Rudimental – Free feat. Emeli Sandé ***messymandella***

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Still Madly C-R-A-Z-Y, Yep You Are Robin Thicke! ***messymandella***

Dear Robin Thicke,

“Still Madly Crazy”, you said it not me…


You are in a loosing battle with your dignity, and it is fading fast.

That is why I treat people right, because when you lose someone loyal they will find someone else, or just ignore your happy ass.

Well in this case, I can clearly see you decided to take a field trip to an elementary school to use children to soften her heart, and  to help you lip synch your helium fueled soprano version of soul.

Those children are adorable, song is sweet but she don’t want you anymore.


It happens!


A man or woman will disrespect you in your face, embarrass you but apologize in secret.

She has received the 18648 apologies you have given her on Youtube, Life Time , Telemundo, NickAtNIght, MTV,BET…(You see where going with this right?) for the love of Paula Deens’ Pies, Stop apologizing.


Robin Thicke deserves to have to beg, and I hope that he keeps begging,but no more begging in the studio.

You can’t treat people like they are replaceable, and expect them to sit back while you continue to make a fool out of them.

You embarrassed her and you ruined it!


It happens!
Paula Patton is one of the hottest women to ever walk the Earth. Yes, you went for the superficial, when you already had the real love and friend of your life.
Were you happy with her?
Nope, she wasn’t good enough.
She will move on and enjoy spending time with someone who doesn’t think because he has money,he can do as he pleases.
You broke her heart,but now you are breaking our ears…
Yes, You cheated and lied.
Some women know how they should be treated, like Paula Patton so navigate that sympathy elsewhere! No one forced your penguin striped pants down. You had “The Sweetest Love” but now someone else will have her and they will treat her better than you did.

Call the thots, you were thotting with and leave her alone.

This is getting a little strange, to say the least.

If you name an album and 846148 more songs to her she will run far away, and call “Crime Stoppers!”
Stop!

What’s next, a cookbook named “Paula’s Pudding?”

I am sure you miss it.

Who wouldn’t?


You have been evicted from Paula’s palace and for the love of James Brown’s Pressing Comb, stop making songs about your ESTRANGED ex Wife.

Here are some pictures to remind you  how stupid you were to let her go. You big dummy…

Graphic NSFW: Homicide Chicago-Preparing for Ashley Hardmon’s Funeral***messymandella***

 
GRAPHIC BUT REAL: On July 2, 2013 Ashley Hardmon was shot in the head and killed in the Austin neighborhood of Chicago. In the ensuing days her family prepared to lay her to rest…

I cover these stories of death and genocide in the urban community  because we are dropping like flies. We give credence to the fact that we will protect the younger generation.
 
Not anymore! 
 
What happens when an innocent bystander dies?
 
They deserve recognition, because they did not deserve the unjust senseless way that they died.
 
They lost their life, high spirits and ambition for a bullet by someone who never questioned why were trying to make their own race extinct.

Ashley Hardmon never received the press she deserved and her life was short and unfairly stolen for ignorance.

Now we can ask ourselves, how many Ashley Hardmon’s will we lose this year?

Why did she die again?

We have no reason, but Chiraq loves giving the Klux Klux Klan a vacation…
 

Out Of The Blue***messymandella***


 

 

 

The Street Games:Balling Lead To Death For Karlton Hines!***messymandella***

Revisited Stories!

Revisited Stories!

We adhere to street codes and live and ride for our city. When you are  a “Street Star” you will remain a whisper, a legend and cautionary tale.  Karlton Hines is now a Legend but he is not living.  Talent, looks, and money  were his traits that caught the stares and jealousy from others. That will also his downfall. Karlton,a Basketball Star that family and friends revered and perceived as a Hero knew he was a leader and a born legend.  We all have a chance to get out of the hood! However, urban men are told the only practices that will gain them wealth are pimping, drug dealing or Sports. No one even attempts anything else without doubt. We are programmed to believe that these are the only components to accomplish hood wealth. We don’t realize that money is from other hands that know we will eventually destroy our neighborhoods forever.  Someone needs our men dead, and we are helping them achieve this feat, every day.Karlton Hines played Basketball, and he knew he had the fame and admiration of everyone. He was raised in a single family neighborhood.
Karlton  could be seen in PS1 Park playing at 3:00 AM.His coaches wouldn’t push his studies, because he benefited them. Game  was already in front of  him. He  was under the impression that his grades were second to his ability for the game. Karlton had over 30 recruiters at a time offering him scholarships. That power and understanding of game is that the people that are left behind, sometimes want your impending failure. Karlton  quit because of a disciplinary problem. He also lied about his address to play at the school of his choice. He was caught after hours breaking the rules, and  instead of dealing with repercussions he left school. He quit school 4 months before graduating with his High school diploma Of course, he was attractive and had charisma that would always propel him to another level. Karlton won MVP when he was only 13 and 14. Older children were intimidated by him,because of his game with ladies, and with the courts. Karlton(nicknamed “C”)did not bite his tongue on the court. He had physical and mental strength that other ballers envied at a young age. Karlton was the baby,but garnered more attention than his older brothers, and street soldiers in the game! Karlton could have made millions legally, but he couldn’t leave the hood values and backwards mentallity. His brothers were not blessed to receive Karltons gift of street intelligence,that would later be his curse. He was 6’5  and athletic, cocky and was given every persons admiration, and full attention.

He loved the “Stage!” Yes, the hood has its on stage and community that is the mecca of the dealers,players, and goldiggers. They know how to get chose, and be seen. Once you get chose to be a part of “The Life” you are too afraid to leave what you know to be morally incorrect.

  In the hood it only takes a “New York Minute” to change your entire life. Karlton and his friend were walking from the store. They were in an  altercation with a neighborhood friend “Tweedy” and  “Tweedy” pulled out a knife. Karlton defended himself with a bottle, it went across  the neck, of  “Tweedy”  and was pronounced dead at the hospital.  Karlton stayed on the run for 11 days. He was arrested but later set free, because it was ruled self defense. Karlton walks out a free man, but that one moment changed his entire life. He was damaged to recruiters,  and already entered the system and his life had a few limitations. He could no longer be  a Hood Celebrity  by the Basketball Game, so he the chose the other side of the game.

Karlton’s street soldiers  had him walking around with thousands  in his pockets. He could not forget his hood. “Duncan Hines” had that rush of adrenaline and that mental choice to be the Legend. He didn’t want basketball to  infiltrate his street credibility. He chose to leave his talent, and go for the blood money. Karlton decided to walk further into the pit of destruction. His looks and personality started to change. He also blamed Coach, old teachers, everyone  for  not having  his back, and he was too ashamed to go back to school, he went further in the  drug game!

PETER “PISTOL PETE” ROLLOCK

Pistol Pete and the Blood affiliated Sex, Money and Murder gang were the scourge of the Soundview section of the Bronx back in the day. In his teens and into his early twenties Pistol Pete acquired a reputation as a ruthless killer, who made millions in the drug game in the late 80’s and early 90’s. He was known as one of the most feared and powerful men in New York during the crack era, who could get people killed with his word alone. His influence and organization stretched south from the city’s five boroughs reaching out and touching states all across the eastern seaboard. Pistol Pete was one of Soundview’s Original Gangsters, setting the bar high for his hood and the Northeast Bronx. – Gorilla Convict http://www.gorillaconvict.com/peter-pistol-pete-rollock-2/

       One thing some don’t understand about “The Game” is that you always are competing.  You only live once, but someone is always ready to shoot you, and make an example of you, and tarnish your legacy. What you build is a charade of evil and an “Execution chamber” This game will never have a winner.  Karlton  Hines found that out the hard way,  with his friend Carlos.  Pistol Pete who is know serving Life stole Karlton’s chance at a new life.  karlton Hines was 25 years old when he died. He was found with $5000.00 in his pockets.  It’s a game that we will not win. No matter how many times we live it and remember it,we hope it will be diffrent. Karlton Hines died on April 8th , 1994 and that money in his pocket could not keep him breathing, so what did it give him?

We are getting caught up in these movies, and images, and giving props to men behind a cell who can’t even go outside when they want, but we idolize them. We even study where they went wrong, so we won’t make that mistake. No one wins the game, and it is a trap.  Karlton Hines is in a casket  and Pistol Pete is in a a cot on a box with stories and commissary.  We are destroying our own existence and making single moms raise the babies without knowledge on how to make a man survive. Karlton Hines chose the wrong game to gain fame. Even though we know, no one wins in the game but everyone thinks they will be different…

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Dreams – Fleetwood Mac (cover) by Dana Williams and Leighton Meester***messymandella***

 

 

Hold On For One More Day!***messymandella***

Today, could be a tough day for you because the person that should apologize is just too damn arrogant to admit they were wrong.

Should you feel disappointed? 

Yeah a little, but don’t let that hold you down.

Don’t let anyone hold you down because of your sexual orientation or your color of skin.

In the end,reality will find the oppressor and trust me, they know they are wrong, but they will chastise you to ignore their own short comings.

 

 
People want to create a lifestyle of deception and mind entrapment to further their own agenda. We never know what someone is experiencing,but the same people who you respected will treat you like nothing, if you let them.

They have to hold on, and keep believing and living.

You can’t change how someone treats you, but you can change how long you give them that option.

They will make a million excuses, because they are blameless in their eyes, or once again to stubborn to admit it.

You have to remember you don’t need revenge.

Karma is on the menu and you know that they will never admit they were wrong.

You hold on for yourself and for the people who love you unconditionally.

Bring your spirit to the ones that appreciate it, remember everyone in the ground and prison walls chose money and short-term gratification over life long goals.
 

 
I know this pain
Why do lock yourself up in these chains?
No one can change your life except for you
Don’t ever let anyone step all over you
Just open your heart and your mind
Is it really fair to feel this way inside?

Some day somebody’s gonna make you want to
Turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry
Don’t you know?
Don’t you know things can change
Things’ll go your way
If you hold on for one more day
Can you hold on for one more day
Things’ll go your way
Hold on for one more day

You could sustain
Or are you comfortable with the pain?
You’ve got no one to blame for your unhappiness
You got yourself into your own mess
Lettin’ your worries pass you by
Don’t you think it’s worth your time
To change your mind?

Baby hold on

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