PHONTE – The Good Fight (NSFW: directed by Kenneth Price) ***messymandella***

 

 

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Jeanne Jolly – Sweet Love ***messymandella***

 

We Will Say Good Bye For Good~ Michael Brown’s funeral.***messymandella***

I feel even stronger now than when I first wrote it, and this video offended some people but I still feel the same about that too.
 

 
Written By me the first week he died, in a previous article…

Imagine looking at those police,and your heart beating fast with fright.

I closed my eyes and wanted to pretend I was Mike Brown.

It took time to stare at the pictures but look inside myself.

If my life was about to end what would I be thinking?

If I was a teenage girl or little boy who was supposed to be protected by my murderers,and to be publicly lynched in 2014,what would be on my mind?

As for Mike, he can’t tell his story, I want to imagine his last 30 minutes alive. This is my version of Mike’s last 30 minutes.
 

 
“Here comes the police and I hope I don’t get in trouble or arrested. What am I going to say to them? Damn, I hope I don’t get arrested?

I can’t afford any bail money, and my mom ain’t got money to get me out of jail.

Maybe I should run,should I?

No, I don’t want to get shot or charged with resisting arrest, I am innocent.

I will surrender,but why are they got so many yelling at me?

If I surrender and let the police know I am innocent,they will have ta’ let me go home.

If I go to jail,I hope my cousins and aunts can help my mom and me make my bail.

I give up. I am going to do what’s right.

 I am going to throw my hands in the air and surrender,and do the right thing.

Here goes,I can get this out-of-the-way and go home,before my momma finds out.

Ok, I am confused, why are the still yelling at me, when I have my hands in the air?

I thought this was what I was supposed to do,wait why is are they still lifting up those guns,why are they driving towards me?

I am going to ask, “Wait, Wait, Wait,what are you…”

Why are the shooting at me?

What the…?

They shot me?

Why are they shooting me,my body is stingy and itching,this pain.Why God?

 Oh God, a second bullet?

Why are ya’ll doing this to me?

I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe and I my flesh is burning and I feel sleepy.

 Am I going to die?

I don’t know why they keep shooting me? Please…

I will never make it home.

I am getting sleepy.

I am getting sleepier,but the pain is going away…

Why?Why?

If they stop shooting maybe I have a chance?

I need sleep.

When I wake up will this nightmare be over?

Someone go get my mom. I need my mom…

Please let me live, why are they doing this to me?

Tears and pain are going away and I feeling sleepier than before. 

Are they about to run over me,again?

I can’t fight sleep much longer.

I love you mom, and I am sorry but I did nothing wrong.

Mom, don’t be mad at me.

I guess this sheet over my head means… I am dead.

I can still see them crying over my body, but I am not in pain.

Please God take care of my family,I will never be able too.

No more pain, I am going to sleep.

I am not dead in spirit, my body and my life were stolen from me. Don’t forget about me

Please fight for me and protect my mom.

I wanted to make her proud, but it is too late for that…”

WE know that can never happen,because he is under that sheet…
 

 

Aaliyah Dana Haughton -January 16, 1979 – August 25, 2001***messymandella***

 
The songstress and dancer graced the world with an alluring and confident persona that is immolated by female singers in the industry today.

The late  vocalist and dancer breathed her first breathe of life, today in 1979.

Nostalgia is in the air…

I am attempting to close the door on sadness because this is the date you lived and not the date you died.

We  can’t ever  replace you “Baby Girl!”

We are blessed to have your confidence, intelligence and voice so  you will never be completely gone.

 You were  “One In A Million”  and you had “Swagger” before it was even an urban slang.

 While most of your singing peers were wearing  dresses and heels, you came into the game wearing Timberland’s, Hoodies, and Bandannas and a halter top.

You decided to take a masculine approach to your sexuality and decided to dress like the men in her videos but with her unique sexuality and charisma.

They Don’t Know About This Here…***messymandella***Jon B

 

 

Ferguson Police Threaten to Kill Journalists ***messymandella***

 

When real life footage surfaced of the last hours of Mike Brown’s death it wasn’t intended to relieve some of the guilt from the Ferguson police, that has captured many views on YouTube and the news in general, thanks to the race barrier in Ferguson.
 
Did we “jump the gun” and paint someone as a martyr when that was the farthest thing from the truth?

That is what Ferguson Police wanted you to believe, about Mike Brown.

Yes, if it is him in the video that was horrible and bully like behavior,of the store owner and the altercation was disrespectful, but that is no reason victim Mike Brown lost his life that day.

The police officer had no idea of the earlier altercation.

However, even with the store footage included,that doesn’t account for an unarmed man with his hands in the air surrendering, that somehow ended up laying cold and still in the morgue.
 
You don’t come back from physical death, but this death just refutes everything we are taught.
Mike will remain here in spirit, Was Mike Brown a bully who used his weight and frightening demeanor to take advantage of that store robbery?

Does it matter now?
 
Why paint a negative picture, of the victim?
The police did the exact thing to Emmett Till, they said he was boisterous “colored” boy. He deserved his lynching because he was a prankster that didn’t demonstrate reverence for the rules of that segregated south. His life expired because he ALLEGEDLY was seen whistling at a white woman.
 
Now we live in a world were racism comes with a fake smile, and the greater need to watch you suffer and watch you fail.
 
The worst part about Mike Browns’ death is that now Ferguson Police are now threatening the press and using scare tactics and physical violence because of their miscarriage of justice. They want to go back to the days of Jim Crow, isolated activities, and back to their old small town ways.
 
Don’t believe that anything among the police, and protestors in Ferguson is anywhere near peaceful.
 
It is a falsehood and obvious scam to remove some of the heat off of the tragic event, that Ferguson police are responsible for that changed their town forever.
It is even more animosity and division currently in Ferguson than it was on the day of the murder.

 
I am not afraid to admit I was disappointed to watch that footage of Mike in that store, but I still stand behind his family and the world that obviously are emotionally distraught by the injustice of the inequality.
 
Inequality could change the mind of some protestors and make them ashamed of speaking up for Micheal, but don’t be fooled it is nothing but propaganda to instill more sympathy for the killer of Mike Brown.

That video in the store was released the exact time, the killer’s name was revealed.

They ain’t sorry for shit!
The cops wanted to portray the image of a ruthless negro that deserved his own inhumane death, like he was an animal.
 
No one deserved that death.
 
Why is it such a reality to some that bigots still exist and your pain and struggle still must go on, no matter how much ignorance and deceit was aimed at you to destroy your mind state and your core ideas? People are prejudiced because someone for their own short comings or failure in the human race. Excuses also turn people into racist. 
 
Fight for justice.

Oh, yeah Arrest Darryl Wilson.

WE ALL DESERVE TO BE TREATED RIGHT!

DON’T LET SOME BULLY DEMEAN YOU WHEN YOU DON’T DESERVE IT!
 
 
In this life,it is tragic when you can still be murdered by surrendering.
 
Can you blame the next teenage boy that decides to resist arrest, or run from the police in Ferguson?
 
Apparently in this small segregated town it is safer to take your chances and break the law.
 
The Ferguson police have proven to the world, and to Mike Brown that they will not protect you.

 

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