for no damn reason! You deserved better!

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john lennon would have been 75 years old today!” don’t hate what you don’t don’t understand!” ***messymandella***




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Bobby Brown Every Little Step with Mike Tyson & Wayne Brady ***messymandella***


They remade one of my favorite songs!


I missed it!


update: allegedly birdman and lil wayne will go to court to file for separation and possible alimony***messymandella***



 —–STORY I WROTE BEFORE< JUST AN UPDATE-BirdMan  is not giving up on Lil Wayne and he shall not be moved. We know Lil Wayne loves his Sugar Daddy but when business and personal relationships conflict, eventually the money will always be the reason for the treason.
Lil Wayne had a jheri curl when he first met his “Daddy” but the look in Bird Man’s eyes let him know that he would always be the “Bottom Rapper” of their entire empire, of course with Birdman turning out so many at a time someone has to make sure that no one is robbing the Empire.

Lil Wayne has finally woken out the self induced Codeine Trip and realizes that he has been pimped. I would have told him that he was being Pimped. Birdman has a firm guiding hand on his stable. Tyga could kick rocks and Birdman wouldn’t lose any sleep at night but Lil Wayne can not move out of his life or his recording contract.

Couples and friends disagree and we must understand that no one wants to just walk away. Birdman is upset about the disrespectful tweets and concert announcements of their pending break up.

“I want off this label and nothing to do with these people.” was a direct quote from Lil Wayne.


You men are in my prayers, let’s just reflect..                                              



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